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The locomotive was old, an antique
with faded paint and rusting wheels. It's headlights were dim, its whistle no
longer worked and its cylinders had become clogged with mud and grime and the
passage of time. Despite the damage, the locomotive still functioned- and to
its rear were coupled two 1929 Sentinel passenger railcars. Like their engine,
the paint was chipped, the wheels stiff- like their engine, they still
functioned. The locomotive and its cars were
survivors of decades of love and decades more of neglect. Outliving generations
of men they had travelled proudly around their rail line, station to station
with a purpose. As time had passed, each station had become a greater challenge
for the locomotive. Whistle-less, paint-less, a relic of what it once was. But
still it steamed on, the proud locomotive. Until Jackrabbit threw it against a
wall. He hadn't cared one bit for the
survival of the dumb toy. Decades of travel around this stupid toy track meant
nothing to him; generations of Stevie's ancestors that had played with this
track were as relevant to him now as the movements of the NFB. This ridiculous
game was meant to distract him, to make him stay put whilst the
"grown-ups" went about their important business. Nobody had time for
him now. Doc Holloway was too busy being bestest friends with Talon. A piece of
track bounced off the floor as he propelled it. Vanilla was too busy making
lovey-faces at Spyke to even remember he existed. He threw a plastic station
against the wall, watched as it ricocheted off in two parts. Stevie was too
busy... too busy doing whatever it was Stevie did. Jackrabbit didn't even know
where Stevie went, and that was the worst part of all. For six years Stevie had
travelled by his side, road companions, comrades-in-arms. And now he was almost
never around. Not since that day in the Arcade. A tunnel hit the window,
causing a spider-crack before spinning to a stop under the heater. The OWF had been no better to him than
his so-called friends. Since day one he had fought for the OWF, put aside his
loyalties to the now-defunct NLW in order to focus on being the best he could
for his new residence. Within three matches he was carrying the OWF Tag Team
Title strap, and why? Because the OWF needed him to. He hadn't asked for the
Pool of Blood match, hadn't asked to be fused with Holloway to unseat the
combustible Team ME. As their petty girly feud and over-inflated egos began to
consume the fed, dragging the World Title down into it, Jackrabbit had been
there to rescue the Tag Titles at least- to liberate them from the chaos sucking
them in. Jackrabbit had conquered his fear of heights to do that- he'd
conquered his fear of heights for the OWF. And he'd still be there now,
fighting for those OWF Tag Team Championships in a division that had fallen
into bedlam. He and Doc would have been the constant that the OWF so badly
sought if not for Talon. Talon, the once-friend always-enemy, the Enigma that
came out of the shadows only to ruin Jackrabbit's life. Jackrabbit was supposed
to be the victor at Brawltopia. Jackrabbit was supposed to slay the dragon,
send the demon back to Hell. He was supposed to be the OWF's shining knight;
after all, the good guy always defeats the bad guy, right? That was how
Brawltopia was supposed to go. That's what the OWF needed. But Jackrabbit failed. He had
failed the millions of 'Rabbit Fans, he had failed himself, and he had failed
the OWF. His loss led Talon to hold the OWF Tag Team Championships with
Holloway in a mismatched Tag Team that made even Moxie and Eva look cohesive.
Once more the Tag Team Championships had been dragged into the abyss, and this
time it was Jackrabbit's fault. And how did the OWF respond? By walking out on him. Walking out
like Holloway, walking out like Vanilla and Stevie. Walking out like Talon. Nonsense matches with Lorenzo
Demarko and Mikey Austin. He hadn't been booked at Clash of Champions at all,
the ever-loving 'Rabbit Fans deprived of Jackrabbit Time. The OWF had been too
busy. He pushed the entire table over,
spilling hills and valleys and tunnels across the room, hearing the clatter of
engines and carriages and coal trucks. And Jackrabbit laughed. Not the usual
shrill manic laugh that had hit the sound speakers of a dozen wrestling
companies over a decade. This was a guttural laugh, a cold dead laugh. He laughed because now the OWF had
given him Eva De La Cruz. The OWF had remembered him again. Eva, the person who
had held the OWF main event hostage through the summer. The Heartless Bitch,
she called herself, and that's how she had treated the OWF and its most
prestigious prize. Eva had pointed her gun at the entire OWF crowds for months
on end, whilst Jackrabbit played victim to the machinations of The Enigma and
fled for his life from the schemes of Tero Haber. Eva had taken full advantage
of the loss of Dynamo, the loss of Starr, the injury of Eclipse and the kidnapping
of Jesse Williams' soul. And she'd taken the OWF World Championship when there
was no one else left to take it. Jackrabbit had seen it all, played out in his
mind like tiny quicksilver puppets. He'd known of the stranglehold Eva would
have long before she had it. He'd known that Moxie Roxie, her own heart
polluted by greed, would be no saving grace for the OWF. No white knight stood
tall when a dragon fought a dragon. And so the OWF fans had watched
their Tag Team division fall into anarchy, the World Title scene become
pandemonium. And the reason was clear to him now. Plain as day, like the veil
had been lifted. The stupidity, the jokes, the laughter and the idiocy. The
ignorance had faded like a morning haze. It had been Jackrabbit's fault.
Because he hadn't risen up when he was supposed to. Because he hadn't defended
his position and he hadn't defended the OWF. Because he lost to Talon. With a scream he kicked the locomotive
across the room, the boiler flying off and only just missing the head of Stevie
Guile as he opened the door. Reaching across the wall he flicked the light on,
and slowly surveyed the scene, taking in each broken carriage, every upturned
station. "What
the hell..?" "I don't want to play anymore." "That...
That was my father's train set. My grandfather's train set. My great great
great grandfather's fucking train set.." "Yes, but I don't want to play anymore." "But
you... you fucking love trains...." Jackrabbit didn't know how to make
it any clearer that he didn't want to play. Earlier that day, Stevie had found him sat in this dark room,
staring at an hourglass. He was watching the time, waiting patiently for his moment. He took the hourglass from his pocket. Had
Stevie not realized that he had been watching the time? That he had been
counting the moments? No matter how long he waited, it was never his moment
though. "You
turned the light out. How the hell were you planning to play in the dark?"
"I wasn't playing. It just happened, Stevieo. I was just thinking
about Talon.." "Hey
man, what've I told you about thinking about Talon? That shit is over now,
'Rabbit." "He beat me." "No,
he.." There was a pause. A momentary
pause, where Stevie seemed to mull the words over. "You know what, yeah.. yeah
he did beat you. That was in November. You've won matches since then. And
you've lost others too. You got your ass thrown out of Brawltopia.. hell, you
nearly died at least three times in the Christmas Tree match." "You mean... EJ Slayer is right..?" "What?
No!" Finally Stevie approached him,
though Jackrabbit could sense his trepidation. There was a twinge in his mind,
an uncertainty, it felt like... caution. "No,
man.. Slayer is a manipulative douche bag. He's picking this fight because he
is scared. He's scared of you, 'Rabbit.. don't you see that..?" "Scared? Scared of Jackrabbit? Me don't thinkso Stevieo..." "Why
do you think he's picking this fight? Slayer has nothing to gain from goading
you. Why do you think The Movement.." "Talon." "Oh
fuck Talon, this isn't about Talon. Slayer was in your face before Talon even
showed up on his radar. Slayer is riding Talon's momentum, and he's going to
make his own by taking out Talon's trash.." "Trash?" "Shit,
no.. I didn't mean trash. I just mean that... Okay, look, you lost to Talon.
And better than anybody in the OWF, EJ Slayer knows what that has done to you.
He's going to finish where Talon left off, 'Rabbit... but only if you let him.
He'll see you lose to Eva..." "Lose.." "Only
if you let him! You can beat Eva... hell, you did it once already at Rise Or
Fall. You took that bitch's title from around her waist, and now you get to
prove that was no fluke." "Fluke? Eva knows all about flukes.. Eva fluked her way into a Tag
Title reign with Moxie. RIGHT PLACE, RIGHT TIME! Eva fluked her way into not
one, not two, but three World Title opportunities.. RIGHT PLACE, RIGHT TIME! Eva
pinned a crippled Eclipse to make herself a World Champion. RIGHT PLACE, RIGHT
TIME! But Little Eva's luck is running out, and Addiction will not be the right
place for Eva, Addiction will not be the right time for Eva. Eva needs this... Two straight losses to Kid Dynamo, Eva needs this more
than anybody in the fed. Anybody except your friendly neighborhood Jackrabbit! It's
no secret that I lost something at Brawltopia, Stevieo. You knows it and I
knows it. I lost my Tag Team Championship, I lost my bestest friends.. both of
them!.. and I LOST MY SMILE. My itsy bitsy smile. Eva and me, me and Eva.. we're meeting at a crossroads this week. 'Cos
she's in much the same place as Jackrabbit, ain't she? Since losing the OWF
World Championship, she's suffered defeat after defeat as the clouds shift to
find their new alignment. And where does Eva sit in this new alignment? Where does Jackrabbit sit? We'll find out at
Addiction." Jackrabbit placed the hour glass on
the floor, the sand trickling down, and sat himself amongst the debris. He had found
the remains of one of the locomotive engines. He began to move it around on a
tattered piece of track. "Eva has spent so long following the track.. chortling along
happily, always knowing where the final station would be. That is until�" He pulled the train from the track
and sent it recoiling across the room. Stevie Guile ducked out of the way just
in time to save his own head. "SHE CAME OFF THE RAILS! Hah ha haaa! How did Eva cope with her
defeats? With her losses? She picked up a nursery rhyme with some dark and
scary words that turned her into the Wicked Witch of the West! Donning a scary
druid cloak, Eva is trying so desperately to hide the fact that she is still an
over-tanned, over-oiled spoilt likkle brat. She stopped being a two-bit Moxie
and started being a two-bit Eclipse! Swapping her million dollar mansions and
fancy limos for a dark room with a simple table and an hourglass- oh hey Eva,
where have I seen that before? Have you been staring in through my window,
aaaah haa ha haaaa! Nobody is buying your Embrace The Darkness hashtags, De La Cruz. And no
one will buy the one-eighty you do when it all comes tumbling down. You don't
know the first thing about a broken soul, about darkness looming� truth be told
you likely think they're the latest colognes from Chanel! Ha ha haa! You spew
so-called dark poetry, calling yourself the Outsider, desperately scrabbling to
hide your money down the couch, desperately rubbing the fake tan off your
million dollar body- How can someone who has spent their whole life PAYING TO
FIT IN know how it feels to be an Outsider? I knows how it feels.. I shook the foundations of the GWO when I debuted in 2002, y'know? And
since that very day I have been laughed at, ridiculed, treated like the
class-clown- never fitting in, never treading the same little tightrope that all
the other peoples did. I've been called
the Lunacy Act, I've been labelled The Unorthodox One. I've been called an
idiot, a moron, a retard. I've been called insane, crazy, UNSTABLE. And I've
been told I'm a perennial mid-carder, that I'm "predominantly a Tag Team
talent", told that the main event doesn't want a happy laughing man in
tartan long-shorts! And you dare to try dropping me on MY skull at Clash of
Champions and then call YOURSELF an OUTSIDER!?" His eyes
went wide, a look of unadultered disbelief on his face. Stevie did his best to
remain interested, though in truth he was more inclined towards trying to save
what remained of his cherished train set. "You're all torn up because Moxie Roxie was the better woman at
Shock And Terror. And Brawltopia. And you lost a shiny belt and 12 contender
points. THAT'S YOUR REASON?! Try having your mind fried by the person you call
friend, try being shoved from a 10 storey apartment block! Try forgetting who
you are, losing your family, try being squashed and held down and never afforded
the opportunity to BE in a main event, let alone lose one! Try being stabbed in
the back by not one but two tag-team partners, with no redemption to speak of!
And YOU'RE evil now because you read it in a book somewhere? Aaa ha ha ha ha ha
ha! Like everything in your life, this new-found darkness is a fad. A new
coat to be worn whilst it looks shiny, to be shrugged off again when it's out
of fashion. I can see your fate, Eva De La Cruz, and I know that when the time
is right you will drop this ridiculous act and once more show the world what's
really inside. A shallow empty shell, waiting for something to fill it, until
that something is consumed and it is empty once more. Likely you will shed this
farce when you have once again attained gold around your waist, isn't that how
it always goes? The dark and bitter jaded soul casts scorn onto the world until
she has found her redemption. There is no redemption for you, Eva De La Cruz,
and so you will give up this game no doubt when you tire of it or it has become
transparent. For me, this is no act, this is no game- and there is no
redemption for Jackrabbit." Stevie had got the train set into
some semblance of a neat pile, sorting the ruined from the salvageable. Paying
his exploits no mind, Jackrabbit stopped his tirade and raised his voice to get
his companion's attention. "STEVIE� At Clash they showed a highlight package to open the show.
Did you see it?" "I
didn't catch the show, I had some errands-.." "I saw it, Stevieo. They showed scene upon scene of the best and brightest
the OWF has to offer, during their best and brightest highlight moments. Champions
and former champions alike, to stress the theme.. A Clash of CHAMPIONS. The
Jackrabbit featured in that package, Stevieo�" "Really?
That's aweso-" "GETTING HIT WITH A HEADBUTT BY TALON! Falling victim to Death From
Above is the highlight of Jackrabbit's OWF career!? Maybe EJ Slayer is right
abouts me. Maybes I am a loser and a fraud, weak and pathetical. Maybe I is a
non-achiever, maybe the OWF has turned its back on lil' ol' me... maybe this
week.. NO, I AM NOT TURNING MY BACK ON THE OWF! I am pinning Eva De La Cruz for
every single damned solitary person that had to sit through OWF programming from
September to November. At Clash of Champions, I floored Kid Dynamo and I dominated Eva De La
Cruz� but I did it because Slayer made me realize that the Kid Dynamos and the
Eva De La Cruzs of this company LOOK DOWN ON ME! I will not be looked down on,
and so I did what had to be done. What had to be done to prove EJ Slayer wrong,
and to prove the OWF wrong. This week, I do the same thing again. But I don't do it for Chase
Johnson, I don't do it for EJ Slayer� I do it for JACKRABBIT." Jackrabbit leaped up from the
ground and kicked over Stevie's carefully piled stack of trains and rails and
tunnels and carriages. The debris scattered across the carpet, and he began to
scream, a wheezing, frustrated noise like an animal in pain. "Hey,
hey, 'Rabbit.. 'Rabbit.." Jackrabbit wasn't listening, his
hands moved to his hair, he tore at the strands. Stevie looked like he might
put a hand on his companion's shoulder, but second guessed himself and chose to
keep a distance. "Why Stevieo?! Why!? Why do you keep away from me?! Why do you
hide!?" He launched himself toward Stevie, knocking over the
hourglass. Stevie tried to dodge out of the way, rolling to the far wall, but Jackrabbit
pinned him against it, and only then did Stevie realize that Jackrabbit had
lunged not in attack, but for a hug. He hugged Stevie close, his head nuzzling
on his shoulder. His voice had fallen to a whisper. "Do you think I
don't see?! That I don't realize!? I know your fear.. I feel it, it flies
around in your head like a hurricane, calming and storming, calming and
storming.." "What
do you mean? How do you see�" "It's a book, Stevieo. An open book to me, all the time, all of the
open books.. I read your fear, Vanilly's confusion.. I read Talon's hatred, and
Doc's grief.. I read Eva's insecurities, and EJ's determination.." "You
read..?" "All of the things except FUN! Where did the fun go, Stevie? WHERE
DID THE FUN GO?!" Stevie squirmed to get free of the
hug. Though Jackrabbit made no move to harm him, he could feel the muscles
tighten, and knew he was in a web, but not whether he was a spider or a fly. "Fun..?
I can.. We can have fun.." desperately he scrabbled
for words as the image of a half dozen exploding brains flashed into his mind.
His eyes caught the train set, what was left of it. "You.. love trains.
Do you want to.. see some real trains? We can go see some.." "Trainses?" "Yeah�
trainses.. trains�" He released his grip on Stevie, the
idea of seeing trains settling in his mind. He saw the bustling carriages, the
glorious steam billowing out of the funnels� "Meet
me at the train yard.. We'll see some trains.." "Yes yes.. I loves trainses, Stevieo.. That'll make things all
right�" "Yeah. Yeah� it will�" * * * The Grand Canyon stretched out
beneath her feet. A vast void, the cliff edges pincered around the Colorado
River. The only thing above her was the sky, clear and expansive. The wind
whipped around her blue hair, and for a moment she wanted to open her arms out
wide and take it all in. On Vanilla's lap sat her notebook
computer, the screen alight but mostly ignored as she looked out over the
ravine. The OWF had come to Arizona, and she wasn't going to miss a chance to
see the Grand Canyon. It was opportunities like this that had drawn her to
Jackrabbit in the first place; she often boggled at how unaware he was of the
great sights and sounds that his wrestling travel afforded him. But Jackrabbit
was like that, unaware of most things most of the time. Sometimes she envied
that blissful ignorance, and other times� Cassie had a similar kind of
ignorance, she recalled. Her older sister knew the worth of travel though, and
she had walked away from- she had abandoned- her loved ones to take that
opportunity when the dancing gig had been offered to her. Cassie had been her
best friend once, and Vanilla had needed her then. But Cassie had never been
there for Vanilla when she needed her the most. Vanilla though, she'd have done
anything for Cassie� "You
don't pick convenient meeting points�" She hadn't seen Stevie making his
way up the trail behind her. Shrugging, she closed the laptop case and scooted
over to allow him room to sit. He took the space willingly, practically
collapsing down beside her. "Hey. I told you I was bussing out to the Canyon today." "I'm
getting too old to be climbing half way up the Grand Canyon just to meet you
though, you know.." "I told you that you could meet me and Spyke this morning. But you
insisted�" "Yeah,
I wanted to catch you alone. I'm not a fan of playing 'third wheel'.." "I didn't know you knew any other position." Stevie levels her with a look, but
he does not reply, still struggling to catch his breath. She'd have expected
better fitness for someone who apparently spent half a decade running around
the globe with a world class professional wrestler. Whether it was him or her,
they'd both known how it felt to play third-wheel to Jackrabbit. So many times
she'd wanted just to spend a day alone with the Unorthodox One; she'd even
dragged him out to a night club one time. But Stevie was never five steps
behind. Three had always been a crowd, but that was before Spyke came back into
her life.. "Look,
I wanted to talk about 'Rabbit.." "That doesn't surprise me, Steve." "It's
Stevie.." "Yeah, is that what your mama called you?" "Did
yours call you 'Vanilla'?" No, she didn't. She called her
"Madeleine", but that name didn't represent who she was. Madeleine
was 'Cassie 2.0' to Mum, Vanilla was her own person. "I guess between Vanillas, Spykes, and Jackrabbits you're pretty
ordinary.." "Hey,
I'm toting a name as made-up as the rest of you. Mine looks better on Visas
though!" She laughed despite herself, but
quickly resumed her poker face. She made a point of looking out over the Canyon
in silence for just a moment before resuming the conversation. "What about him?" "He's
different lately, isn't he?" Jackrabbit hadn't been the same
since he lost his match to his long-time rival Talon, and the OWF Tag Team
belts with it. That much was true. She'd never really gotten to the bottom of
that relationship; not from JR, and not from Stevie. They'd been childhood
friends, she knew. A life-time rival. Like the Edward to his Jacob, Cassie
would have said. "Stating the obvious, much?" "Since..
The Arcade?" Now he mentioned it, Jackrabbit had
seemed different when he returned from The Arcade with Stevie and that co.wboy
guy, Doc Holloway. That was before Brawltopia.. before the Talon match. Nobody
had told her anything about the events that took place that day, though. Like
she was the silly schoolgirl that got left out of the important conversations. "What happened there, Stevie?"
"I
can't.." "You mean you won�t.." "It
was sick, Vanilla. Completely fucked up. He.. hurt people. He hurt them
bad." 'Spare me the Parental Advisory
sticker' she thought. "Killed them? JR killed them?" "Yeah. But I.." he found
himself, like he'd lost himself for a second. "I don't think he knows he
did. But I know all about that though� little as I may wish to. What I don't
understand is why? You know him
better than.. well, you just know him. What's going on?" Stevie Guile was coming to her for advice about Jackrabbit. The guy who'd spent six or seven years in
JR's company was asking her advice on
understanding the psyche of the so-called Unorthodox One? "Hah, I don't know him so well as you think, dude. We just.. We
talk a lot, sure, but it's never anything serious� half the time it doesn't
make sense, but I guess you know that? JR is fun, unpredictable� he's.. wild
and carefree, all about the laughs.. Well, he was." "The
'was' is what I'm trying to understand." "Don't ya think you're trying to understand something that was
never meant to be understood. Whether
he's running around making duck noises asking for custard to throw at windows,
or whether he's sat in a motel room in the dark watching a fucking hourglass
over and over.. he's still JR. He's Jackrabbit. And nobody's ever understood
Jackrabbit except..." "He
doesn't." "What?" "Jackrabbit
doesn't understand Jackrabbit. Why do you think he's kept me around all these
years. He needs someone to understand him for himself." "I� never saw it like that. I think I-� I like him, but I never
understood him." And isn't that exactly why she liked him? Because everybody liked Vanilla too, though no one
understood her. She'd given herself that name because she wanted to be a
mystery- she liked mysteries, the strange cases that kept life exciting. "I
understood him, once. Not just in like a� babysitter kinda way. But I
understood him like someone understands a�" "Friend?" "Yeah,
I guess. It was hard, you know.. hiding him for all these years. Keeping him
safe because he was completely incapable of keeping himself safe. Listening to
what he said, and knowing what he
actually meant. He needed me." "You mean 'needs', right?" "Hm?
Oh, yeah.. I guess. And I guess I need him. I never.. I never had anybody else.
I never knew my Ma, and my Pap always.. he didn't much like how I turned out.
Said I'd never amount to anything. I always hoped to prove him wrong, but it
never brought him any closer. He.. He never said he loved me, and now it's..
well, it's too late for him." "I'm� hey, I'm sorry. I know how you feel. I mean, I've got Spyke
now and everything, and that's.. that's great. But my Mum never liked how I acted, neither. My Mum
wanted me to sing, and to dance.. to be able to do a half-dozen heel spins and
Dos-a-Dos. My sister could do them all, and I.. well, I tried, you know? But it
wasn't me. Cassie always said.. well, never mind. But yeah, Mum, she.. she
caught me listening to.. god, I think it was Pantera� hah, you can't do a heel
spin to Pantera.." Stevie laughed, and for a moment
they just looked at each other. Like there was an understanding. Then a stiff
wind off the Canyon caught his yellow baseball cap, and he had to make a mad
leap to grab it. Now it was her turn to laugh, as he looked up almost
bashfully. She'd never seen him bashful before, always marching around in his
scraggly grey suits. "Hey,
listen.. I think it'd be good if you met up with Jackrabbit later. I'm.. well,
I don't like this stuff with EJ Slayer right now.." "Yeah, I know what you mean. It's some screwed up shit, JR would be
best if he just kept well alone. But he won't.. he has pride, I think, buried
in there somewhere. Slayer is fucking with him, and he's going to take that out
on Eva on Sunday. You know she's going to pull that crap of talking so much
shit she could fill a book with it." "A
book with less meaningful content than the IKEA catalogue.." " Hah yeah.. it's obvious her plan is to just take matches until
she has enough of those.. whatsit points for a title shot. JR's not in this for the points though, and I
don't think this match is good for him, either." "It's
not. He doesn't need more violence in his life. He needs a friend. I think it'd
be good for you two to catch up. Good for both of you. He's going to the Train
Yard tonight, why don't you meet him there..?" "Oh, really? Yeah.. Yeah I guess I've been a bit distant lately,
huh? Alright, sounds like a plan." "Cool.
I'd best get going.." Adjusting his tie, he rises from
the cliff face and heads towards the path. She flicks her laptop open and checks
the screen before peaking over the lid. WEAREWATCHING. "Oh hey, Steve.. Stevie.." "Yeah?"
"Thanks.." "Oh..
oh yeah. No problem.." * * * The OWF hadn't plumped for one of
the nicest hotels in Arizona, at least not for one of their mid-card talents
and his motley crew. So Stevie found himself walking through a shady part of
town, where the walls were graffitied and the windows boarded. Some hooded
youths stood across from the entrance to the hotel, doing some sort of deal; or
else looking for one. The sun wasn't down yet, but still Stevie found himself
wishing for the Swiss Army knife he used to carry in his suit pocket, back
before his life had him flying from state to state each and every week. As he approached the hotel he began
to recognize one of the youths, one who didn't belong. Matted brown hair cut
short, a red shirt with the sleeves rolled up. Keeping a distance and a
watchful eye, Stevie continued on his path up the steps to the reception when
the youth spotted him and began heading over. "Spyke,"
he said in greeting, still a little unsure at
what he had seen. Spyke stuffed his hand into his jeans pocket and nodded. "Hey,
it�s.." "Andrew
now, yeah I know." Awkwardly, Spyke held his free hand
out for a handshake, which Stevie ignored. He quickly retreated it back to his
pocket. "What
you doing out here?" "Oh,
just uhm.. you know, catching up with some buds." "I
thought this was your first time in Arizona? You have friends here?" "Well
I just.. I just met them, obviously. So hey.. uhm, Vanilla's not back yet is
she?" "Nah,
she's still at the Canyon. Twitting, or something." "You
mean 'tweeting'. She don't have Twitter though." "Yeah,
whatever. Listen, how long are
you-" "-Thanks
for letting me tag along with you guys. It's uhm.. it's good to be able to be
close to Vanilla again, you know?" Stevie glanced at the hotel
entrance idly, and then back to Spyke. Though he now wore shirts and had tidied
his hair up, he couldn't get rid of the gaping hole in his ear where a large flesh-tunnel
had once been, or the tattoos that covered both of his arms in skulls and
thorns and tits. "Yeah,
no problem�" "And
I know the Rabbit Man hates me.." "Hate
is a strong word, especially for the.. uh.. 'Rabbit Man'." "Nah,
it's cool. I done some shit to deserve it. I played people about, I abused them
and I abused myself. But uh, everyone gets a fresh start, right?" "Everyone
does. So hey, can I level with you?" "Yeah
sure man, we're cool." Stevie grabbed him by the shirt collar.
His arms bristled, he wasn't a strong man but he tensed up, holding Spyke
tight. "What
the-" "I'm
not buying the bullshit you're selling. And neither is Jackrabbit." "Hey
what? I'm just.." Spyke struggled to gain some
distance, but Stevie was the stronger of the two and the smaller man was going
nowhere. "Shut
up and listen. I know guys like you, you're a dime a dozen, and I know full
fucking well what you'd spend that dime on too. I don't much give a shit, and
Vanilla's a big enough girl to sort her own problems. But Jackrabbit, he has an
uncanny way of seeing people- and right now, this OWF stuff with Talon and
Slayer and Dynamo and Eva- it's got him in a mood you don't want him in. I'm
just warning you, man to man, you do not wanna
get on the wrong side of The Jackrabbit." "Ease
up bro, I don't know where you got this beef.." Spyke had both hands up, a
non-aggressive stance, there just to keep some distance between them. He was no
threat to Stevie, and Stevie knew it. "Now
I'm going to do you a favor. Jackrabbit and Vanilla are meeting up in the Train
Yard tonight- I want you to go along and try and make some peace, before this
shit gets out of hand." "Alright,
alright.." he nodded, trying to step back down
the stairs, but Stevie held him in place just long enough to reach inside
Spyke's jeans pocket and pull from it a small pouch of white powder. Stevie
tossed it to the floor and finally released the smaller man. "Be
there." * * * The Train Yard had been abandoned
for the better part of thirty years. First the diesels, then the electrics, had
driven the old ways of train and locomotive operation into a dazzling new age.
Like so much else, the majesty and beauty of the original rail had been swapped
out for faster, quicker, sleeker; quieter, characterless carbon-copies. This reminded Jackrabbit of his
Addiction opponent Eva De La Cruz. Eva was the 21st Century wrestler. Sleek,
attractive, unimpressed by the old ways that came before her. And changeable.
Eva was most definitely changeable. When the first galvanic batteries
were placed into a locomotive engine, the train industry had had to change.
Rail had opened up goods and passenger travel in a way that had only been
dreamed of beforehand. And just as rail had made redundant the horse-drawn
carriage, electricity had made redundant steam propulsion. Rail had allowed
itself to morph, allowed itself to be malleable to the necessary changes of the
times in order to stay relevant. And wasn't that exactly what Eva had been doing?
Her change wasn't organic, it was necessitated by her desire to stay relevant. For a moment, Jackrabbit wondered
how he knew all this. He'd never had interest in the history of rail before.
And then he noticed him, and realized these weren't his own thoughts. A solitary guard watched over the
otherwise abandoned Train Yard. With a single glance, Jackrabbit knew that he
had worked here for over fifty years, and now in his seventy-second year of
life he knew he would never work anywhere else. He had loved the Train Yard
when it was at its peak, steam engines shunting coal trucks and carriages in
and out of the yard, or coming here when they needed some restoration.
Restoring the old engines had been his favorite way to spend a shift, and truth
be told the old man knew he'd spent too much time with those engines and not
enough with his children. Going deeper inside his mind,
Jackrabbit knew this man as George, and saw George's children swimming around
the quicksilver stream, growing from tiny fetus-like forms into toddlers,
toddlers that didn't know what a father was, to children that knew only a
mother and that father wasn't home much, to teenagers, that resented the very
concept of a father. He saw how those children began to see father as only
George, the man their mother inexplicably loved and who spent more time on his
engines than he did at home. They'd found their 'father figures' elsewhere. The
teenagers left home, and now they didn't need George, and as Rosemary passed
away, they needed nobody and nobody needed George. But George had his Train
Yard, even when the engines were inoperable, like the rest of George's life, he
had his engines. And Jackrabbit had his wrestling, and even when the wrestling
was losses and forfeit like the rest of Jackrabbit's life, he had his
wrestling. George had thrown those children away, and Jackrabbit would throw
his friends away, allow his fate to be made, allow George to wither and die,
allow Jackrabbit to wither and- "What's up buttercup?" Vanilla was here at the Train Yard,
dressed in her usual black and pink get-up, chains on her jeans, stockings on
her arms. Her hair was blue today, he noticed. He liked blue. Jackrabbit wanted to pounce around,
to hop up and down and scream "Vanillykins!" He felt the desire
tugging at him, he felt the urge to do a cartwheel and land perfectly in front
of her, or perhaps to knock her over and laugh and laugh. "Why are you here?" was what he said. "Pleased to see you too, JR! Didn't Stevie tell you?" "Stevie doesn't tell me lots of things." "Well, he thought it might be super-cool for us to hang out. Though
if he'd told me how dingy this Train Yard was�" The trains were mostly just boxes
of rusted metal. The tracks were missing rails here and there, the carriages
were decrepit or missing. Like Eva's soul. "I like it here." "Well you� you've always had an eclectic taste!" "Sounds
like someone I know.." What was he doing here? Jackrabbit hated him, he had seen his essence, knew how
dark and rotten he was inside. But around that rotten core he had plastered
honey and sugar, and Jackrabbit saw how Vanilla buzzed around that honey and
sugar, never seeing the rot that Jackrabbit saw. Why did nobody ever see the
rot that Jackrabbit saw? "Spyke? What on earth are you-" "Stevie
told me to come down here, said you guys were chillin'." "Yeah, JR was just saying how he-" "I hate it here." "Yeah,
I'm with you on-" "You's not with me. You's never with me. Never never. I've seen
your fate, and I will not stand idily by and-" "'Rabbit,
how about we talk about something nicer, huh?" Stevie had arrived, in his usual
suit and his yellow tie and matching cap. Stevie had promised to be here, to
make the day fun again. That's why they'd come to see the trains, but these
weren't the steaming juggernauts that Jackrabbit had hoped for. These were broken
relics, they'd had their heyday and now it was time for them to decline. Like
George the security guard. Like Eva De La Cruz. "I'm
so glad you guys all managed to make it. Doesn't it feel like forever since we
were all together like this?" "Christmas Day yeah! You remember Christmas, JR?" "Yes, yes. We fell from the tree. Lorenzy and Redemption and me. We
fell and it all went black, I could see the stars, but not THE star, not the
right star.." He had been robbed that day. Robbed
of his retribution, robbed of his salvation. Robbed of the fate that he knew
had to be made. His fate was stolen, torn away by Jesse Williams and by him,
the winner, by Nick Perry, the would-be hero of the OW- "So!
What say we take a look around? I bet
there's-" "That won't be necessary, Steven.." None of them had noticed the
approach of the man called Tero Haber, the jackal that hunted and hunted with
less respite than even the great hunter, Talon, gave. Walking calmly and
casually towards them, following the impromptu path of a torn up rail track,
Tero hadn't even dressed for the occasion, his usual combo of baggy T-shirt and
chino pants. "There's absolutely nothing to see here. Trust me, I've had my men
scout this entire place three times over. The security guard is ever such a
nice man when he thinks you're a tourist." Sure enough, old George was nowhere
to be seen. Jackrabbit's instincts had kicked in, and despite the 10 foot
distance, he'd adopted a fighting stance, ready for the inevitable. The
laughing fool had met this man before, he remembered.. an Arcade.. "Personally, this place makes me absolutely sick. What a sorry
waste of good land! This is less a museum and more a graveyard, wouldn't you
say? An epitaph to a long, long forgotten age, to an archaic and frankly
inefficient method of transportation. It's laughable that we still use these
glorified carriages at all, but to think that we used to feed these machines a
constant supply of fuel, like we believed it in endless supply. Ultimately
though, they would always run out of steam. And so too has this little cat and
mouse; or should that be, cat and rabbit?" Vanilla and Spyke had huddled
behind Jackrabbit, but Stevie stood to his side in defiance. Jackrabbit sought
the mind of this lunatic Haber, pursued those little silver orbs but there were
none to be found. If he could just climb the monochrome wall that was there,
could just scramble up and over he was sure to find the minefield of memories,
the thresholds of thoughts that- "No nonsensical retort, bunny? No witty cynicism, Mr. Guile?" "Listen,
Haber.." "�you're
outnumbered, asshole. Why don't you just back off right now..." Tero laughed, a ponderous and
awkward chortle. He continued, that whining lisp on top of the thick Swedish
accent scraping on Jackrabbit's mind like a nail on a chalkboard. "Ah, who is this? Another disposable pawn on the great chessboard?
Another throw-away character in this merry band? Of course, your irrelevance in
all this is matched only by your... ignorance." The sound of guns being readied is
unmistakable all around them, and Jackrabbit isn't alone in surveying the
scene. Spyke, Vanilla and Stevie all look around nervously, as a suited man
appears on top of the nearby carriage, another behind the engine, another
beside Haber, another on the tracks behind them, another on the platform. Each
and every man is armed, each and every gun is pointed at the four, and Tero
Haber merely shakes his head, almost in disgust. "I believe that's "Checkmate", little pawn." "Look
Haber, we don't want this to be a repeat of what happened in the Arcade.." "Aha, on something we can agree Mr. Guile. But don't worry your
backwards mind, we are ever-learning, ever-changing. And this time we do not
intend to allow you the time for your shenanigans. Already I've spoken too
much- Shoot them." Jackrabbit moves first,
instinctively, grabbing Vanilla and Spyke's arms and dragging them with him
underneath the train carriage. From his vantage point, Jackrabbit can see
Stevie dart the other way, managing to sandwich himself between two tankers
just in time for the bullets to go whizzing by his head. More bullets make a
pinging sound against the side of the carriage that the three huddle beneath.
Jackrabbit can hear Vanilla's labored breathing, can feel her heart against his
side, can sense the panic in her mind. "They're going.. they're going.. to kill us�" "I
don't get it," Spyke states the
obvious. "How
the fuck did they find us?" "They found us.." it had dawned on him the
moment Tero mentioned scouting. "Because somebody told them where we'd
be.."
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