i don't
have the words for you
what's the
word that you would use
to say that
you feel dead
have you ever
felt dead
i know that i
have a million times before
after waking
up from a dream
that seems so perfect
only to return
to my shattered life
i'd love to
live that dream
and have the
chance to talk to you again
and pretend
that we never hurt each other
to have the
chance to exchange actual goodbyes
i'd love to
have something that brings a close
to that
chapter of my life
instead of
laying here and feeling dead