Catch What is Me When I close my eyes I get so awful scared Because nothing's the way it use to be I use to have hope But now I guess it has gone away Never to return to me So why can't I dream I'm scared to go to sleep What if I wake up And everything's the same And not the way that I want it to be Do the stars still shine And do they move with the season Is it just me Because I swear I watched it all stop