i can just type new, and i have a fresh new page just like that!

hello you (whoever you are), Sheri, Kezzy, Cazza, Suze!
(none of your real names)

i am doing a bit of word playing today, playing with words, sometimes it is
just the best fun there is, like making up my own in jokes, but they are just
between me and myself. and like running all the words together, and then you
can make up your own intonation and stuff, inflexions.
yes, yes, but enough of that internal dialogue, wouldn't it really be an
internal Monologue?  but i'v only ever heard of the Internal Dialogue.

um, it is about 6:30am, there is light enough to see colours, and i am going
to paint. watercolours, and acrylics. i haven't bought any turps yet. no oil
painting yet. hmm, i am sketching, working up, a painting for the traffic
box, it's been stalled for a long time, i think because, i still don't know
if i can paint icebergs on the box, the painted traffic box has to "blend" in
with its environment, and i have seen some really boring interpretations of
that.
   so i am working up picture of the Dryad of Woolcock Park.
she is a tree with a face in it, in her "hair" which is branches, is a scene
of all the children playing in the park, and people cycling, and people
walking their dogs, and all those other things that people do in parks,
then outside of the "scene" are actual branches with birds in, that i will
try to cram with as many of the birds and water dragons, and other creatures
that i have seen, that i could be bothered to paint. there are many.

that can be the rationale, then i paint, or ink, or colour it somehow, i
thought of making some of it out of collage, so that i can use it to draw and
paint the people, then i can photocopy the picture and and take the copy to
the people that do the administration for the painting of the boxes.

the photocopy has to A4, and there is a LOT of size difference between a
traffic box, and A4 sheet of paper. so the plan for the day is it to
watercolour the background of the crayon drawing, and look at the colours,
then draw people at different sizes, for the A4 painting so that they can
actually look like poeple.

when i can stalled i can be stalled for a long time
now i am tired, and i shall eat