why do i feel this way that i do? is it just like meeting another person?
no it is more like meeting another interesting person that i felt connected too
connections, feeling validated by being interesting?
but there was some kind of fantasy involved with Jarrod and how i thought about him
but there he was and now he is going
do i want to spend time with luigi for his knowledge?
god you are always there i can smell the smoke in this room and i couldn't before and there is a directory of greater melbourne

@sound River Redgum=It seems to be singing but you can't make out the words.
@asound River Redgum=@emit The tree rustles at you. The glowing stars bob around. They seem to be dancing.
@desc River Redgum=It is towering over your head. It has red and orange streaks on it, great round knobby bits. There are blobs of clear dark red sap stuck to it. It is crawling with ants. The leaves are high up and probably green. There are bits of bark all over the ground.
@taste River Redgum=Tastes like bark.
@smell must be aliased to @scent
@SCENT River Redgum=Smells tangy and piny and gummy.
@OSCENT River Redgum=steps up to the tree and inhales.
@ASCENT River Redgum=@emit The tree shivers with delight.
@touch River Redgum=It feels knobbly and rough and if you leave your hand there to long it will be crawling with ants.
@otouch River Redgum = walks and to the tree and strokes it. 
@osound River Redgum=seems to be listening to the tree?