Looking back into my past, I see many things that I would like to change but when I thing about changing the things that I have done, it makes me wonder where I would be if I had chose this one path. If I had I wouldn't have to worry about another path that I had chose along the way. If I had chose another path I wouldnt' be where I am at this very moment. Life is a long and weary path that goes along with age.
When I look back at my life, I see the mistakes I made and wonder why I made them. Was it because of the things that were going on in my life or did I think that it was just the right thing to do at that moment? I look at the people around me and wonder about the paths that they have chosen. Did they go down the path that they really wanted? Were they happy or just following the path that was given to them?
When I look at the one that I love I wonder if I have what this person wants. Do I make this person happy or is this person just saying that they do so that they won't be lonely? Was this person happy with their life before me and what did it contain that was so exciting down that path? What direction are they wanting to go in the future and will they be happy if they go down that path?
I have wanted to go down many paths and have chosen not to because afraid of where it might lead in the future. Other paths were just blocked so that I couldn't go down that path to see what was waiting for me if anything. Some paths were filled with laughter and excitement while others were filled with heartache and pain that was miserable but experience was gained from everything that I came across.
Once you have looked at what paths you have you taken you will probably ask. "Why did I take that path?" You will then have to look real hard to see why you chose that path and what did it contain that you wanted? Life is a never-ending path that changes all the time with enjoyment, passion, heartache, love, and so much pain that is learned throughout a path. There will always be a path not taken, a path that you wish you would have taken cause you know that there would a great amount of happiness to behold but didn't take it for another one.
When you look at the paths that you have taken just remember all the friends that you have met. For all the paths that you will follow along just look at all the friends you will meet. Happiness will be with the ones that will stay beside you and help you enjoy life along the same paths in life. Somewhere along a path, you will find the person that you have been looking for and will spend many moments with happiness, love and so much passion in your life. It will be the greatest path that you will ever take. How do I know this? It is because I have found the greatest love along one of the paths that I have taken. I am very grateful for what I have been given down one of my paths. May you find the paths that you are looking for and may they be all that you cherish from life. |
