oh how i want to run the sharp, shiny blade ever so slowly across my
fragile, frail body as so to release the anguish from inside
oh how i wish to just disappear at moments just to see what life would be
like without my prescence - to see who would actually care
oh how i need attention that i cannot recieve, especially from those that
i ever so dearly want it from
oh how i wish to just be alone forever locked in a world of my own -
something i can call my own because i will then be the leader
oh how i want to leave, leave the pain, problems, and numb feeling of the
world because i hate staring into space and not being there
oh how it hurts to know that i can't get what i want, wishes never come
true and things you need are not always attainable