*Lalig�s P.O.V.*
�Oh hon...� Brian started but I cut him off.
�I�m so sorry daddy,� whoa! Did that just come out of my mouth?
�Baby, come here,� He said and he hugged me so tight, �just promise me you will never do anything like that again!�
�I promise dad, I promise� Surprisingly when I said �dad� it didn�t come out weird at all. After all, he WAS my dad.
�Lalig, you know you scared the crap put of us right? Especially Nick!� Dad said, �Speaking of Nick, he�s waiting outside in the waiting room blaming himself for what happened to you. And I think you should talk to him�
�But dad...� He cut me off,
�No buts, I�ll call him right now� He said and I heard the door shut.
Right about now I�m so freaking nervous I started to sweat. Oh I know, I�ll pretend I�m sleeping... But that�s childish... I�m gonna have to face Nick someday... But does it HAVE to be TODAY?!?!?! Oh God help...
My thoughts were interrupted by someone clearing their throat.
Damn, why didn�t I close my eyes? Did I have to think with my eyes open?
�Nick?� Damn Lalig, shut up! After about a second or two I heard Nick start crying.
�Nick, please don�t cry, come here� I opened my arms for him. I wasn�t gonna talk to him, but I couldn�t stand hearing him crying. It tore my heart.
He hugged me tighter than dad hugged me. I could feel his tears on my shoulder, I couldn't hold it any longer so I started crying too.
�Oh Lalig, I�m so sorry, I never meant to hurt you like this, please forgive me even though I will never forgive myself!�
�Oh, Nicky, please don�t talk like that. I didn�t do it because of you! I did it because of my family, I miss them so much Nick!�
After about five minute of comfortable silence, I broke it.
�Nicky? Please believe me that it wasn�t your fault. At least forgive yourself!�
�I�ll forgive myself if you promise me that you�ll never do anything stupid like that!�
�I promise!�
�Then I�ll try and forgive myself,� He didn�t say anything for a few seconds, �Lalig, can... can I... can I kiss you?�
�Wha...? Nicky? Did you just asked me...� He cut me off
�Yes, Lalig, you have no clue how long I have been waiting to feel your lips on mine� He whispered.
He lifted my chin up, I closed my eyes, even though I couldn�t see anything, I started leaning closer to him.
�God baby, has anyone ever told you you�re beautiful?� I could feel his breath on my lips so I guessed he was just an inch away from my mouth.
Not even second later, his lips were on mine. I felt electricity go between us, I was in heaven. His lips were so soft. The kiss was slow but passionate. I had my hand around his neck and he had his hand on my waist.
When he broke the kiss to breathe I kinda felt disappointed. It felt so right kissing him.
�Baby? Are you ok, did I do something wrong?� He was panicking, why? Don�t ask me!
I opened my eyes and smiled, �Why wouldn�t I? I just shared the most romantic, passionate kiss with the most wonderful man on earth.�
�Oh Lalig, I� I� Can I kiss you again?�
�You didn�t have to ask,� I whispered and moved closer to him. My stomach did a flip-flop; my heart was racing 100 miles per hour when his soft lips touched mine again. Now I know what it feels like to be kissed; I now know what they were talking about in the fan fictions that I have read before my life turned upside down, before I lost my eyesight.
This kiss lasted longer, but I had to break it; everybody needs air you know!
�Lalig, can you do me a favor?� He asked whispering; God his voice was soft.
�Uh-huh�
�Can you� do you remember what I looked like?� I didn�t know where this was going, but I wanted to find out.
�Of course I remember. You�re blond with baby blue eyes, and the cute nose and the pouty lips�
�Ok� Now can you close your eyes and just picture me sitting next to you?�
Chapter 8
