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You know what is sad? When you have been lied to and manipulated so much by gurlz that you can't even trust someone anymore because of their sex. Don't get me wrong, its not like this has just happened to my through gurlfriends (b.c there is but one of those exs). This has happened to me, lately, through close friends. Gurlz that I trust, that have either lied or "manipulated" me and my friends, to get us to feel sorry for them so and crap like that. And I KNOW I am not the only guy that this is happening to, because my friends have been gripping about this a lot lately too. There is always someone in my circle of friends (either me or another guy) in GSF mode for a few days. Luckely these "mad" stages don't last very long, but it is getting really old, and I am flat out tired of it. You know what I want? I want a gurl that I can love, respect, and trust, and spend the rest of my life with, WITH OUT thinking every day, "OH GREAT!! What is she up to today." A nice friend like this would be great too. I could live with that. I would love to be able to live with that. And I am not talking about all gurlz, there are some that I can really trust with anything, but most, lately, have gone into this "Use Everyone For My Personal Gain" / "Manipulation is Domination" mode, and I am getting REAL tired of it, and it is growing rather old. Anywayz, let me know what you think, and if any gurl wants to enlighten me on the purpose of this, you have my email addy. Thanx - out <>cliftonstuckey<>