If I could talk about anything I
wanted to... I´d first say a prayer of
thanks for good friends, good music and good food. I´d talk about
the sounds of dulcimers and guitars, and jug bands and harmonicas, and
about closing our books and opening our hearts. I´d talk in a good,
clear voice, and maybe gather my friends around a campfire or in some open
valley where the sound could carry a long, long way. I'd talk in the evening
so people could come out of their houses and gather around to listen after
the day's work was done...and I'd talk about love, and mercy, and forgiveness,
and the joy of worship and the power of prayer. I'd talk about the difference
between living faith and mere beliefs. And I'd talk about common people,
and rivers and waterfalls, and majestic mountain lakes where the trout
bite on every cast, and about spring wildflowers and chipmunks, and children
hunting for shards from obsidian arrowheads in ancient Indian campsites.
I'd talk about pretty girls and memories of lost loves, and I'd read my
poetry and talk about the way the stars wash the sky in brilliant diamonds
on dark moonless nights as fiery meteors streak across the endless horizon.
I'd talk about the seasons and the weather, and memories of magic moments
in fern canyon. I'd talk about redwoods and serpentine, and opening geodes
to find brilliant quartz crystals and agate inside. I'd tell about the
ageless triumph of trust and hope, and the joy of realizing the first glimmer
of truth I ever felt. I'd talk about Freedom Ranch and the goat man, and
rattlesnakes hiding in rocky crevices. I talk about the smiling faces of
old friends who hadn't seen each other since the 70's, and the tears of
joy on children's faces at Christmas. And birthdays and graduations, and
reunions, and marriages, and families. And I'd talk about ironworkers and
shepherds, and sewer line cleaners and farmers, and about people with bodies
that still know how to work, but can't do it any more. And I'd talk about
compost and earthworms, and how working with the soil is the most human
of all human activities. And I'd talk about lemonade stands, and sledding
in the winter on tirepacked snow on country roads, of flying kites in the
cow pasture and hiking for miles following bluegill creeks through white
oak forests. I'd talk about sandlot baseball and the one that got away,
and my little brother and his imaginary friends. I'd talk about the rag
man and horse-drawn milk trucks in the back alleyways of the south side
of Chicago. I'd talk about baseball and earthquakes, and looking at minerals
through microscopes in polarized light. I'd talk about deep-sea fishing
and hooking into my first yellowtail, and the weathered necks of old men
staring aimlessly on park benches with nowhere to call home. I'd talk about
men finding new love and new dreams and new families in their golden years.
I'd tell about the friends I miss who have left this world, but whose memory
shadows still linger in my heart and soul. I'd talk about Korea and Viet
Nam, and my army days, before I conquered my fear of death and found my
faith. And I'd tell you about how I met my wife and why we named our children
Joshua and Kristen, and how I pray each day for the end of her suffering
and the relief from her pain. And I'd talk about sunrises and sunsets,
and cold raw winds that sweep across the land, and laughter and sorrow,
and choirs singing hymns of praise during Sunday services. And I'd talk
about the smell of coffee in the morning, and telephone calls from long
lost friends, and of good men working on the family car trying to get it
running again. And when I knew that everyone was listening, when I knew
my voice reached every ear, I'd start talking about the Father, and the
Son and the Infinite Spirit, and I'd tell about kindness, and the way that
love feels when it replaces the darkness in a heart. I'd tell how forgiveness
brings freedom, and I'd speak softly so the words could sink in. And I'd
tell a story about Jesus, about the universe of universes, and the bestowal
of the spirit of truth. And I talk about beauty and goodness, and the indomitable
will of the human spirit, and crowds listening to his mercy with their
feet in the hot desert sand. I'd tell about life on other planets where
wars and famines are long gone, where the competition is for service, and
every eye sees the light of truth. And I'd talk about hope and faith, and
the eternal promise of the ages. And I'd talk about the keys to the kingdom
of heaven and the mystery of revelation, and the reality of eternal life.
And then I'd stop talking for a moment, and I'd listen to the sound of
millions of voices singing softly and humming the harmonious hymns from
hearts touched by God. And when the last pink border of twilight faded
from the sky in the west, I'd put away my talk and be filled with feelings
of thanksgiving that I could be here tonight, and that I was born a poet.
That's what I'd say if I could talk about anything I wanted to.