Misinterpreted Advances JUSTIN I woke up to a feeling I had grown very acustomed to. I felt disgusting and dirty. I had another wet dream. Weren't those things supposed to go away when you were like 16 or something? For crying out loud, I'm 20! I should be past this stage. Being aroused by dreams and actually orgasming. That's pretty nasty, if you think about it. I try not to think about it. But that's a problem because I always remember the dreams. Always. It's like they're not even dreams, but reality. They feel so real. The dreams always involve me and JC. In the dreams... this is kind of embarassing... we're very sexual. It always results in sex. Great sex. Like the explosive kind. Stuff, that if it happened in real life I'd be at JC's mercy. Literally. Man, what'd I'd give... anyway. It's hard to be around JC sometimes. I tend to fantasize now. Wondering if it would be like it is in the dreams in real life. The funny thing is, I never thought I could be gay until after the dreams started. Then I knew I was gay. I was lusting after JC real hard after the first couple of dreams. Now I can control myself, though the lust is still there full force. I think I like sleep as much as JC these days. I always knew that I could sleep walk. It used to bug my parents when I was young because I would make a mess. Now, it worries me. After the first dream I was sore. In the dream JC and I had sex, and he was super gentle, but I was a virgin to gay sex. The pain went away eventually. But this was a dream. I shouldn't have been sore the next day. That lead me to believe that I was sticking things in certain places while dreaming and sleep walking. That's what worries me. Today, I'm going to spend the whole day with JC. The rest of the guys have something important to do. I don't know what. They wouldn't say, so me and JC are hanging out. Maybe I can tell him about the dreams. Maybe we could work something out. Who knows? JC I'm a fuckin' monster. Seriously, I am. I'm taking advantage of him and I don't even have the decency to tell him about it. He thinks it's all a dream. If only I had the courage to tell him. That's what today is about. The other guys somehow found out and they think I'm molesting Justin. Okay, so technically I am. But he has always been very responsive. Probably because he thinks it's a dream. *sigh* Anyway, I have to tell him today. That's what they said. Nosy bastards. I didn't mean for it to happen that first time. I came into his room because I wanted to borrow something. I don't remember what. When I went inside I found him asleep. I sat down next to him and the next thing I knew I was kissing him and he was kissing me back. I don't think he would respond. After all he was asleep. But, one thing lead to another and I couldn't stop myself. I come back almost every night now. I can't help it. The need for him that I feel is intense. It's controlling. I can't stop, ever. But, today I'm gonna tell him. If he rejects me after this I don't know what I'll do. I'm all out of ideas. LATER... "...JC, can we-?". "...Justin, can I-?". "Um, you go first". "No, it's okay. You go". "Alright. JC, I've been having these dreams. They're about me and you and they're very vivid. I think...". Justin's face turned bright red. "I mean, I know that I like what's going on in the dreams, but...". "Justin, I need to tell you something really important". "What is it, Josh?". "You're dreams aren't really dreams". Justin looked puzzled. "What do you mean, Jace?". "We've been having sex". Justin looked stunned. "We've been having sex?". JC nodded. "Oh my god! That was real?!". "Yes". JC wasn't sure how to react. Justin wasn't showing signs of anger or resentment or even happiness. Then came the kiss. JUSTIN OH GOD, YES!! Well, let's just say it's much better now that I know it's real. JC Am I dreaming now? Oh hell, no. Not possible. Far too real. Can't think. Just feeling. Whoa...Justin. *sigh* THE END