Never Understand
Will you ever understand
How it feels to be rejected?
When your own family
Would rather be respected
Than to be known as a family
That has someone like you
Will you ever feel the pain
I feel at this very moment
Knowing that those I love most
Will never be welcoming host
To someone like me in their home
Will you ever know the fear-
I feel every night,
When I lay my head on the pillow
And wonder if I'll survive this fight;
Thinking that maybe it would be better
If I just left this world altogether?
Will you ever bleed inside.
Wondering if you're alive because of the pain;
Or if they can even see you-
Suffering alone and in vain,
Searching for something even remotely true?
Will you ever know how it feels,
To want to take your own life?
To feel so out of place?
With no one willing to sacrifice
Their pride or their time
To try to make you happy?
Will you ever feel such a strong hate
Towards those you love the most?
Because at this very moment
On that hatred I choke.
And if I make it through this night
I hope you'll see the light.
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