I left my house, anger burning through me.  That man, oh, did that man get on my nerves.  The night was chilliy and yet I ignored that.  Just needed to get out, to drive.  Life was cruel.  Love was cruel.  I loved the man I was married to.  He was special, treated me right. But I�m sure all these married woman can tell you the same thing, sometimes you need to try something.  Just cheat, just once.  Of course, they never take up the notion, to scared to.  And by all means, that was them, and I�m glad things worked like that for them.  But when my chance came, I couldn�t say no.  I saw him, and he had caught me eye.  A fine man with a body that was truly wonderful.  His brown eyes shined underneath the street light.  He smiled, grateful for the ride.  And as he opened the door, a gut feeling me told me nothing would be the same again

~*~ It was a rainy night when he came into sight/ Standing by the road, no umbrella,
no coat/ So I pulled up along side and / I offered him a ride/ He accepted with a smile
so we drove for a while/ I didn't ask him his name, this lonely boy in the rain/ Fate tell me it's right, is this love at first sight�~*~

After talking and driving, fear started entering my stomach.  I hardly knew this man and yet, I was attracted to him.  I could only imagine his hands holding me, his lips caressing mine.  And another thought tugged at me, everyone knew me here, there was no place I could go to hide this.
�What are you thinking about?�  His sweet voice brought me back to him and I could only smile.
�How odd it is for me to pick up some strange man I hardly know.�  His smile charmed me in the worst way.
�Well, I do thank you for the ride.  I wasn�t thinking it would be that cold.  You know, it�s rather late, do you know of any place I could stay for the night?�
�There�s a small hotel on the edge of town, all depending on where you wanted to go.�
�That�s fine.  Is it expensive?�
�Oh, not at all.�  His smile, that evil smile. 
�Would you join me?�  I pulled up at the hotel and just looked at me

~*~ All I wanna do is make love to you/ Say you will/ You want me too/ All I wanna do is make love to you/ I've got lovin' arms to hold on to ~*~

I slipped the key in the hotel room, letting out a very shaky breath.
�You okay?�  I quickly turned around and smiled at him.
�I don�t do this.�
�Are you implying I do?�  His lazy smile sent my heart in a frenzy.
�I�m not implying anything.�
�That�s rather good.  Would you like to me to take your jacket?�  He helped me take it off and put it in the closet.  I sat down on the bed and felt his hands gently kneading my shoulders.  �What happened tonight?�
�What do you mean?�
�Why is a good looking lady, out driving around, pissed off at the world?�  I turned around in his embrace and just gazed in his eyes.  For seconds on end, I was drowning and there was no end in sight.  What happened tonight would change everything in my life.  He knew it, I knew it and yet I was powerless to stop it.  His lips softly brushed mine and I knew I would forever be his.  And deep inside, he knew it.  There was nothing I could do to change it, nothing I wanted to do to change it.  He moved back slightly and smiled at me.  �If you want, just say you want to leave and I will let you go.�
�But I don�t want to go.� 
�I don�t want you to go.�  I reached back behind me and let my hair down.  I laid back on the bed, his body just softly on mine.  His hands ran through my hair, down my cheek, and finally resting on my stomach.  Our gazes locked once again and his lips crushed mine.  With shaky hands, he unfastened the buttons on my blouse. 
�Howard.�  The name passed by my lips and he just gazed at me.
�I�m gonna worship this body before me.�

~*~ So we found this hotel, it was a place I knew well/ We made magic that night/ Oh, he did everything right/ He brought the woman out of me, so many times, easily/ And in the morning when he woke all/ I left him was a note/ I told him: "I am the flower you are the seed"/ We walked in the garden/ We planted a tree/ Don't try to find me, please don't you dare/ Just live in my memory, you'll always be there ~*~

I glanced around the room, finally having the courage to leave.  His body was uncovered and my eyes took him in one last time.  I would forever cherish this night and he knew it.  And yet, I was regretting leaving him.  He stirred as the cold in came from the door, yet he didn�t wake.  Should I go?  Or do I stay with this man who brought out so much passion in me?  Showed me it was okay to be the woman I was.  To feel what I felt.  But a nod of my head, I glanced at the note, finally deciding it was time for me to go.  I walked out to my car, noticing he left something there and yet I didn�t have the heart to take it back to him.  I slipped the gold band on my thumb finger and drove back to my house.

~*~ All I wanna do is make love to you/ One night of love was all we knew/ All I wanna do is make love to you/ I've got lovin' arms to hold on to/ Oh, oooh, we made love/ Love like strangers/ All night long/ We made love ~*~

I heard the doorbell ring and sighed.
�Dwaine, please get that?�
�Sure mom.  Can I help you sir?�
�I just needed to use��  His voice trailed off and my head snapped up at that voice.  His eyes were looking at the younger version of him.  I stood behind my son and he finally looked at me.
�Can I help you?�
�The phone, my car died on me, and I needed to use your phone, if that was okay?�
�Sure, come on in.  The phone is right over there.  Dwaine, go upstairs.�
�But mom, what if something happens?�
�Everything will be fine, just go.�  He sighed and reluctantly went upstairs.
�You�that�s�please��  I sighed and just looked at him.
�You have to understand.  That night, I relive that night in my dreams, but I�m married, and I love him.  Dwaine was made and my husband thought it was his.  He does not know about us, and I don�t want him to know.  I love you Howard but we can not go back to that night.�  He turned back around and looked out the window.  �With you, I never felt the things I did with my husband.  You taught me so much about myself that night and for that I will always love you.  But there can not be anymore.  You must understand.�  His turned back around and his gazed looked, once again, with mine.  And like before, I was drowning in those eyes.
All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You
By: Resa Dorough
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