there's a
million ways to say i'm sorry
maybe someday
when all of
this has settled down
we can look
back on this
and laugh
but for now i understand
that
understanding's growing thin
so i'll leave
you to handle this
in your own way
just know that
i'm always here
for you when
you need me
i would never
turn my back
on something
that has meant so much to me
sometimes i
get so nervous
i laugh
and i can't
imagine you being gone
sometimes i
get so scared
i cry
and just let
myself fall asleep to dream
i found
letters writen while miles away
crossing
oceans in best friend days
while we both
seemed alone
we found each
other there
now, while you
search your heart
i'll leave
you, there, alone again