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| 3/5/02 |
| ARG!! Can mental illness laugh at you? I swear my depression is laughing at me...as it keeps me hostage and beats me up over and over. Yes, I am taking the meds. Health Services doesn't open for another half hour, Mark doesn't come in till one and I want to scream but can't...it's only 8am, Travers 2 will kill me (with good cause, I wouldn't want to be wakened by someone screaming for the hell of it). I just woke up an hour ago..but I think I need a nap. Very Random Thought: I wonder if Karim has instant messenger and, if so, what his sn is. |
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| AAAAAGH! I wish I could throw a tantrum like a two year old. But that would scare people. SIGH. I guess I'll keep singing my gay music... So I talked to Mark. I may visit him over break. My appointment with Anthony is on Friday. I wish Dutchess was here...I wanna cuddle. Maybe I should call Karim... He's got a fuzzy coat and is cute. mood: lonely, rainydayish, murky music: it's not easy to be me, david grey |
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| I called Karim. :) I don't know what I like better, when he makes me laugh or when I make him laugh. *Happy Sigh* Oh, he did send THE LETTER to the Signal and they are going to print it <smirk>. After spring break, the shit will be flying off the fan. <still smirking> mood: loved and devilish song: i'm under your spell, buffy the vampire slayer |