| �I see. You know Theresa, you�ve known me. I can say we haven�t been best friends, but I like to think we know each other pretty well. I realized, after I dated Jenny, there was something about all of you guys. You all had plenty of lovers. All trained and skilled in making a man, to be blunt, hard. I watched each one of you guys. Jenny never said this, but I asked her one night, and she told me. Every last detail.� I stood there, not knowing what to say or what to do. �It�s okay, but just know you can never control me.� I watched him walk out of my house, slamming my door after him. I sat down on the couch, confused and feeling so alone. It dawned me I wasn�t after AJ to control him. I wanted him to love me, like I loved him. *~*Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You use your body, just to cast your spell/ And sell your story/ You�re just a Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You ride the headlines like a carousel/ Of fame and glory *~* The following week, I walked, once again, into the club. This time, I looked natural. No tight fitting skirts or tops, not to much perfume and no make up. Just me. Plain ol� me. I saw Jennifer and she just looked at me. �What is this?� �I love AJ.� �Ah, the Golden Rule was broken.� �Yes. And I know why the say you can never control another man. Once you love one, it�s hard for you to look at any man the same.� �AJ is over there, talking to some hoe.� �Thanks Jennifer.� I sat my purse down and walked up to AJ. �Can I talk to you?� He looked me over, shock in his eyes. �You look different.� �No sluty attire I believe.� �Being honest, you look just as good like that.� �Thank you. Last week, when we talked, I thought over what you said. The challenge to control you was there, but I found something else out. I loved you. Maybe that�s good, or not, I don�t know. But I know I can never do anything with any man again. Even if you don�t believe me, I just came to say thank you.� I looked at him and he stood in the same position, not moving nor saying anything. �Um, have a fun night. I�ll see ya later.� I quickly turned around and walked back to the table. I smiled my goodbyes and left for my house. *~* One by one/ You�ve gone from man, to man/ Until your mission is done/ Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You use your body, just to cast your spell/ And sell your story/ You�re just a Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You ride the headlines like a carousel/ Of fame and glory *~* I laid down on the couch, not believing I told AJ that stuff. What in the world possessed me to do that. �Love, I�m taking it.� I looked up and saw AJ standing in my door away. �You were talking out loud.� �Oh.� �And the door was unlocked.� �Okay.� He came in and sat down next to me. �You know, I have a confession to make myself.� �And that is?� �If you had given me a few more days of dancing the way you were, I would have done anything for you. I still might.� I just glanced up at him and smiled. �You don�t have to make me feel better.� �It�s not that. Since I broke it off with Jenny, I wanted you. Loved you, I suppose I should say. And I would do anything to make you smile.� I smiled again and felt my cheeks get warm. In all my 23 years of living and seducing men, this was the first time I was blushing. �I like that look.� He turned my head towards his and kissed me. I moaned against his lips, never having this feeling. He traced my lips with his tongue, asking for access and who was I to deny him? He pushed me down on the couch, taking my blouse off as he went. *~* Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You use your body, just to cast your spell/ And sell your story/ You�re just a Jezabel, kiss and tell/ You ride the headlines like a carousel/ Of fame and glory *~* Three months ago, if you had told me I would be in love with Alexander James McLean, I would have laughed at you. But now, things are different. I turned as I heard someone come into the kitchen. �What�s my vixen making for dinner.� �I�m not making anything. I�d figure we�d go out.� �Why don�t you cook Theresa.� �Cause I don�t know how to AJ.� He laughed and picked me up. He kissed me, hard and good. �That�s okay. I know something else I want for dinner.� He carried me to our room and laid me down in the bed. Two hours later, I stared at him, asleep in my arms. I controlled him, he controlled me. We both had power and we both loved it. It was hard seeing myself in love and even Jennifer said she saw it awhile back, just to scared to say anything. I smiled to myself. �What�s that for?� �Just thinking about how much I love you AJ.� �Mm, I love you too, my little Jezabel.� *~* song by Ricky Martin �Jezabel� |
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