VPS Poetry!!!
This page is strictly for my friends from VPS.This is THEIR poetry.Not mine.Some were written for me.But,anyways.Enjoy!-Jen
"I,Inside"
The way I've felt for such a time
As if I don't belong
The feeling that I'm going to cry
Not caring if I live or die
Knowing something in my head is wrong
I live my life inside the dark
But forcing it below
Only I know what's inside
You do not see my thoughts I hide
No-one can see my feelings grow
Feeling trapped inside my life
As it passes me by
Sensing slowly my heart blacken
Not in control of what may happen
No-one hates me more than I
Mutilation self inflicted
That side could show again
Whether it be burns or slashes
Fading scars,unsightly gashes
More than forty marks of pain
Unsure of when that day will come
But knowing it will be
The hour I collapse upon the floor
The moment I exist no more
The instant I let myself kill me
By: DarkChild666(a friend from VPS)
"Leaving Love Behind"
For so long I searched for my courage to love.
Then God sent you to me, an Angel from above.
I found my courage; I found you.
We did nearly everything we could do,
Still so much to be done,
But gone, now, is the sun.
I laid a decision at your feet,
Listening to my hear beat
In my ears,
Thoughts running wildly, filled with my fears.
Now, my thoughts slow,
It is almost time to go.
You hold me close, I speak something,
Knowing what it may bring.
Then you say the words that shatter my heart,
"I'm sorry, but it has to end."
There goes my weekly trend,
My pastime, my habit.
One last hug; one last kiss,
Just two of many things I'll miss.
An exchange of items that had, seemingly, been gone years,
yes quickly filling with silent tears...
Time passes,a farewell party soon to come...
Now the party has begun,
"C'mon,lets have some fun!"
I struggle to find the courage to say
How much I need you in that special way...
Now the tears fill my eyes,
As I give final hugs and say goodbyes,
No one else cries
Here I sit,alone and blue
Thinking of what was me and you
What did I do?
What did I say?
What made you do what you did that day?
Now I leave you with one last thought:
What was it to you that I brought?
Smiles or pain?
Sunshine or rain?
Now I leave this world,breaking a promise made to another and you
There is nothing to stop me you can do
By:Chantele 7.23.01
"Sometimes"
Sometimes,I cannont find the words to say
How I feel in my own special way.
Sometimes I know I hurt you,
With all the things I say and do.
Then I'm hurting through and through.
Sometimes when we're far apart,
I feel as if there's a blade through my heart.
Sometimes when I'm all alone here,
I can feel your presence near,
Keeping me company and telling me,"No fear."
Sometimes,throughout the day,I can feel you there,
Breathing the living air
And giving me hope anew.
Sometimes I wasnt sure if you knew,
And so I said "I love you."
Then came your reply,"Sometimes,I love you too."
By:Chantele' 5.27.01
"What Does He See?"
Maybe I'm crazy,
Or it's just me,
But does he see
Something no one else thinks I can be?
In his eyes
I see a light.
He doesn't tell all the lies
Other guys might.
His love is real
And so is he.
He thinks i'm hot,
When I do not.
When I am down,
He treats me like a princess with a crown.
He thinks I'm pretty,
He thinks I'm nice,
No cold as ice.
Maybe it's not me,
And I'm not crazy,
He does see
Something I didn't think I could be:
Beautiful.
By:Chantele' 5.25.01
"Sometimes When"
Sometimes when I sit alone,
In the dark,
I wonder how I fell in love with you.
Was it fate that brought us through?
I think of how I'd feel without your love,
Sent to me from the heavens above.
In this room,
I wish you were near,
Sitting with me here.
Holding me in your arms
So I feel safe.
Sometimes when I sit here all alone
In our special place,
I can almost feel your touch,
But when I turn around,
Nothing's there,
And I hope with you,I never feel this way.
By:Chantele' 5.28.01
"Untitled"
In the shadows of your hidden past,
I was waiting first
and I'll be waiting last.
The thirteenth at your table,
the banquo at your feast.
The memory of your nightmare,
the one you talk of least.
I am the one you left behind,
for whom you search but never find.
I am the walker,
the stalker,
THE RAGGITY MAN
catch me if you can.....
By:TRM from VPS
"Loneliness"
I sit here on the other side of the ocean
Wondering where "She" is and when she is coming
I close my eyes and there "She" is
Stroking my hair and caressing my face
I sleep at night and dream about her
We're sat on a cloud looking down
I look into her eyes and give her a rose
You kiss my lips and stroke my hair
Then I wake up and it wasnt real
By:Joni B. (my boyfriend.he wrote this for me)
"Untitled"
There is one sky
But atleast a million crosses
If you wont die
you need to cut your losses
fly through pain and very cold damn weather
out there waiting
they'd like to get together
By: Boy Howdy (he's from VPS)
"Ode to Me"
There once was a girl named Jen
her parents were worried
her breath smelt of curried
it turned out she was one of the undead
By. Tetsuo
(was wrote for me one night during a
poetry session on VPS.cute no?)
"Not for me(Land of the Free)"
Why should I have to hide,my feelings from the world
'cause I wont follow the "proper" way,live my life like others say
when there's a part of me inside,something I shouldn't have to hide
What is the cause of my pain? Stoners persecuted for others gain
how can you condone this inquisition,put otherwise normal people in
this position
Over a plant that grows on this earth,when violence brews wherever you
go.. all i wish is peace,a rebith,to make people see that we're not
evil. Why do you hate us? we never hurt you
why do you fear us? we didn't hate you. not until you gave us reason
to. Weed isn't for kids,on this we agree,who are you to say it's not
for me? you close your eyes to block my pain on the inside,aren't
we all the same? So unfeeling,your denial He's a pothead,put him on
trial Try to take my life and lock me away WHO the Hell are you to
say ,that you are right and I am wrong? when "legal" drugs kill every
day. people are murdered,children molested Where was the law when
they needed protected? I know they can't be everywhere maybe if they
weren't hassling me,then they could be where they need to be,and then
we all could be...in the land of the free...
march 24,2001 Chad Bunce (a friend from ACN.i know it isnt a poem but it's a really cool song and i like it a lot)so..
Any email send it to [email protected]
Peace y'all, I'm out!