heute
maybe it's
today that is confused
last time i
was here i had someone
to help me get
through this
this time i
get to prove myself
all on my own
this time, i
have to ask myself
wouldn't it
just be easier to give up
this time, it
will be different
it wont bring
so much pleasure to me
distraction
and my actions
ask me another question
this time, not
so hard