i find myself thinking of you
it starts with "what if..."
and ends with "i love you"
i better tell you how i feel
cuz i know we should be together
i know that it might be too late
but now is better then never
i can't figure it out
i'm just so unsure
all i think about
is i never felt this way before
so when i'm thinking of you
cuz theres nothing else i do
i wonder if you're thinking
and wondering "what if..." too
bless my boyfriends sexy face
bless his eyes so soft and brown
bless him cuz he's the one i found
bless his hair that sometimes curls
and keep him from all other girls
bless his body i love to clench
bless his lips i love to french
bless him cuz i'd love to marry
bless his baby i'd love to carry
and if he reads this poem of mine
bless the thoughts that cross his mind...
i want more
i can name
what i'd do for
you and me
one more time
our bodies
intertwined
your breath
on my skin
just the thought
i have chills again
this is
my heart
its open to you
far apart as we are
its only for you
i think of you all day
and what i'd do to you
and what i'd say
cuz its more than I love you...
of moments past
MeMoRiEs of a time
now kept in a book
i sometimes look
to ReMeMBeR
what was mine
the smiles i see
how care free
and nothing
could break the bind
these pictures
help the moments
to play back in my mind
i'LL aLwAyS cHeRiSh
all those times
but sometimes its hard to look
i LeFt YoU aLL
aNd tHeRe MuSt Be
a FeW tEaRdRoPs iN tHiS bOoK
cuz thats what you have done to me
i want to never feel that we're apart
if you close your eyes you'll see clearly
to be constantly on your mind
running thru it is all i do
the same way that you are on mine
you'll always have me to love you
to feel your body pressing close
and feel you caressing me
its you that i desire the most
as i close my eyes in exstacy
i want everything to do with you
and theres nothing that i wouldn't do
if its with you i know its true
im falling deeper in love with you
is making me want to get closer
its playing in my mind
over and over
something in your smile
is making me want to
to make it worth all the while
and its making me want you
something in your lips
makes me forget all limits
and i just want to kiss
forever like this
something in your eyes
makes me feel warm
it took me by surprise
like a tropical storm
they show us in revealing mourning dew
and in my broken hearted lulluby
it is my sad belated "i love you"
i don't intend to hide it all away
i've lately figured out just how i feel
no matter how i long for yesterday
it still wont change a thing or make it real
i'm sorry to have been a waste of time
the clock it must have ticked each time we kissed
i'm sorry to have thought you could be mine
and now i know--by you i won't be missed
