it's empty, but only for a short while. it only takes one turn of the dial to fill it a little bit. it never goes away until it is forced out. it hurts so much when that happens no doubt. it rushes out in one big wave. no one are you able to save. the pain lasts for days on end. it never wants to be your friend. once it has left leaving you empty all over again. there's no way to stop it from returning from its den. its den in the pits of your stomach. in the deep of your mind. it returns when it feels like it. there's not stopping it. it never leaves.
