The rain is falling from the sky while tears are falling from my face. I have felt that I have not belonged in life. I feel like I am just passing though this world to pass time until I go onto the next.
Heartache has made a home in my heart. it seems to rain there alot and seldom does the sun shine. I feel like I have been pushed in a corner all my life with no place to go. I have felt like an outsider while looking in to see what other people are doing. I watch all the happiness as it passes my by.
I sit here all alone wondering why I have felt this way all these years. All I can come up with is .. is that it was me. I have no one to blame but myself. I have never been pretty enough to be a model that men really like. I don't flaunt my body to get what I want. Yet I sit in the shadows while being all alone. |
