| My Testimony |
| As I promised, this is my testimony for the Lord. He has been so gracious to me, the undeserving worm that I am. Several years ago, many things happened in my life that was to shape and mold the way I would be living my life. I had gone to church all my life, even though my parents never went. They never tried to prevent me from going. They attended church when they were young, but since they were married, and moved to Ohio, I suppose working and raising a family occupied their minds, and they just didn't set aside any time for God. This made it really hard for me and ny siblings.. I am not sure how life would have been any different if we had been raised in a Christian family. God put a calling on my life early. When I was eight years old, I knew God had called me to preach. I laid awake lots of nights crying and praying that Jesus wouldn't come back before I was 21 years old. I don't know why 21 was so important to me, somehow I thought if I was 21 I would be more prepared to be saved. All the churches I went to preached hell fire and brimstone, but none of them ever told me what to do to be saved, at least I don't remember. I am sure if I knew what to do, I would have done it. All the preaching had me scared to death to die, that's why I cried myself to sleep so many times. My brother was pretty sickly, and I prayed a lot for him. He probably doesn't know it. We had a lot of trouble in school with all the colored kids. The school was probably 85% black, and the rest other races. I was the only white child in my class all six years that I attended Lincoln Elementary School. As I think back now, I believe the devil was trying to stop me way back then, from doing what God called me to do. We moved back to West Virginia in 1977. I still had a lot of troble with the other students in school. This school was 100% white. I thought I would fit in better here, but I was wrong. When I graduated High School in 1982, times were pretty rough. The local sawmill had closed down, and a lot of men lost their jobs. The job market had little to offer. There was too much competition with the older generation who had lost their jobs, and they were experienced, and I wasn't, so I did what work I could find. I lived with my parents until I got married in 1984. My marriage only lasted 4 years. She had been cheating on me our whole marriage, and when she couldn't stand to take the chance of being caught, she sued me for divorce. The court granted her custody of our two girls, and ordered me to pay child support. This is when I noticed my life was going no where fast. I believe this is the point in my life when the devil really poured on the curses. If you haven't read my page about cursings you should. My ex-mother-in-law told my then wife, that as long as she was married to me, we would never have anything. She said I was lazy, so lazy I wouldn't work in a pie factory tasting pies. She told her that we would live in a barn, and I would never amount to anything. Pay close attention. This is cursing at the highest degree. Any time we say bad things about people, whether we are Christian, sinner, satan worshipper, or witch, we are casting spells and putting curses on people. Maybe I shouldn't be telling this, some people might start dedicating their lives to doing these things to people. I just want to give a word of warning. If you cast spells on people, or put curses on them, you will give account before God on judgement day. Think about that the next time you say something bad about someone. The Bible says we will be judged by every idle word that we say. An idle word is something that doesn't have much power, it is mostly just vain words, ones that don't relly mean anything, just idle talk, like about the weather. If we are going to be judged by our idle words, how much more serious is God going to look at the cursing and spells we are putting on people? When my wife divorced me, the curse her mom put on us was taken away from her, and fully put on me. As long as she was married to me, we wouldn't have anything. She is no longer married to me so the curse went to me. I wish I had known this 17 years ago, I could have done something about it. This is why I am writing this. I want to help you understand what is going on in your life, so you can fix it. For 17 years, I have gone from job to job, never prospering at any of them. Even the people I worked for suffered loss of business because of the curses that were put on me. I was a lot like Cain, the curses banished me into a dry land of poverty, and I still haven't recovered, but God has delivered me from the wicked hands of the devil, and I can now expect the blessings of God in my life. Keep reading, it gets better. A little over a year ago, I started through a traumatic time that nearly cost me my sanity. My ex-wife threw our oldest daughter out on Thanksgiving 2003, and she was forced into moving in with me and my wife. Of course I got the blame, as I am always blamed for things that happen. I have no control over these things, but I always get the blame. If I did have control over these things, they certainly would not have turned out the way they did. It wasn't enough that I had to fight this spiritual battle with my ex-wife over our daughter, she had to drag everybody, and everything she could into it. She took me to court twice, and tried her best to have me put into prison for being behind in child support. Next Home |