i sit here
staring in space
no particular place
i look at
do not blink
sit and think
that is it
so many thoughts
many fights fought
i just watch
heart is cold
my body sold
i feel numb
cross my mind
there i find
various obscure ideas
what is wrong
all is long
something is missing
i cannot feel
need to heal
cannot just sit
must go walk
hide from talk
no particular place