you sent me the url for John's diary at opendiary, which had two entries, and i read them, now i have found the other one and i am reading that,

last night i read a chapter from a book called "The Stone of Heaven", it is about the history of the jade trade in China, Burma, and Thailand, and the "jade disease" which a lot of the miners of Burma have is HIV, it was very sad

i can't find a counsellor today, so i will keep reading, John is a good writer,

he loves you!! he loves you! when did he start telling you that??

hmmm, is that the 1st bit that bothered you: that your bf likes to let loose with an AK47??? somehow i find that amusing, because i was just thinking that yes, John is a punk. wat is a nobulator anyway? yeah Punk John Rocks!! this is the best thing i have read in ages, you should tell Gaye about it. :) i am quite enjoying it, considering i was angry and depressed when i got to college

hmm here doggy doggy, i was going to ask you if you knew anywhere in Brisbane where you could get horsemeat or is there something illegal about it? hmmm maybe i'll look on the Internet!!!

they are all about "don't eat dog meat" not about where can you buy it. this one could take awhile,

ah ha, there is a company in Canada, that runs an abottoir in Uraguy(?) and they ship frozen and chilled horsemeat, looks like its for greyhounds, or zoos or sommick

did i tell you that i found a place where i can use a sewing machine?

so where is he now? i've read the diary, now i want to see the movie, i am converted, i am a fan, when does the next entry come out?? gee i am hungry

>feel safe enough to pass it on to you too.

gee thanks, such trust engendered after 7 years :)

>www.freeopendiary.com user; tulsy

what is a tulsy when its at home? wow 137 entries!!! now i will never leave... :)

>I feel tired now... so tired. I wonder if I achieved anything today.

of course you did! you made my day!! you deserve friends you deserve people to flirt with you, you deserve the overflowing bath of liquid ambrosia so that you can be immortal, if i could immortalise you and me, i would, stranger things have happened

just read some of your diary, up to ...do you think i can rememeber?? but i remember something Sandra told me about why i have trouble socialising with people and this maybe the same for you, you are more intelligent than the average person, you credit the average person with the same amount of intelligence and open mindedness that you have, and when they let you down, because they can't help it, you are disappointed because you think you misjudged them, but really you couldn't have done anything else.