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My Hell |
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It's hell |
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This place that I've created |
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And I know that I belong here |
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The pain has been sedated. |
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I want to turn and run |
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Put there's nowhere to go |
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I feel lost and abandoned |
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By those I trusted most |
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And in this world of despair |
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There?s nothing left for me |
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Except this bitter end |
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I accept so willingly |
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And I want to lose myself |
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In this eternal damnation |
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Want to forget I ever existed |
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Forget I fell to temptation |
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Don?t want to have to explain |
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Why I am this way |
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Don't want to talk anymore |
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Just want to fade away |
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I want the darkness to come |
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Without mercy or regret |
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Let it devour me whole |
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Let it allow me to forget.... |
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This hell I dwell in now |
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Is the home I have created |
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And it may not suit anyone else |
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But to me reality is outdated. |
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Just want to lay here in my death |
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Let it consume me piece by piece |
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Until nothing of me is left |
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Until all the pain has ceased |
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