God its coming fast. Not ready yet, not even close.

All these tests are killing me, and its all happening at the same time. That always seems to happen doesn’t it? Everything at once or nothing at all... When I have a bad week you have a bad week, we all have good days together…feels like its in the air sometimes.

I leave here in 2 days already...packing it all up and dragging it back to racine so I can abandon it again for another foreign country. I have so much to do before I leave..chirstmas presents and readings and hindi lessons and shopping, packing and who knows what else.

Ive been really up and down lately. Things are getting to me when they shouldn’t. had some really good times and really bad times at parties this weekend.

but i really am gonna miss them.

gonna be gone for so long...doesnt feel real.