| Dear Theresa, I love you, simply put. I know you don�t want to hear that, but it�s the truth. Let me explain myself last night. After you told me that outstanding news, I freaked. But, than again, who wouldn�t? I realize yelling and screaming wasn�t the best route to take, for it left us both miserable. And I know sorry won�t cut it, but I am. Thinking now, I�m more than thrilled. How can I not be? I�m going to be a father. And it�s with the only woman I love. I guess the only thing that�s really missing, is you as my wife. That�s what I meant to come out of my mouth last night. I had such a wonderful evening and hearing the news should have made it better. And it should have ended with me asking you to be my wife and a kiss, such a sweet, loving, intense kiss. But, being stupid, I threw that all away. I showed such little respect for you and such hatred towards something I brought into this world. I welcome it with open arms now. I can�t picture my life without it now. I know that�s odd, but everything came to me last night. How funny, �last night�. Everything was last night. It makes me seem stupid and I am. I can�t even think straight anymore. I feel so lost, so alone in this cruel world I created. And, trust me, I�m only blaming myself. With this letter, I�m enclosing the ring I got for you. To be honest, without the yelling from me, our two year anniversary was perfect. And, even if you choose not to forgive me, I quite understand. Just know that I love you very dearly and I truly can�t imagine my life without you. Oh, and these last two years have been the best of my life. Thank you for all that. I will love you always. Love You and Forever Yours, Kevin Richardson P.S. This is �what I really meant to say� |
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