here we are at women's infolink and i am feeling a little lost, i got a "divorce" on sunday from Gaye who i have known for years, she said "consider our friendship over" which is a pretty drastic statement to make, she had invited me to lunch at a restaurant with a bunch of other people for chinese new year and i forgot that i was going, when i woke up on sunday i didn't want to go anyway, so i sent her an SMS to say that i wasn't going, and she rang me straight away to say consider our friendship over.
well that was two days ago, and i don't know how one considers a friendship to be over.
then i am confused, like maybe she is pissed at me cause of all the other times i've dumped her at the last minute, but i didn't think they were that many, of course, it feels like someone has died, and like it is all just too much for me, and this is the first time i've read my email for over a week, and it is taking so long, and there is all this mailng list email ,
and now carol is telling me that i have flaked on Gaye at short notice one too many times, but not to worry about it. it was because gaye was worried about seeming irresponsible in front of the restaurant,
and now i am thinking, who needs friends that are uptight like that, and who needs flaky friends like me, and now i think i am more pissed off than i was before, something like a tornado just went by but maybe it was a tsunami, but the result is just the same, and i am sure i will feel better about it all by tomorrow because i will have been to a meeting by then, and someone is coming to use this computer soon, so i say bye bye and i'll talk to you sometime, anon
la la