September 2003
September 2 2003, 4:55 PM
Computer crapped out as I was doing the new entry. Being frustrated I decided to clean my room. My room now looks hot and it's about an hour later.
I'm still listening to Utada Hikaru's Simple and Clean. I finally bought the CD at BAAF (the anime convention I went to this weekend).
It was an excellent trip. If you interested to read more check out the livejournal.
PS- The cats tore up the house while we were gone, so we've been working on cleaning it up (mostly Lenn). I need to get a dirt devil thingy to suck up all the threads on the floor (from the costume making). Thing is, I didn't get up early enough today to get over to campus and sneak a ride on the SA shuttle bus. I'm being lazy. I could always ride my bike uptown, but honestly, I don't want to.
Ah, to be lazy.
C a Girl
September 7 2003, 6:48 AM
Again, a ridiculous hour to still be up. I had a pretty eventful day.
I made an excellent knish, my first real attempt at the delicacy. The only thing was that it was huge and I should've broken up the dough into smaller bits, but we learn. Everything is a process of learning.
I also finished the seventh chapter of my book. Finally. If all goes according to plan, I am now officially one-third done. Four months left and one-third done. Not too bad. Cross your fingers, kiss a screw and knock on wood.
Omit the kiss a screw part. That's just silly.
And I'm spent. Now it's time for bed.
C a Girl
September 11 2003, 1:46 AM
Today is a rotten, miserable, horrible day.
Because I don't know how to feel.
There was a program on the discovery channel about some american guy who goes around the middle east lecturing people. He wanted the muslim student's opinions on 9-11 and they said some pretty interesting things. I say interesting because it's sort of not at all from my moral stand point. Something about how to get heard the radical muslims had to kill thousands of people because that happens every day in the middle east and no one cares.
Well, it's true that no one cares and rather unfortunate all the same. But I don't brandish a gun and shoot a whole bunch of people when I'm being ignored. I speak louder.
I can understand the plight of the people in the middle east. But they tell us to butt out and then they ask us to help them. I don't understand. You can't have it both ways, seriously. Either ask for help and take it how you get it or don't ask at all and deal with your problems.
That's just a fucked up agenda if you ask me.
Not that I'm pro-states. I'm not satisfied at all with the decisions our current president is making and I intend fully to vote for any democratic candidate just to prevent the bastard from getting back in. I know you green party people want Nader in (if he runs again), but please, for me and for the rest of the world, vote democrat for this election and try for green next time around. We just need Bush-tard out of there.
I'm ranting. I'm pissed off and confused. I wish 9-11 never happened, anywhere in the world. I wish that people could get along and co-exist in peace. I know, wishy-washy. But fuck it all! What's the point of living just to kill your neighbor? Gihad on all your asses. I'm sick of this shit. I am going to go make my own little happy-corner utopian society and I'm not going to kill anybody or start a war just to get out of a recession.
Anybody with me?
C a Girl
September 15 2003, 12:34 AM
Home Movies is on. I love this show. This is one of my favorite episodes. Brandon decides to shoot the movie backwards. It's brilliant.
I'm sure I had something to write about, but I'm at a loss just now.
C a Girl
September 15 2003, 11:48 PM
I remember what I wanted to say.
I saw Finding Nemo yesterday. It was great. Sort of an emotional roller-coaster, but all in all fantastically done. I'd like to see it again and maybe even one day own it, but I have about 80 movies on my "to own" list and not enough money to buy them all.
See you later home-slices!
C a Girl
September 24 2003, 10:23 PM
Haven't written in awhile. This diary is the first to fall into disrepair.
I had to cancel my rehearsal today because one of the girls was really sick. It sort of... it sucked. Really very much. But yesterday's rehearsal was so good that I'm not too worried. It's just that the show opens next week.
Bah. Well, I might get to host one night of the one acts. I'm kind of pumped about that. Though now I'm racking my brain for material. Need a gimmick. Something funny. I might come out as a bunny for the first act and then as some kind of goddess for the second act. Dunno. Will debate and work on it.
C a Girl
September 30 2003, 7:32 AM
Yeah. Sleeping problems are out of control. As soon as I get health insurance and or a good doctor I'm getting my ass back to the sleep center and I'm getting this shit under-control. Even if I have to go on meds. Even if I have to buy some stupid sleeping-breathing mask-thingy.
And then I'm going to do something with this life of mine.
Not that I'm about to wax philosophic or anything, but I'm feeling pretty good about where I'm at in my life. I just want to do more with it. I don't want to just exist. I want to actually impact.
And I don't want that impact to be me, hitting my head against the wall.
So yeah. Where does that leave us?
A simple to-do list...
1. Get my shit together
2. Pick a place
3. Go there with the together shit
4. Do stuff
5. Enjoy the stuff
6. Tell all my friends about the together shit and the stuff I'm enjoying
7. Laugh about how un-together I was just a few years prior and remember that change is inevitable and that I might just find myself all un-together again (and that that's okay).
And I'm spent.
C a Girl