| �I�m very sorry. We�re going to record now, you�re more than welcome to come in and listen if you wish too.� He got up at walked into the booth. I sat down behind the drums and glanced at the girls. �Okay, a fast song ladies, but yet still a totally cool song. You ready?� �Are you sure we�re going to like it?� Terri asked. I glanced at Jennifer and she smirked. �You�re going to love it,� Jennifer answered. I tapped the sticks together four times and hit the drum head. Terri started out with the vocals after getting used to the song. �I got a little secret buddy/ That woman that you loved/ That woman you gave your all to/ Sorry to say now, she�s moved on/ (Cause now she�s gone)/ CHORUS: You can try to win her back/ But we�re sure (quite positive) you can�t/ She�s moved on (buddy, she�s gone)/ So sorry (very sorry) she�s gone�.� She nodded her head and smiled at us as we sang along. Shannon read her lines and nodded her head. She smiled as she took up the next leads. �She�s done and packed her bag/ Turned her back and walked away/ Said so-long (baby) and see ya/ Keep watching (she just might) return one day/ Repeat Chorus/ You thought your love was everlasting/ But honey, she�s done and proved you wrong/ Did you mistreat her (who�s to say)/ But (whatever the case) she�s gone, so long!�� Jennifer took the vocals last and she just smiled, hearing that song sounded very well. �Repeat Chorus (2x)/ Look now (you messed up)/ Look now (don�t ya see?)/ Look now (it�s all your fault)/ Look now (wonder how could it be?)/ She�s done it/ Yeah, she moved on/ Woah boy (yes, done it)/ She�s (so very) gone �..(fades out)�� I wrapped the last set of lines and we finished it off together. We smiled as it faded out and just looked at one another. �Time to record!� Terri said. �What did I say man?� Jennifer asked. �Sorry, you were right,� Shannon said. We played it one more time and finally recorded it, after three tries. As the notes drifted off, Hayden came in and picked me up. He spun me around and I laughed. �Put me down, damn it.� He did and gave me a hug. �That was wonderful Theresa.� �Thank you.� I turned around and locked eyes with Howie. �Yeah, that was, um, really good.� �Thank you.� �We came over to, uh, record the song. Thought it was early enough for it.� �It is.� �Would you mind?� �Not at all. Hayden was just leaving, right?� �Of course. I will catch you later.� I smiled and waved to him. �You two together?� �Oh yes D. Not even a week after we broke up, I�m dating him. Don�t ya think if I was, I would have kissed him bye?� �True.� I rolled my eyes and walked out of the studio. �Where are you going?� AJ asked behind me. �Getting something to drink,� I said, wiping the tears away. �Don�t let him get to you.� I turned around and just shook my head. He didn�t understand my pain, hell, no one did. Two days later, everything was wrong. The guys didn�t record because there were fights breaking out like all kinds. I sighed, knowing very well who as the cause of it all. Me! Why not, why shouldn�t it be? �Don�t blame yourself. The fights are not your fault.� I looked up at Terri and shook my head. �Things would not have gotten so damn bad if I could just learn to keep my mouth shut when it comes to D.� �You can�t though. Honey, we�ve come to except this from you!� �Thanks Terri. I�ll fuckin� be back. I�m so damn stressed..� I stood up, not finishing that remark. �What?� I was about to leave the dining room when I stopped and slowly turned around and looked at her. �I might leave.� �Leave what?� �Leave Orlando, leave Florida, leave the group.� I let the comment hang in the air and walked out. Where the fuck I was going to, who the hell knew? I just needed to think. Needed to be by myself. �Where is she going?� Megan asked Terri. Terri just stood at the vacant spot. She heard the shuffle of the chair legs moving and glanced up at Megan. �I don�t know. But we need to talk. As a group, and with the guys.� �What the fuck for?� Shannon asked. �Theresa might want out.� �What?� Shannon asked, shock written in her face. �I know, it�s bad. She says she�s to blame for this. For everything.� The girls shook their head. �That can�t be right. There�s no way. We�re to early in this gig to be thinking like that,� Megan stated. �What�s going on?� Jennifer asked. The three girls looked at her. �Resa wants out of the group,� Terri said. �You�re kidding! Why?� �The fighting. We need to talk with the guys though, right now.� Terri quickly got up and called the hotel they were staying at. She glanced at the girls and crossed her fingers, praying for the best. I watched the waves, listening to the soft sound it would make. �I can�t do it anymore.� �Yes you can. Things happen. You fought, it was a mistake?� �A mistake I caused. Think about it for one fuckin� second. Anything that has happened, all the bad stuff, I�ve caused. All the fights, the bad press�� �Woah, back this up. The fights with you and D were by him. He�s the one who said he couldn�t love someone who was in the music business.� �Well, he loves someone.� �Yes he does. Very much so Resa. We all talked to him, had to let him see we�re all in this together. We�re dealing with it the best we can. What more could he want?� �And what did he say?� �He didn�t say anything. He�s just looking for a way to say he�s sorry.� I glanced at the blondie sitting next to me. �Sometimes I wonder if those teeny fans know how smart you are?� �Nah, they�re to wrapped up in my good looks.� �What fuckin� looks are those Nick?� �You don�t think I�m handsome?� |
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