?WHAT PAIN HAVE I ENDORSED?

Looking at you
I think of him
I realize how much
I�ve wanted him
To see him in you
Or settle for anything else
That could be him
In disguise
Tried telling myself
Various facts
And various realities
What do these emotions do?
They don�t understand these things
Sleeping over this pain everyday
I feel�
What pain have I endorsed?
QUESTIONS ONCE MORE

What am I feeling
Why am I feeling this?
What is this silly security
That I am yet searching for?
I don�t really know
Again I feel this tendency
To become extremely submissive
To give in to you
Get down on my knees
And ask you to accept me
You love me
Or you loved me
I don�t really know
If I�m willing to lose my dignity
To find that out
I don�t really know
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