| Without thinking, I slammed the door and heard the window break. Yet, I couldn�t care. There was nothing inside me for me to care. I was beyond upset and it just didn�t bother me. I walked into my house and looked around me. No way was I going to stay here, not when everything haunted me. I walked back outside and walked down to the nearest club. I walked right in, not giving a shit about the looks I was already getting. I stalked over to the bar and order the strongest drink they had. Why in this fuckin� world should I give a shit? *~* It's over and done/ But the heartache lives on inside/ And who's the one you're clinging to/ Instead of me tonight?/ And where are you now, now that I need you?/ Tears on my pillow wherever you go/ I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean/ You never see me fall apart *~* I let my eyes travel over the people in the club and noticed a lot of couples. I watched as they talked and laughed. Or as they danced to closely. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. But, more then anything, I wanted to feel your arms around me once again. I let me eyes land on couple who had just walked in and it reminded me of you. -�Baby, I don�t like clubs..� �Shh, you�ll see, they�re nothing but fun. Just watch.� I kissed my girlfriend at the time. I watched her walk around the room and pick a booth by a window. She locked eyes on the crowd of people dancing and smiled. �Are we going to dance?� I couldn�t help but smile at the excitement in her eyes. �If you would like.� �Brian, are you going to get me drunk?� I laughed and grabbed her hand in mine. �Would I do such a thing like that?� I kissed her hand and laughed. � *~* In the words of a broken heart/ It's just emotion that's taken me over/ Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul/ But if you don't come back/ Come home to me, darling/ Don�t you know there's nobody left in this world/ to hold me tight/ Don�t cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight/ Goodnight, goodnight *~* I put my drink back down and turned my back on those people. They couldn�t replace my girlfriend. Hell, no one could. I closed my eyes and tried to drown everything out. It wasn�t easy, and I really couldn�t do it. It was so hard not having her at my side. She tore my heart out and I�m not sure I even knew why. *~* I'm there at your side/ I'm part of all the things you are/ But you've got a part of someone else/ You've got to find your shining star/ And where are you now, now that I need you?/ Tears on my pillow wherever you go/ I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean/ You never see me fall apart *~* I looked in my glass and turned my thoughts back to a couple of hours ago. -�Brian, I think we need to talk,� she said. I glanced up from my dinner and right away knew something was wrong. �What about Theresa?� Without thinking, I slammed the door and heard the window break. Yet, I couldn�t care. There was nothing inside me for me to care. I was beyond upset and it just didn�t bother me. I walked into my house and looked around me. No way was I going to stay here, not when everything haunted me. I walked back outside and walked down to the nearest club. I walked right in, not giving a shit about the looks I was already getting. I stalked over to the bar and order the strongest drink they had. Why in this fuckin� world should I give a shit? *~* It's over and done/ But the heartache lives on inside/ And who's the one you're clinging to/ Instead of me tonight?/ And where are you now, now that I need you?/ Tears on my pillow wherever you go/ I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean/ You never see me fall apart *~* I let my eyes travel over the people in the club and noticed a lot of couples. I watched as they talked and laughed. Or as they danced to closely. I wanted to scream. I wanted to cry. But, more then anything, I wanted to feel your arms around me once again. I let me eyes land on couple who had just walked in and it reminded me of you. -�Baby, I don�t like clubs..� �Shh, you�ll see, they�re nothing but fun. Just watch.� I kissed my girlfriend at the time. I watched her walk around the room and pick a booth by a window. She locked eyes on the crowd of people dancing and smiled. �Are we going to dance?� I couldn�t help but smile at the excitement in her eyes. �If you would like.� �Brian, are you going to get me drunk?� I laughed and grabbed her hand in mine. �Would I do such a thing like that?� I kissed her hand and laughed. � *~* In the words of a broken heart/ It's just emotion that's taken me over/ Caught up in sorrow, lost in my soul/ But if you don't come back/ Come home to me, darling/ Don�t you know there's nobody left in this world/ to hold me tight/ Don�t cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight/ Goodnight, goodnight *~* I put my drink back down and turned my back on those people. They couldn�t replace my girlfriend. Hell, no one could. I closed my eyes and tried to drown everything out. It wasn�t easy, and I really couldn�t do it. It was so hard not having her at my side. She tore my heart out and I�m not sure I even knew why. *~* I'm there at your side/ I'm part of all the things you are/ But you've got a part of someone else/ You've got to find your shining star/ And where are you now, now that I need you?/ Tears on my pillow wherever you go/ I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean/ You never see me fall apart *~* I looked in my glass and turned my thoughts back to a couple of hours ago. -�Brian, I think we need to talk,� she said. I glanced up from my dinner and right away knew something was wrong. �What about Theresa?� �Brian, this isn�t easy for me to say.� She sighed and licked her lips. Something was really bothering her. �Brian, you�re a wonderful boyfriend.� I leaned back in my chair and watched her. I heard this speech before. She smiled and I frowned. �I know you know what�s coming. Brian, I�m done with college, I got my degree, and I need to start my business. But, being with you, it won�t be easy. I need time, time away from you. I don�t want to end us, I just need space.� �Space?� �Yes. I know this is hurting you cause it�s killing me. But getting the deals I need to get my company, I can�t have any relation to you.� |
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