1/13/00
All my dreams and hopes are shattered.
All my wishes will never come true.
I am lost in a world in which I can find no way out.
I feel like I am slowly slipping,
Slipping away from reality.
I hope when I fall,
There will be someone there to catch me.
I have only one friend left,
but i am not sure he'll stay.
He'll probably leave me like all the others.
I have loved, I have lost.
The inside of me, my personality has died.
I am not who I once was.
My life is shattered.
How will I go on? How will my life end?
Will I die of heart break or of loneliness?
Will I live to see 20 or will my heart break worse before?
Is there anyone who can save me now?
Love is....
9/10/99
Love is a virtue.
Love isn't something to over-look.
Love is special.
Love is true.
Love is willing to wait.
Love treats you with respect.
Love is loving all, not just one part.
Love is loving the inside, not just the outside.
Love is a rose.
But most importantly,
Love is God.
Love is not only loving eyes.
Love is not cruelty.
Most importantly, love is not hate.
Love and Roses
8/30/99
Love is like a rose.
Like roses, love blooms too.
Also like roses, love is beautiful when it blooms.
But sadly, like a rose, love also dies.
But love can come to life again.
Love is the best feeling.
Most people don't care if they are liked,
But they want to be loved.
Everywhere there is a hopeful girl,
who hopes that maybe, just maybe,
she'll get a rose,
from the guy she loves.
Permit me
3/20/01
Permit me to tell you about chocolate.
Controlling substance that controls my life.
Dripping full of calories, which cling to my body and won't let go.
The taste leaves me to crave it, filling me with resentment, because
I have become its prisoner.
Yet, out of all the food, I love chocolate the most.
The ooey gooey yumminess of chocolate makes it so tempting
the divine flavor that puts you in heaven
I dont know how but it makes me high
the rich dark squishy treat is the best treat i have ever had
chocolate is the only thing that allows me to forget how lonely i am.
