August 25, 2005
Hello All,
I figured it
was about time for an update just to let you all know that I didn’t fall off of
the face of
The last time I
was in touch, I was just about to leave southeast Asia
and head over to the middle east. My trip to
Next it was
onto
On the night of
day four, our guides woke us up at 11:30pm and we began our climb at midnight
under the pitch black sky. Tonight was going to be the infamous climb up the
peak and it would take no less than seven to ten hours to go up and come down.
I had four layers on my legs, six layers on my top, three layers on my head,
one around my face, three pairs of socks and boots. All of these layers still
did not stop the bitter -10 degree temperatures from piercing my skin. Halfway
up the peak my water was already frozen and my flashlight had frozen and burnt
out as well. I didn’t even know that was possible. I was stuck with no water
and no light and I still had HOURS ahead of me.
Eventually with
much tribulation, we all made it to Gilman’s point. There is an option to
continue a bit higher to the absolute top peak of the mountain but they warned
us it would take at least an hour and a half from that point. By this time,
people are throwing up and practically passing out from the pain of the
headaches. I looked at my head guide and said, “I want to go up.” The guide
looked at me with this half smile thinking to himself, “You bitch, now one of
us guides has to go up with you!“ I was the only one
who decided to go in the end and when I got to the top two hours later, I
collapsed on a pile of rocks next to the crater’s edge and towering glaciers. I
just sat there and stared at the sun rising. I had just climbed to the top of
the highest freestanding mountain in the world. I did it! I made it! Attached I
have the lovely picture of myself that I snapped while I was collapsed at the
top of the mountain. I couldn’t even smile. This is probably the WORST picture
I have ever seen of myself, but it’s pretty funny looking back on it. The deep
bags under my eyes show the pain within the rest of my body, and believe me it
was so bad that my face only shows half of the pain. I stayed up there for
about fifteen minutes and then practically cried when I realized I had to climb
all the way back down.
Two and a half
hours later I was at the bottom of the peak crying uncontrollably like a little
child who can’t even breathe between whimpers. It was the hardest thing I have
ever done in my life and most likely will be until, of course, childbirth comes
around! Not looking forward to that one!!! Soon after I got into my hut and had
some lunch I was told that I had 30 minutes to eat lunch and pack and then we
had another long hike in front of us down to the lower huts. I thought I was
going to die once again.
The final climb
down the next day, I was really hurting. I had what they call a black toe
(which means my toenail would eventually fall off) and I was in so much pain,
not only from that, but my knees were also throbbing. We were all a mess to be
honest. I had tears in my eyes for most of the day and kept picturing the hot
shower I would have later that night. It only worked for so long until the next
pang of pain came along and the little devil inside my head was telling me to
throw myself off the side of the mountain again. I was miserable. The irony is,
that is one of the greatest feats I will ever accomplish and I was supposed to
be happy about something it! I laugh now as I write this, sitting here without
one of my big toenails, and with the pictures to prove that I truly did make it
to the roof of
Two days later
I was in
Both my parents
and my brother met me in
And that, my
friends, brings me to today, where I sit in front of a computer screen in good
old
Until the next adventure...
Lauren
P. Coker
www.geocities.com/laurenpcoker