*Lalig�s P.O.V.*
�SHE LOST HER FAMILY 2 MONTHS AGO, SHE SHOULD GET OVER IT BY NOW!�
I was awaken rudely by screaming in the front of the bus. I didn�t want to know what was going on, because it was none of my business. But I couldn�t help but be hurt by what Nick said. How can I get over my family�s death? Yeah I did lose them 2 months ago, but I�m a kid. I really hate Nick, I think he should somebody and them maybe he would feel how I�m feeling.
�Baby, are you okay?� Leighanne asked me, wiping the tears I didn�t know it had fallen.
My whole body started to shake, because I was sobbing uncontrollably. She held me close and started rocking me, just like my mom used to do. At that thought, I started sobbing more.
Little did I know that Nick was in his bunk, right across mine, crying too, but there was no one to hold him.
8 days has passed, and every night, I cried myself to sleep. I didn�t get out of the bunk until I really had to go to the bathroom. I avoided most of the people, except Bri and Leigh. Nick�s words are hunting me. About 6 days ago, everybody had to leave for interview cession, except Nick. Just my luck! He aid a lot of things to me that night. I don�t even want to think about them, but I can�t seem to get them out of my head. They�re hunting me. I haven�t told anybody.
Anyways, I had to get out of the bunk and go in the hotel. The guys had to leave for an award show. I wish them the best of luck.
�Lalig, I don�t wanna leave you hear alone, so Kim�s staying with you. If you need anything, just ask her okay?� Brian and Leighanne, went over this probably a million time.
�Are you sure you�re gonna be okay here?� Brian asked worried.
�Brian, I�m gonna be fine, now go� I lied, little did they know that I was planning on doing the thing that I have been thinking about some time now.
�Ok, bye, we�ll see you later.� They both kissed my cheeks and left.
1/2 hour later, Kim was sitting on the couch, I think. I needed her out of here so I can complete my mission. So I asked her if she could get me some M&M�s and a soda from the downstairs. She said sure and then left. When I was about to go to the bathroom, I thought I heard something, but when I asked if it was Kim and nobody answered, I ignored it. On my way to the bathroom, I probably hit my foot 5 times. Anyways, I went straight to the cabinet, and got some pill box, put them on my hand and swallowed it all together. That�s when I heard a scream.
�LALIG, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.� But he was too late. I was already feeling a little dizzy.
�LALIG, NO.� He yelled again.
He ran to me and put his index finger in my mouth.
�Come on Lalig, throw up!� He was frantic. I didn�t want to throw up, because I knew if I did, I would live and I didn�t want that.
�Baby please throw up.� He begged and finally I couldn�t stand it and threw up.
�A little bit more, come on, you can do it.� I threw up until I couldn�t anymore, and after a couple minutes of silence, I said.
�You called me baby!�
Chapter 5
