So, suffer and languish it did, but it is not dead. I make promises in order to fulfill them.
Much time has passed and all of it has passed at my house in a little podunk Foothills town. It hardly seems possible that I haven't written since January, but it hardly seems like anytime has passed at all. I did a lot, and then I did nothing. On and off for pretty much the entire time I was home. Hopefully I will be able to write about some of my adventures posthumously. Until then I'm doing laundry in Jim's bedroom. And no, there's no innuendo. The washer and dryer are really in his bedroom.
C a Girl
June 9 2003, 1:50 AM
So I had a revelation today. I don't know if I can really do theatre in good conscience. It doesn't do anything good, it doesn't help people in need. So I think I might just finish off my degree and say screw it for awhile. I want to do something worthy and worthwhile and I don't feel like theatre is satisfying that goal. I may look for a job at Planned Parenthood or STOP Domestic Violence. I might even go back to school in a few years to become a counselor.
In the meantime, I need to let this idea mellow because it seems very abrupt and it might just be a horomonal thing.
C a Girl
June 19 2003, 10:49 AM
But apparantly I don't keep my promises in an timely manner.
All apologies Sanjaya, because I think you're the only one who reads this tripe.
But I'm going to make an honest effort to write more regularly. I have all these odd little snippets here and there that have no place in my head and I just have to get them out. Like the following:
I've been having thoughts of Graves and uber-mensch. Which sounds strange all in the same breath. I tried to e-mail the former, but the server wasn't recognized, so I think I might have lost him for awhile, until I can do some snooping around, unless he wanted to get lost. I dunno. Uber-mensch of course is my imaginary blue wolf from a couple of dreams. I'm not sure why I was thinking of her either.
Harry Potter is coming out at 12:01 on Saturday. Oh the anticipation.
I've been catching up with some P-burgh friends lately. Namely Timmy and Justin, but Jenna and I have hung out a few times and that's fantastic. I'm always pleased to realize that someone missed me and actually wants to talk to me again.
Living with boys is a challenge. Enough said.
With that mental purging I think it's time for breakfast and then bed. I was up almost all of last night laughing my ass off at this website called homestarrunner.com. It was wonderful just to be able to giggle myself silly.
Later,
C a Girl
June 23 2003, 2:44 AM
Getting up tomorrow is going to be a chore. Not because I didn't get any sleep though. I fell asleep around 9:30, but I woke up a little after one and I can't get back to sleep. I studied for a test tomorrow, but I needed a break, so I'm playing on the web for awhile.
I had a great weekend with my brother and sister who came up for a visit. Joey was supposed to come too but he couldn't because his grandmother was in from California. He was real upset and I was real disappointed. But Dave came in his place (he wasn't going to originally because, and this is wacky, he was going to study for his chemistry final). But we ended up playing video games and watching Ah! My Goddess the movie (which I love) and Bastard, which is probably the nastiest, funniest anime I've ever watched.
I do have my copy of Harry Potter 5, it's still wrapped in the bag the clerk gave me, double tied and sitting in my closet. I bought it Saturday morning around 12:30AM because I needed to have it, but I know damn well that if I start reading it now the schoolwork I have to get finished before then won't get done. I will get sucked into the book and there will be no escape. So I am waiting until after my presentation on Tuesday night. Sigh, fighting the urge to pick up the book and read is sapping my will-power for other things, like munching on junk food and playing Tony Hawk pro-skater for inordinate amounts of time.
Whatever,
C a Girl
June 26 2003, 2:51 AM
It's hot.
C a Girl
June 27 2003, 4:00 PM
Trying to print a paper when the computer lab is crowded with pre-frosh trying to register for classes is a real headache.
Potter Update: I am 500 pages in and I had to put it down because I had some more errands to run today. I figure I'm at a point in the story where I'm not completely sucked in, so I should stop there and do my thing and then I can take the rest of the weekend to finish it. I like it so far, but I feel that JK really rushed this one.
Also, I keep meaning to do this back entry but I always forget the paper I wrote it on. I was in class at the time, so I couldn't type it up just then. It's about how great riding my bike is. In any case, I'm getting claustrophobic and I need to bounce quick,
C a Girl
June 30 2003, 1:29 PM
This is the problem with the computer lab: it is so damn easy to get annoyed. Like right now, there are a bunch of people talking loudly and I'm getting mighty pissed up in my corner just trying to do my work. I'm about to yell over "SHUT THE FUCK UP." But that would be even ruder than they are being and I'm going to attempt to not be rude.
In any case I just did a whole shite-load of posting and formatting and my arm is about to fall asleep, so I'm going to bounce out. Again.
C a Girl