| �I�ll go Theresa. But think about this. I�ve been with this group for 10 years! I know about the media, you think by now I don�t know to deal with them? I don�t think you�re thinking about me, I think you�re thinking about yourself. You don�t want to be in the spotlight. And you know what, that�s okay. You don�t have to be. I�ll see ya later.� I heard him walk out and just cried. I�ll admit it, I loved him. My first true love. I shook my head and felt my way into my house. I walked up the stairs and into my room. I flopped down on the bed and cried my heart out. I flipped the TV on and heard MTV come on. �Hey Nick, what�s up?� �Oh nothing at all Carson.� �Thank you for appearing on TRL.� �It�s always my pleasure.� �So, give us the details. You got a girlfriend yet?� �No, not quite yet. There�s this one girl though, she�s like the sweetest, but we�re just really great friends.� �That�s what they always say.� Carson laughed and so did Nick. I sighed and counted the days since he left. 12! �Get off your ass and go see him. Tell him you love and you can�t be without him,� I told myself. I picked up my phone and bought a ticket to fly out to New York that night. I called a cab to see if someone could pick me and said they would be there in two hours. I thanked them and quickly ran upstairs. I quickly dialed a cell phone I new by heart. �Brian here.� �B, it�s Theresa. Listen�� �Fuck no!� �Brian?� �What makes you think I�m going to listen to someone like you! Nick told us what happened, please!� �Brian! Shut the fuck up and listen to me God damn it. I�m flying up to New York to tell him how stupid I was, do you think you could pick me up?� �Oh�.� �B, please? His my world.� �Okay, when�s your flight coming in?� I gave him all the information and quickly hung up. I shifted my weight and glanced at Brian. I could tell he smiled and turned and walked away. I knocked on the door and prayed that he would let me in. �Theresa?� Nick said. �Hi. Um, can I come in?� �Please do.� He grabbed my hand and walked me over to the couch. �What are you doing here?� I reached out for his face and ran my fingers over it. �Nick, forgive me. I was stupid. You don�t understand how much I love you. You�re my world! I was scared cause I wanted to be normal. I didn�t want the media finding out and just ruining everything.� �Trust me, everything will be fine.� I felt his lips on mine and I wrapped my arms around him. �You�re here now, that�s the most important thing.� �It was Now or Never.� |
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