10:45 pm Saturday night March 22

been awhile since i wrote in here, at C's flat, been up and down a bit, rapid cycling, until i logged onto the Internet one day, cause i was really freaking out, and i looked up old mudlists,  i had an urge to build stuff, to be creative, so looked at the MUSHes, i looked for QP and Lambda as i always do and thought they were both dead

i've been on a big internet binge for the last two weeks, i think it must be longer than that actually, 

found a great MUSH called 8bit, with lots of conversation, quirky characters, who interact in fun ways, i got an area straight away and started building, and after i was punished a few times for bad language
which was fun, they thought that i was some kind of spy, which kind of cute. 

Spam wars seem to be a big part of life on 8bit, where the ppl logged on all bounce off each other and write and write lines and lines of funny text, and there is a bot that repeats what ppl say, and you can make it say things, and it is much fun

i've been on a big internet binge for the last two weeks, i think it must be longer than that actually, i came up for air today, when i thought that Carol had changed my password on her computer. i took it as a hint from her or the gods or something to do something else for a change. 

I've dug up some poetry. when i type it up.  i'd like to send a food parcel the way that Cazza was always sending me food.  

i vacuumed the floor and washed the clothes, and forgot to hang them out.  ate heaps of food, rode into the city to log onto the net from an Inet cafe, 
and i got my fone fixed! but it was really weird. i took it to a shop and asked them if they fixed fones

found out that Lambda was not dead, and still has over a 100 at any time,

and what can i say to summarise? i guess i am happy, i am not sleeping my days away anymore, i feel alive again, like there is always something else to do, and it feels great.

Listened to Hounds of love last night by Kate Bush, i noticed that C has it, and now i've got Running up the Hill going through my head. i sang it all the way into the city on the bike. now i am wearing her cool silver pajamas that she does not wear anymore, they are satin on the outside and kind of fleecy lined on the in,

i am thinking that best time for me to log onto the net to talk to J will be in the wee hours, like he used to do, when he would get up at 1am and MUSH until 6am and go to school, maybe i will only have to get up and 6am, since i've been spending so much time MUSHing/chatting, i have been sleeping less, because it always excited about what i can do next on the Internet, i think i understanding more about how Mitchell feels

i rang Kez today, when i got a SMS from her. i got an email msg from her too. and Sheri emailed again