I have got to be honest and let you know;
Now you know you have to be honest.
I know you don't love me,
Don't feel the same,
Just get it over with.
I can't deal with any more pain.
The pain you have can never compare with mine,
I have never been loved, never been wanted.
All I wanted is for you to love me,
I was wrong. You are a bastard; I hate you more then you know.
I hope you burn in hell.
You abused me, you made me bleed.
All there is to do is to end my pain and suffering.
I have fallen to many times.
Can?t you see what you are doing to me?
Some say it is the easy way out what do they know about me?
What do they know about my pain?
You torment me,
I can't deal with all this hate inside, I hate this world,
I hate you all.
The torment is too strong.
Pain flows through my veins,
Voices getting louder now,
Just do it, get it over with.
Slowly pick up the knife,
I can?t breathe,
Can?t hold on, I'm slipping,
no one to lift me from my knees,
I will now breath my last words.
As the tears of blood trickle down my arm I sit and wait for death to take its
toll.
All my suffering, pain and torment will end,
I can now rest; I don't have to pretend anymore,
And no one can judge me.
I am dead,
Dead to the world,
Dead to you all,
No one will miss me.
Dead inside, blank stares.
Dead..
I am all alone,
No one by my side,
All I do is wish,
Hurting deep inside as the tears begin to fall,
No one on the other end,
I stumble and I fall,
There I will remain,
Waiting.
Some one wipe away my tears,
Why don?t you care?
You once did,
That was long ago,
All I do is scream,
Why can?t you hear me?
I need your help,
You turn away,
Do you exist?
Or is this all a game?
People get hurt all the time,
I can?t stand my pain,
It flows through my veins,
This pain is killing me,
Suffocating me slowly,
Drowning in my own blood,
Will this never end?
Will it all stay the same?
I am all alone,
No one by my side,
All I do is wish,
Hurting deep inside as the tears begin to fall,
No one on the other end,
I stumble and I fall,
There I will remain,
Waiting?.
