Written by: Me
Chapter
11:
After Kelly realized what she had done, she
quickly pulled away from Lance. "I can't do this." She said as she placed her
hand up to her mouth. She just looked at him and shook her head.
Lance could see the hurt in her eyes. "I'm
sorry."
Kelly just shook her head. "No, it was my
fault. I should have never let myself get that close again."
"I'm really sorry-- about all of this. You
not being able to trust me is all my fault. What can I do to fix it? I'll do
anything for you to trust me again--" Lance pleaded with her.
"You can't fix it. Right now, you just
can't," she told him flat out. Kelly wasn't sure if she'd ever be able to trust
him fully again.
"Are you saying it's over?" Lance asked her.
The pain of losing her again was not a feeling he wanted to revisit.
"What I'm saying is we need space. You finish
your tour and I'm going to finish school up for the year. In the next 2 months
we'll think about what we want. Maybe we'll be ok or maybe we won't. Like I said
before, I'm moving to Florida in a month-- and maybe that will be good for us,
and maybe it won't. Right now I don't know what's going to happen. I'm too hurt
right now. You ripped my heart out. I swore to myself that I wouldn't let
anyone do that to me again!" She explained to him. "And I did--I let
myself get lost in you. I lost who I am and I need to find me again. I have to
do that before I can decided what to do about us."
Lance understood what she was telling him. He
never wanted to be the one person to hurt her. He swore to her that she could
always count on him not to. "I understand. I really do."
Kelly just nodded. "And if you happen to meet
someone new--"
Lance interrupted her. "I won't. This whole
mess has taught me something very important."
"What's that?" Kelly asked.
"It's taught me that I love you. It's made me
realize that you're the one for me," Lance finally admitted to her. "You're it
for me. So I'll do what you ask, I'll give you time. I just want you to know
that if you do want to be with me again that I won't do it again. Never." Kelly
just nodded at him. Her eyes locked with his as he neared the door. "I do love
you." Lance told her as he left her dorm room.
"I love you, too--" Kelly whispered through
her tears. Lance had left his hat behind. She went over and picked it up and
brought it up to her face. This would be the only thing, besides the photograph,
that she had of him.
~*~The Tour
Bus~*~
**Later that
afternoon**
Justin, Chris, Joey and JC entered the bus.
They usually took different buses, but this time they didn't. "Where's Lance?"
Justin asked as he took a seat on the sofa.
"I'm here--" Lance replied as he walked onto
the bus.
"It's about time. We're running late," JC
grumbled.
Justin looked over at JC on the sofa. "What's
with you? Bad night?"
JC shook his head as he stretched out on the
sofa. "No. I just-- well, I tried to call Leah and she wasn't out."
Joey walked into the room. "And what? You're
upset with her?"
JC looked at him and shook his head. "Of
course not. She has the right to have a life and have fun. It's just that I
haven't talked to her in awhile. I've talked to her machine more than her
lately, and I--"
Lance sat in a chair across from JC.
"Whatever you do-- make sure she knows how you feel. Don't let her slip out of
your fingers, leaving you feeling helpless and empty." Lance
muttered.
"You all right, man?" Justin asked. He knew
these next two months were going to be hard on Lance.
"I'll survive. I mean, it's just two months,
right?" Lance asked. 'Two months' he thought to himself. A lot could happen in
two months, but he knew he had to be positive or it was just a lost
cause.
"Yeah, two months--" JC repeated, almost to
himself.
~*~Kelly's dorm~*~
Kelly sat on her bed with a small box in
front of her. She had been sitting there for the past hour and a half. She was
so fixated at the box that she didn't even look up when Sarah walked in the
room. "Kel?" Sarah repeated for the third time.
Kelly finally glanced up at her. "I'm sorry.
I guess I spaced out."
Sarah kneeled down next to her. "What are you
doing?" She asked softly. Sarah noticed Kelly holding the picture that Lance's
Mom had given her.
"You know, I've been sitting here for almost
two hours. Trying to pack up the things that remind me of Lance," Kelly muttered
as she stared at the picture.
"But you can't, can you?" Sarah questioned.
She knew her best friend was in love, but she also knew that her heart was in a
million pieces.
"I don't know why, either. It's not like we
were engaged or anything," Kelly chuckled. "But I love him so much that this is
killing me."
"What did he say to you when he was here? Are
you sure this girl wasn't to blame? Are you absolutely positive he betrayed
you?" Sarah asked her.
Kelly quickly looked at her friend. "How can
you ask me that? I know what I saw. I saw him kissing another girl! He
had his hands on her-- I saw it!"
"I know you did. But maybe it wasn't as bad
as you think it was. Maybe she kissed him," Sarah said to her. "I mean, I know
he loves you. He told me so himself."
"I guess his love isn't enough for me. I need
to be able to trust him, and I just can't right now. I can't be with him right
now-- and maybe I never will be able to," Kelly whispered as she placed the
picure frame of the two of them in the box. She put the cover on the box. "It's
done. We're done."
�
Chapter
12:
�
**2 Months
later**
�
Lance and JC walked into Lance's
apartment.� Lance had bought an apartment in Orlando since he was there so
much.� Lance saw his machine so he walked over and checked the
messages.� "I probably should call my Mom and let her know I am
back."
�
"Did you know who call?"� JC asked him
as he made his way out onto the balcony.
�
"No--"� Lance replied to him as he
picked up his cordless� phone.� He dialed the number to his parents
and sat down on the couch.� "Hi, Mom.� Yeah, I'm back in
Orlando.�� Kelly called you--"� Lance said to his Mom.� He
hadn't told his Mom too much about what had happened, mostly because he knew
she'd be disappointed.� "I know.� I regret it all."
�
JC walked over to the sliding glass door
and closed it shut.� He dug out his cell phone from his pocket and sat down
on a chair that was on the balcony.� He dialed a phone number and waited as
it rang.� "Is Leah there?"� JC waited for Leah to come on the
phone.� "That's the voice I missed so much."
�
"JC!"� Leah said into the phone.�
"I've missed you so much."
�
"I know what you mean.� I think I've
talked to your machine more than you--"� JC told her.� He had thought
a lot about what Lance had told him, and he figured now was as much a good time
as any.
�
"I'm sorry about that.� I've been so
busy with school.� But I've thought about you every day,"� Leah
expressed to him.� There wasn't one day she didn't think about him.�
He was the first thought in her head in the morning and the last at
night.
�
"Yeah, I know you are."� JC
sighed.� He was hoping she wouldn't catch on how nervous he
was.
�
Leah noticed the silence on the other end
and that made her nervous.� He always had something to say to her, even if
it wasn't really important.� "JC, is everything all right?"
�
"I hope so--"� JC muttered
softly.� He turned his head when he heard the screen door
open.
�
"Did I do something or--"� Leah began
to say as a knot began to build up in her stomach.
�
"No, no.� It's nothing like
that.� Listen, do you� have any free time tomorrow?� So we can
talk,"� JC asked her as he stood up from the chair.
�
"Tomorrow afternoon,"� Leah
said.
�
"Ok, good.� I'll drop by your
apartment tomorrow,"� JC said to her as he glanced at Lance.
�
"All right,"� Leah said softly.�
"JC, are you ending things?� Is that what's going on?"
�
"It's nothing like that.� I
promise,"� JC said as he turned his back to Lance.� "Look, I just
missed you a lot.� And there's something important I need to tell
you.� But I need to tell you face to face.� I'll see you
tomorrow."� JC told her and then hung his cell phone up.
�
JC turned around to a smiling Lance.�
"What are you smiling about?"
�
"Kelly called my Mom,"� Lance told
them as they walked back into his apartment.
�
"Really?"� JC asked as he shut the
sliding glass door to the balcony.� "What'd she say?"
�
"She wouldn't say exactly,"� Lance
told him as he tossed JC a bottle of water.� "But my Mom gave me Kelly's
address."� Lance told him as he opened his bottle.
�
"And?"� JC asked him.
�
"And I think I might just need to take a
trip over there--"� Lance smiled and took a sip of his water.� "Maybe
even tonight."
�
~*~Joey's house~*~
�
Joey and Justin walked up to Joey's house,
but they stopped short of the door.� "Be nice--"� Joey told him as he
walked in the door.
�
"What?� Me be nice?"� Justin
mocked.� He laughed as he walked right in behind him.
�
Justin saw this girl sitting in the kitchen
with Joey's Mom.� Then he saw her face practically light up when she
spotted Joey.�� Her smile got even bigger as she ran straight into
Joey's arms.� "I can't believe you're back!"
�
Joey wrapped his arms tightly around her
waist as he brought her close to him.� After a few moments they pulled away
from their embrace.� "I want you to meet someone."� He grabbed her
hand and walked over to where Justin was standing.� "Trish, this is
Justin."
�
Justin just smiled.� "It's nice to
finally meet you."
�
"You're from the band, right?"� Trish
asked him.
�
"Yeah.� How long have you captured the
biggest flirt?"� Justin joked, but could tell Joey didn't like it.�
�
Trish looked up at Joey.� "Excuse
me?"� She asked him.
�
Justin couldn't help but laugh.� "Oh,
nothing.� We just tease Joey about being a big flirt.� He likes
women."
�
Trish just smiled.� "That doesn't
surprise me.� But I hear so do you."� Trish commented
back.
�
This time, Joey couldn't help but
laugh.� "Gotcha!"
�
~*~Kelly's Apartment
Complex~*~
�
**Later that
night**
�
Kelly walked up to�the main entrance
but stopped short.� She turned towards the guy she was with.� "Thanks
for getting my mind off of things."
�
The guy just smiled at her.� He placed
his hand on her arm.� "I know how hard today is for you.� Did the talk
with Lance's Mom help?"� He asked her.
�
Kelly shook her head.� "Yes and
no.� But it was good to spend a day without having to think of him every
moment.� Thanks, Brian."
�
"Anytime, kiddo--"� Brian winked at
her.�
�
Kelly couldn't help but laugh.� He had
been there for in so many ways since she met himm a month ago.� He was
there through good times and bad.� She knew he wanted more than friendship,
but she wasn't sure.� She needed to see Lance again before she made any
decisions.� She just needed to see him.� "You always make my bad days
bright."
�
Leah wrapped her arms around him.�
"Thank you," she whispered.� Kelly thought she heard someone call her
name.� She pulled back from Brian and turned around.� It was dark, but
she could still make out the figure.� "Lance--" she sighed deeply as he
neared her.
�
"Hi, Kelly--"� Lance muttered.�
He looked at her and then he looked at the guy that stood next to her.�
Brian grabbed ahold of Kelly's hand and she didn't budge.� "What's going
on� here?"� He asked but got no response from either of them.�
"This was a mistake.� I should have never came."� Lance whispered and
he turned to leave.
�
"Lance, wait!"� Kelly called out to
him.� "Don't go,"� she said with a smile.� Kelly let go of
Brian's hand and walked over to Lance.� "Please."�
�
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13:
�
Lance stopped for a brief moment, then he
took one more step away from Kelly.� Kelly reached out and touched his
arm.� "Lance, please."
�
Lance slowly turned around and found those
incredible piercing eyes.� He had thought about her every moment of every
day, and he wasn't about to walk away without a talk.� "Are we going to be
alone?"
�
"Yes, of course,"� Kelly nodded.�
She wasn't quite sure why he would ask that, but then she saw who Lance was
looking at.� "Oh, right.� Just a minute."
�
Kelly walked over to Brian.� "I know
what you're thinking."� She told him.
�
Brian couldn't believe what he was
hearing.� He knew what was going on.� "Kel, come on.� After what
he did to you?� Why?"
�
Kelly grabbed ahold of his hand.� "I
have to.� I know you don't understand--"� Kelly tried to tell him, but
he cut her off quickly.
�
"You're right, I don't."� Brian
snapped back.� This frustrated him so much.� He wanted to be the one
she reached out to, not the�one she came to for advice.
�
"Please just try and undertstand.� I
need to figure what is left with Lance and I, even if there is anything."�
Kelly continued to explain, but she knew he didn't understand.
�
Brian sighed deeply and glanced over at
Lance, who was watching the two of them very closely.� "Fine.� You
know where I'll be."� Brian told her.� He gave her a kiss on the cheek
and walked past her, and past Lance.
�
Kelly's back was towards Lance.� She
took a deep breath before facing Lance.� Slowly, Kelly turned around.�
She wasn't quite sure what to say to him.� It had been two months since
they last talked and she didn't leave it on good terms.� "I--"
�
"I guess two months apart helped you move
past us,"� Lance said softly.� "I guess I'm too late."
�
"What do you mean?"� Kelly asked
him.
�
Lance dug into his pocket and pulled out a
velvet box.� "For this--"� His eyes met with hers.
�
"Is that?"� Kelly asked in complete
shock.� Her eyes grew wider as Lance opened up the box.� Kelly placed
her hand on the diamond ring that sat in the box.� "It's so
beautiful.� I don't know what to say."
�
"Say you still love me--"� Lance
whispered.� He watched her movements in hopes of figuring it out
first.
�
~*~Joey's House~*~
�
Joey took a seat next to Justin in the
living room as he watched Trisha with his Mom.� Justin looked over at Joey
and was blown away.� Joey was definately the last member
of the group that he suspected to be so into one girl.� "Joey, you with
me?"
�
Joey glanced over at Justin.�
"Yes.� I agree."
�
Justin laughed at him.� "You
agree?"� He asked.� "Ok, you agree about what?"
�
Joey laughed when he knew Justin had caught
him in a stare.� "I don't know.� My Mom seems to like Trish, don't you
think?"
�
Justin couldn't help but smile.�
"Yeah, she does.� And you seem to be in another planet."
�
Joey looked at Justin quizically.�
"Huh?"
�
Justin looked over at Trish to make sure
she wasn't looking at them.� "Look at you.� Since when have you been a
one woman kind of guy?� I mean, I can see with Lance, me, or JC - but
you?"
�
Joey looked over at Trish and smiled.�
"I guess you never know what I'll do."
�
~*~Kelly's Apartment
Complex~*~
�
Lance looked up and saw the shock written
all over Kelly's face.� He closed the box.� "Ok, maybe
not."
�
Kelly felt a few tears roll down her
face.� She quickly brushed them away so he wouldn't see.� "It's not
that I don't love you.� God, that just isn't it."
�
"But?"� Lanced asked as he propped for
a longer answer.� He placed the velvet box back in his pocket.
�
"We haven't talked in months.� I
didn't know what to think.� Did you still love me?� Did you hate
me?� What?� I didn't know."� Kelly began to explain.�
�
"I could never hate you.� I told you
that I would give you time for you to figure out what you wanted.� But that
moment you walked away from me, I knew what I wanted.� I wanted you.�
I knew I only wanted you in my life.� Kel, there is no one else for
me."� Lance revealed to her.� He knew he had to expose all if he was
going to win her trust back again.
�
"Lance, things have changed.� I've
changed too much to be with you now.� I love you so much.� And I think
I always will.� But I can't forget what you did."� Kelly told him as
tears fell.
�
"You can't forget or you can't
forgive?"� Lance questioned her.
�
"I can always forgive.� But trust--
that I don't have right now.� You betrayed my trust in us.� The trust
we needed to survive.� Remember when we talked about that?"� She asked
him, and he nodded.� "Remember, you told me that if we didn't have trust we
wouldn't survive in your business world.� Well, the trust went out the
door.� You closed that door-- our door.� I can't go back without
trust, Lance.� I just can't,"� Kelly told him.� She walked over
to him and removed the chain around her kneck.� "You keep this,"� she
told him as she placed it into his right hand.� Both of them had tears
streaming down their cheeks as they prepared to say good-bye.� "Don't
forget that I'll love you forever.� You were my one true love, my best
friend.� I will always cherish the times we shared and I wouldn't trade
them for anything in the world,"� Kelly took a deep breath as Lance's hand
touched her face.� "I can't do it anymore, Lance.� I can't."�
Kelly told him as she took his hand away from her face.� She looked into
his eyes for a few moments and then she turned around.� She walked right
into her apartment complex and left him stunned.
�
Lance felt like he couldn't breath.�
The girl he felt he couldn't live without just broke his heart.� She just
walked out of his life just as easily as she walked into it.� "I won't give
up."� Lance muttered to himself and then disappeared.
�
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Chapter
14:
�
**Later that
night**
�
After Lance spent the last two hours
driving, he decided to go back to his apartment.� He was sure all the guys
would be there by now, but he couldn't avoid everyone forever.� Lance
walked in the front door and was greeted by a bunch of craziness.� He
didn't see JC or Chris around as he walked further into his apartment.� He
didn't even see his roommate.�� He noticed Justin with some he had
only seen a few times, and Joey was with someone he'd never seen.�
�
"The man is back!"� Justin laughed as
he threw Lance a beer.
�
Lance knew he was trying to be funny, but
he just wasn't in the mood for jokes.� Not after seeing Kelly.� Lance
opened up the beer can and drank it�as fast as he could.� He tossed it
in the garbage and made his way out onto his balcony.
�
Joey looked away from Trish for a
moment.� He knew it wasn't like Lance to not say hi.� "What's wrong
with him?"� Joey asked Justin.
�
"I'm not sure.� Let me go find
out--"� Justin responded as he made his way out onto the balcony.� He
found Lance leaning over and staring down at this couple who came out of his
building.� Justin looked down at the couple and then back up at his
friend.� He didn't want to pry so he stood there and waited for Lance to
say something.
�
"I saw Kelly tonight--"� Lance finally
blurted out.�
�
"It didn't go good?"� Justin asked
him.� He noticed Lance take something out of his pocket.� "Is that
what I think it is?"� Justin questioned him as he noticed the small, velvet
box.
�
Lance just nodded a few times.� "I
showed it to her.� But I didn't ask her."
�
Justin knew this wasn't good.� "How
come?"
�
"When I got to her place she was
outside.� She wasn't alone--"� Lance said as he looked over at
Justin.� Lance sat there in silence for a few seconds and then looked back
out at the blue sky.� "She was with this guy.� They seemed
close."
�
"You don't think they're together or
anything, do you?"� Justin asked him.
�
"I don't know.� I didn't ask and she
didn't say.� She basically just told me she couldn't go back.� That
she couldn't trust me.� She said good-bye and I just listened to her.�
I didn't know what to say--or do.� I still don't."� Lance looked over
at Justin as he leaned against the railing.� "I don't know what's next for
me.� I guess I thought things would be different."
�
"Well...what did you expect to happen when
you got home?"� Justin asked him as he rested his arm on the
railing.
�
"I don't know--"� Lance shook his
head.� "I just didn't expect this.� I thought she was the one.� I
mean, now what?!"
�
"Move on.� Let me set you up with a
close friend of my family's--" Justin said to him.� He saw the 'are you
crazy' look.� "Hold on.� She's really nice and really sweet.�
You'll love her."
�
~*~Kelly's
Apartment~*~
�
Kelly knew in a time of extreme pain and
confusion, there was only one person that she could talk to-- and that was
Sarah.� Kelly reached for her phone�across her bed.� She dialed a
number, one that she dialed quite frequently.� "Sar, it's me.� Sorry
I'm calling so late."
�
"You've seen him, haven't you?"� Sarah
asked her best friend.
�
Kelly shook�her head.� She wasn't
sure how Sarah could do it, but she could always tell when she had seen or
talked to Lance.� "Yeah, earlier tonight.� I said good-bye to
him.� And I gotta tell you, that was even harder than the�first time I
said good-bye."
�
"Oh--Kel.� What did he say?�
Anything?"� Sarah asked her.
�
"Well, I think he was going to ask me to
marry him,"� Kelly told her.� She waited for some type of response,
but only got silence.� "Sarah?"
�
Sarah was in complete shock.� From
what Kelly had told her before, marriage was not something on Lance's top 10
things to do in the near future.� "I'm sorry.� You're sure he was
going to ask you.� I mean, you just don't think--"�
�
Kelly interrupted her.� "No, I
know.� He took out this ring - God, it was so beautiful.� Saying
good-bye to him tore me up inside.� I still love him so much.� Walking
away from him tonight was like ripping out a piece of me."� A tear fell
down her face.� Before she could say anymore there was a knock at the
door.� "Sar, hold on.� Someone's at the door."� Kelly opened it
up and came face to face with Brian.� "Sarah, I'll call you back."�
Kelly told her and then they hung up.
�
"Can I come in?"� Brian asked
her.
�
Kelly stepped back away from the door and
Brian walked inside.� Kelly shut the door behind him.�
�
Brian turned around to face her.� "I
know I told you to come to me.� But I just had to see you."
�
~*~Lance's
Apartment~*~
�
"For the 100th time--no!� I am not
going to date someone new.� Kelly is who I want to be with, all
right?"� Lance said to him as he walked back into his
apartment.
�
"Lance, she let you go--"� Justin
responded as he followed right behind Lance.
�
Joey and Trish looked at the two of
them.� "Who let who go?"� Joey asked them.
�
"Kelly let Lance go--"� Justin said as
he looked at Joey.� He hoped he would get some kind of support.� But
then again-- he was talking about Joey.� "And I said I should set him up
with someone."
�
Joey looked over at Lance.� "What's so
bad about that?"
�
Lance knew Joey would back him once he said
this final word.� "Joe, I showed her the ring."
�
"Oh!!!"� Joey said as he nodded.�
He turned towards Justin.� "I got to go with Lance on this
one."
�
"What?!� Since when have you--"�
Justin stopped midsentence and looked over at Trish.�
"Nevermind."
�
Trish just stood up.� "Maybe I should
go--"
�
Lance turned around and shook his
head.� "No.� I'm sorry.� We haven't even met and I am just going
on and on about my troubles.� I'm Lance."� He extended his hand and
shook it with hers.
�
"I'm Trish,"� she said with a
smile.
�
Joey stood up as well and put his arm
around her.� "And we're a couple.� A private couple, if you know what
I mean."
�
"I do--"� Lance nodded.
�
"Lance, can I ask you something?"�
Trish asked him, hoping not to invade his privacy.
�
Lance shrugged his shoulders.�
"Sure."
�
"Does this girl mean a lot to you?"�
Trish asked him.
�
"The world--"� Lance responded.�
He looked over at Justin and shook his head.
�
"Then dating someone else isn't going to
make that go away.� I don't know what happened to make things the way they
are-- but if you care about her, the way you say you do, then do what you can to
make it up to her.� Prove to her that she can count on you,"� Trish
told him.� She looked up at Joey.� "Prove that and she can believe in
the two of you."
�
Lance nodded with a smile.� "Hold onto
her, Joe.� She's a keeper."
�
�
Chapter
15:
�
**The next
morning**
�
Kelly and Brian had sat up till really late
talking about what happened between her and Lance, and what this meant for the
two of them.� Up until recently the two of them were just friends-- nothing
more, nothing less.� They had fallen asleep on�her bed.� Brian
woke up and saw Kelly sleeping soundly on his chest.� He didn't dare move
an ich.
�
After a few seconds Kelly shot up in
bed.� Brian looked up at her.� "What is it?"
�
Kelly ran her hands through her hair.�
"I had this bad nightmare."
�
Brian sat up as well and touched her
arm.� "Everything's all right.� Do you remember what your nightmare
was about?"
�
Kelly turned towards him.� "It was
about Lance--"� Kelly muttered softly as she tried to get her bearings of
where she was and who she was with.� "I'll be right back."� Kelly
hopped out of her bed and ran into the kitchen.� Kelly picked up the
kitchen phone and dialed Lance's apartment.� "Lance, please be there," she
muttered under her breath.� After getting the machine, she hung up.�
She heard Brian walk into the room.� She picked up the phone and dialed
again.�
�
"Obviously, he's not there--" Brian said
with disgust.
�
Kelly, not acknowledging what he said,
dialed another time.� And once again she got the machine.� "Dang
it!"
�
"Let's go out for breakfast and talk,
ok?"� Brian asked her.�
�
After a few moments Kelly nodded.�
"All right."� As Kelly stepped away from the kitchen, the phone rang.�
Kelly stopped and looked back at it.
�
"Leave it be--"� Brian said to
her.� He reached out for her hand and tried to guide her away.
�
Kelly shook her head.� "I can't," she
replied as she rushed to the phone.� "Hello?"� She said as she glanced
over at Brian.� "Justin?"� Kelly said into the phone.� There was
something in her gut that told her something wasn't right.� "Please tell me
he's all right.� Tell him-- just tell him to hold on for me."
�
Brian watched her closely as she hung up
the phone.� "What about breakfast?"
�
Kelly just shook her head.� "I
can't.� I'm sorry, Brian.� Lance is hurt and I have to get to
him--"
�
Brian stepped in front of her so she
couldn't move.� "You are going to go be with the guy who doesn't show you
any resect?"
�
"He loves me completely, and because of
that I need to be with him.� If you won't drive me, then move out of my
way.� Because one way or another, I will be with him."� Kelly told him
as she rushed past him.
�
~*~ER~*~
�
**20 minutes
later**
�
JC and Chris walked over to Justin, who was
sitting in the waiting area.� "Did you get ahold of Kelly� like he
asked?"� Chris asked Justin.
�
Justin nodded his head.� "Yeah, she is
on her way.� It's weird--�it was like she knew."
�
JC looked away from Justin and spotted
Kelly.� He waved her over to them.� Kelly approached the guys.�
They all could tell she had been crying.� Her face was all red and
puffy.� "Kel, sit down for a minute."
�
"I don't want to.� I need to see
him,"� Kelly said as tears began to fall once again.
�
JC got up and stood next to her.� He
put an arm around her and�just held her close to him for a few moments to
calm her down.� After another minute, she took a breath and sat down.�
"How could something like this happen?!"
�
"Nobody is quite sure,"� Joey told
her.� "He was out walking alone--"
�
Kelly cut him off.� "Alone?� What
was he doing out alone?� Where were the bodygaurds?"
�
"He wanted some down time,"� Justin
added.� "Kelly, he had a rough night."
�
"Are you saying this is my fault?� Are
you saying if I wouldn't have left him, then this wouldn't have happened?�
Is that what you're saying?"� Kelly asked in a panic.
�
"Of course not,"� JC told her.�
"Why don't we take you back there now.� He's awake, but he's in and out of
consciousness.� But he wanted to�make sure we called
you."
�
~*~ER #5~*~
�
JC showed her where Lance's room was and
then he left her be.� Kelly opened his door and she his eyes shut.�
She saw all these�machines�hooked up to him.� "Lance--" she
whispered as she walked over to his hospital bed.
�
Kelly stood next to him.� She reached
over and grabbed his hand.� Kelly brought his right hand up to her face
and�just held it close to her cheek.� "Oh, God."� Kelly placed
his hand back down on the bed and touched his face.� "I woke up this
morning with the worst feeling.� I knew something was wrong.� I just
knew� it."� She paused.� "My heart skipped a thousand beats when
I got that call.� If you don't remember anything else I say to you, I want
you to remember this--I love�you.� I love you now, I love you
always."� Kelly pressed her face up against his.
�
"Lo-ve you,"� Lance whispered, almost
unbearable to hear.�
�
Kelly stood up and a huge smile spread
across her face.� "I know,"� she said to him as she held his
hand.� Just when she thought she got him back, he left her again.� His
eyes shut again in a matter of seconds, and then then she heard all this
noise.� Kelly let go of his hand and noticed the machines flatline.�
Kelly buzzed for help about 3 different times as she stood in a panic.�
"Ok, ok."� she told herself.� "Lance, listen to me.� If you never
listen to me again, listen to me now.� I need you in my life, ok?� I
need you with me.� If you don't stay right here with me then we'll never
have another chance.� Do you hear me?"� She cried.� Kelly slapped
his face a few times.� "Damn it, Lance!� Look at me--" she
weeped.� "Look at me!"� She reached down and felt his hand go
limb.� "Oh, my God.� I love you!� Listen to me!� I love
you!!"� Kelly screamed through her tears as she rested her head against his
chest.
�
And in a matter of seconds a bunch of
doctors and nurses came in the room.� "Get her out of here!"� The
doctor yelled.
�
The nurse gently removed Kelly from Lance's
chest.� "Come with me,"� she whispered.� She took Kelly outside
the room.� "Let the doctor help him."
�
Kelly stood up against the glass and the
tears flowed steadily down her face.� "Don't leave me--" she whispered as
she watched him through the glass.
�
Joey came up behind her and as�his
hand touched her shoulder, she went limb.� Her body collapsed and Joey
caught her.� He held her close as she cried for Lance, and they crumbled to
the floor.� "I ne-ed h-i-m,"� Kelly whimpered through her tear striken
face.
�