K

Let me tell you about another "woman in my life", (you will find that they are definetly my main source of frustration but then again I guess that goes for all guys.)I'll work with an initial to protect the accused, so she shall be known as K.

K. is, or was, one of the coolest women I have ever met (and I have met my share of women.....I just couldn't get them in the sack). She was by far the funniest anyways. Listens to cool music (For a chick listening to Eminem and DR DRE and actually getting what it's all about and not getting caught up in the hype is an exceptional thing), is incredibly intelligent for her age and has some strong opinions, and very sure of herself.or so I thought. (oh yeah...she's got a body like you won't believe!!! DAMN!! would describe it)

K. and I used to be cool and hangout every now and again, she was one of them friends that you don't have to see everyday to still be cool with and call friend.
We had our moments of fun..and on one glorious night we were both drunk enough to end up in bed together (We didn't have full blown sex..just fun (Dammit!!)

For a while after that we were still cool...we had decided (her suggestion BEFORE we did anything) that it was just fun and that we problably would not make it as a couple so why try and fuck up our "friendship" (notice how the friendship is in brackets by now).
A week or two after that, I got back from a few days in Holland and called her to ask her to go out as I was in the pub in her town with a mate already, her answer was; "Yeah sure that's cool but (and there always is a but) eeehhh...I'm bringing my boyfriend". (I don't have to tell you that was a bummer, but anyway) OK cool, so she went out with her brother and her boyfriend and we spoke for about 5 minutes that night (Afterall I wouldn't want to get in the way of the lovebirds...note the bitterness..I will explain later)
We still talked after that and we even hung out..on a semi-date after that..we were supposed to go to diner but never made it out of the Pub, it was a really cool night and nothing happened which was cool....
We did talk about what happened though and both agreed that for as long as she was seeing this dude nothing could happen..although we both wanted to..
After that she NEVER spoke a decent word to me again!!
THIS PISSES ME OFF!!
I tried sending her emails and that stuff but she doesn't reply, we have this company chat, I send her a message but she never answers or just a HI and after that "She's too busy!"...WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT?? I THOUGHT WE WERE COOL BITCH! Maybe some other girl can explain to me what the hell went on there?
Maybe she is madly in love with her new boyfriend and is just the type of girl to ignore everybody else after they start dating..and especially "x-es" but hey if you're friends you're friends right?

Also a thing that pisses me off is that the guy she is dating is hitting on everything that moves...Tina for instance..and according to her friends (They ALL know!) he's not just been hitting on them.
She apperently puts up with this!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRGHHHHHHHHH!! The coolest chick I have EVER known just fell from grace, maybe it's just me putting her on a pedestal but I never saw this coming..ANOTHER FUCKEDUP CHICK? (I am starting to see a pattern here with Swedish chicks)
Ofcourse there is always the remote possibility that she does not know, but I dare doubt that...in the place were I work you know what people are upto before they do..and all her friends know so I can't imagine her not knowing...ofcourse I am nolonger in the position to comment on the issue and even if I could I can't cuz SHE AIN'T FUCKING TALKING TO ME!!

Ofcourse I SHOULD just leave it alone and give it a rest..but I can't..problably because I am a wimp and I REALLY like this chick..I can't believe she just ain't cool nomore and I REFUSE to believe my judgement is this fuckedup..I can't think someone is the coolest person ever and then find out they suck major ass!! Ah well another step closer to celibacy..