| By nightfall, we were done, and that was by far, the shortest video to film. But at the same time, we had never been up that early. And I think that was a lot harder than filming two days in a row. I felt someone wrap their arm around my shoulder and I looked back at Megan. �What?� �What do you want to do? Go to a club?� �No more clubs for a while. I don�t know what I want to do. Maybe just sit back at the house and watch a movie with D.� �That does not sound like fun.� �Yeah, but you know us. We can always use the making up.� She laughed but smiled. I walked over to my car and tore for my house. I opened the door and walked up stairs and into my bedroom. I looked around, not seeing any sign of him. I walked back down the stairs and walked outside, hearing voices talking. I walked out to the pool and saw Howie talking to Jennifer. Inside, I was totally seething. Don�t ask me why, but that just didn�t look good to me. I smiled as I walked over. �Hey you two.� �Oh, hey baby,� Howie said, getting up and giving me a kiss. �Hey Theresa.� �Jennifer.� She smiled and nodded her head. �Jennifer was just getting ready to go,� Howie said. �Oh, please Jennifer, don�t go on my account. If you and D were talking, that�s fine. I�ll just be inside.� I smiled and turned around, not knowing why I was being so nice. I walked into the house and got a bottle of water. I plopped down on the couch and flipped the TV on. I laid down on the couch, watching the movie that was coming off one of the pay-per-view stations. I heard the backdoor open and close and shortly after I heard Jennifer�s car leave. �She didn�t have to leave,� I told Howie as he sat down on the couch. He picked up my feet and laid them on his lap. �No, she didn�t have to go, but she needed to go. Sides, I made it quite plain I wanted to spend sometime with my baby.� I smiled and leaned up and kissed his cheek. �So, how did the video go today?� �Just fine. We�re all done. They�re going to edit and drop it off to us in two days.� �Short video.� �Nah, just got up really early this morning.� He made a face and I just laughed. �I hated it, but oh well, right? It�s done.� �Yup. What are you watching baby?� �I have no clue. I just came and laid down, flipping on the TV.� He laughed and picked up the remote. I sat up and glared at him. He smirked and moved his hand to the other side of his lap. I frowned and sat on his lap, I took it and flipped the TV off. �Didn�t want to watch it anyways,� I said, leaning down and taking his lips in a passionate kiss. He moaned against my lips and I felt his hands sliding up my thighs. His lips moved down ward, softly nibbling on my neck. I let my head fall back, my hands sliding in his hair, holding him there. And than it all shattered when we both heard the phone ringing. I cringed and Howie stopped what he was doing. I got off of his lap and ran to the phone. �Hello?� �Resa, it�s Shannon.� �Yes girl?� �What are you doing?� I glanced at D and smirked. �Getting something going on, why?� �Oh, oh, I�m so sorry. I didn�t�� �No, I don�t think anyone would know.� She laughed but I knew she needed something. �What�s up?� �The girls and I were going out. Just a little thing before we leave on tour.� I sighed but understood. �And you really want me to go?� �Well, yeah.� �What about my needs?� �You can fuck Howie later.� I laughed and rolled my eyes. �Fine, come by and pick us up.� I hung up the phone and Howie pulled my back on his lap. �Who was that?� �Shannon, she wants us to go out.� �We were doing something.� �She says I can fuck you later.� He laughed and just looked up at me. �You have a couple days before you leave me.� I smacked his shoulder and we soon heard the car pull up. �How about a mix?� Shannon suggested. �A mix of what?� Terri asked. �A mix of �Love Letter�s and �Bad Girls�.� �A slow song, and a fast song?� �Well, that might work Terri. You start off �Love Letter�s� and when you can, change into �Bad Girls�, you know?� I suggested, catching Shannon�s train of thought. �That would be a cool thing to do,� Jennifer said, nodding her head. �Okay, than start us off, Jennifer,� Terri said, stepping to the microphone. I took mine off the stand and stood there, just listening as Jennifer played the notes softly, letting them get louder. �A desktop/ A tree trunks/ Stacks of letters in satin bows/ These are the ways of love you chose/ Chorus : This lonely heart now all yours/ The only one that adores/ Words of love spoken so true/ Letters of love that come from you�.� We let Jennifer take the chorus and Shannon and Megan took the lead for the next verse. Shannon joined Jennifer for a few bars of playing, before she stopped. �Notebook paper/ A postcard or two/ Reminds of all the reasons that I love you/ Repeat Chorus/ A little note on the pillow everyday/ Tells me of where your heart lays�.� The spot where the chorus fades, we just let Jennifer play as we walked back to our instruments. We stopped playing and nodded our heads. �This is going to be perfect,� Megan said, a huge grin on her face. The following day was the AMA�s and nervous was written in our eyes. We all walked down the red carpet and everyone stared at the outfits. It wasn�t usually for stars to be dressed up, but with the outfits coming out of Star Wars, it was defiantly different. Even the guys looked hot. They wanted leather for this and there was no way we would object. I shook my head and smirked to myself. When the first break came up, I could have sworn, we would all rip the clothes off of one another and just do each other there, but we wouldn�t think of a such a thing. We took our seats and I knew no one should be stopping by. Hayden was currently filming so he was busy. I sighed and got comfty in my seat, ready for the show to begin. They first had a musical performance done by Britney Spears and through it all we were looking at each other and rolling our eyes. We had the performance, waited for a few people and presented. Our awards were later. We put our dresses on and sat up the stage. I took the microphone off once again and stood next to Jennifer. |
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