Lately
Lately,
When I look into your eyes,
It feels almost impossible to look away.
I'm afraid that one day
I'll turn and find you have gone your own way.
Lately,
I ask myself why you're still here..
My life seems too small to share
But you don't seem to care.
All you ever see is me.
Lately,
When I look deep inside,
I see that there is only you.
I beg to know if it's true.
Will your pain ever subside?
Lately,
I've lost myself in confusion.
You say you love me so,
But you treat me like a foe
Am I lost again in my delusions?
Lately,
I dream of you at night.
You look into my eyes and cry,
Tears that my feeble hands cannot dry.
My heart descends deeper into plight.
Lately,
I try to imagine your life;
How happier you might be
If you were with someone other than me.
Nothing I can give you will ever suffice.
Lately,
I ask myself why you chose me.
All I ever caused you was pain
My apologies have become mundane
My hopes lay shattered under the debris.
Lately,
When I look into your eyes,
I see you slowly falling away.
I wonder when your heart will stray.
Why do I simply await our demise?
Lately,
I wonder if you'll always smile.
Will you be ever blinded by misery?
Or will you one day see it was me
Who was never worthwhile.
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