Welcome.
Here is my poetry.Some arent mine though.
I have given them full credit,and their names
with their poems.So I've not claimed anything
that isnt mine.Oh and dont worry bout the demon,
he's just here to protect my poetry.Hehe
Damnation"
the tears of despair forever staining my cheeks
the lies of loved ones forever cursing into my heart
sorrow given wings of darkness only to be cursed by light
like an angel sent from heaven only to be damned by the devil
wounds of never ending pain pound in my blood
the love of another is only to be shunned away by the lovee
thoughts of desire and passion lost
the touch of love
turned into deaths passionate hand
you turn into the queen of the damned
forever feared by all,as it always was
for the damned to knock at your awaiting door
children of the night await your warm kiss
thoughts of the insane
turn into wonderful plans
darkness to gain another friend
sorrow and hatred turned into a game
never good enough to play
use puppets for its own joy
you die again
the very last of death but the very beginning of damnation
as you walk away to the future that doesnt want you
despised by all
loved by one
the one to end your suffering
an angel of his own desire and love
takes the queen of the damneds hand
brought to the light
love a gift too late....
By:Jen B.
"Deaths Passionate Arms"
deaths passionate arms open to me
welcoming,inviting,tempting
the embrace all the more sweeter
the love of a thousand souls given
the thrust of desire thrilling
screaming with every blow
tears of the bluest crystal fall
the taste of love burning the tongue
his arms tighten their grip
holding his only prize
forever deaths love
By: (me) Jen B.
"My Angel"
My angel is beautiful
Smart and sophisticated
Bashful and funny
She's not mean but still strict
My angel is tender
Loving and caring
Young and active
Never afraid to speak up
My Angel loves herself
Loves to do what makes her happy
Loves her only love
But still loves me
My angel is my mom
A respectable woman
With a heart of gold
And her mind set straight
My angel loves me
As her daughter
And as her friend
I love my angel
Just like she loves me
By: Jen B. (i wrote this for my mother)
"You"
I drown in you
Gasping for breath
Deaths sweet embrace
Is what you give
You are death
Love is what you drown me in
You give me black wings to fly
I save myself from you
Only to embrace you once again
Your boney grip on me
I bend to your touch
You are death my sweet
I belong to you
Only you
By: Jen (yes me again...i have lots of poems)
"Fold"
Fold your wings
No longer allowed to fly
Love is binding
Pinning you to the ground
Do not struggle
Enjoy what you have
Give the kiss to him
Dont hide
Dont lie
It only hurts you
by:me
"Immortal Love"
I'm dieing
You enter the room
All exit but you
Your touch warms me
Your kisses so loving
I melt in your arms
I feel the sharp pain
Of your deepest kiss
I gasp fo air
You give blood instead
It floods my mouth
So sweet and warm
I died but born again
Your immortal lover
Forever yours
A vampire
By:Jen
"Forbidden Love"
Wrap your arms around me
Your warm kiss
The coldness of your skin
Cooling mine
Your lips like two frozen pink ice
Eyes like two pale saphires
Your embrace touching me
Just your touch alone holds me
Let me be with you
In your palace of darkness
Let me be with you forever
Deaths daughter
Deaths advisary
Two condemned fiends
Can we be
Will you make it so?
I want you
My vampire
My love
My lover
MY damned
Forever yours
Yours alone.
By: Jen
"Sin"
Death I am
Death I have become
A love for death
I have acquired
Breathless days
Sleepless nights
Of waiting in anticipation
The embrace so sweet
The touch so cold and arousing
Yet burns my skin
My beating heart beats faster
My body throbbing
For yours
Flames of desire fed
Thurst for passion quenched
Longing for you,given
For if this is sin
I'd rather have it every night
This is my Sin
By: Jen
"My Love"
If I could
I'd die for you
For your touch
For your kiss
For your love
You bring me
happiness
And brighten my day
I'd die for you
For deaths selfish reasons
Just to save you
I love you this much
My love.
By:Jen
"I Lay"
I lay broken on the floor
The remanents of a person long gone
A shard of something long forgotten
My heart a crystal so rare
It's crushed by my demise
You had to do it
Forced me to see me
You had to hit me didnt you?
With your hurtful words
I'm broken now
My dreams gone
My love lost
My heart broken
I lay broken on the floor
Your shadow my darkness
Your eyes my hell
Your kiss my poison
I lay broken on the floor
I can't remember who I am
I dont know myself
I'm lost in the darkness
Lost in myself
In my sadness
I lay broken on the floor
The remanents of a person long gone
A shard of something long forgotten
I lay broken.
By: Jen
"You Came"
You came into my life
I didnt know someone like you
You brought light and goodness
I died for you
And killed for you
But yet you didn't care
You destroyed me
Took my heart
Killed me again
But yet you didn't care
I lay empty
Dead
Lifeless
You came into my life
And took it after you gave
You've left me for dead
Never again
No more
I am dead
After you came into my life
By: Jen B.
"The Dream"
I saw you cry for the first time in years
And you weakened my heart
I fell in love with you again
Forgetting everything that went wrong
Forgetting the pain and hatred
I saw you smile a sincere smile
It made me weep tears of joy
I forgot the sadness
I forgot the lies
I saw you be a father for once
And it made me happy
I felt years of weight lifted off my shoulders
Forgetting everything bad
Forgetting how you were
I saw you in a new light
But alas...
Twas only a dream......
By: Jen B.
"Because of You"
Because of you,I can no longer dream
My thoughts are gone
My heart is empty
Because of you,I no longer can love
My love has been banshed
My hope is destroyed
Because of you,I can no longer be me
I dont know myself
I no longer believe in myself
I'm not sure who I am
Because of you,I've died
Empty and dry
Pushed to the last step
Dead on the ground
Because of you,I am no longer here
You had to have your way
You had to have the last laugh
Because of you,love,life,thoughts,pain no longer exist
Because of you...................
By:Jen B.
"Only You"
Only you make me feel this way
I've gotten lost in you
My only love
The way you tell me you love me
Sends my heart flying
I just want to be in your arms
With only you
To kiss you
To stroke your hair and caress your face
To look into your eyes and melt
I want to be with you
Only you
But this ocean stops me
Makes my wishes harder
But my love still gets to you
I love you with all of my heart
One day soon we shall be together
One day I will be with
Only you.
By:Jen(wrote this for my exbf..)
"Advantage"
In your arms I lay
Or so I'd like to be
To feel your lips upon mine
To feel your touch
You are like a dream to me
To good to be true
I do everything for you
Change myself
Change my ways
You blew me away with your words
But yet you've hurt me with those same words
I let you take advantage of me
And you liked it
Just like I did to you
And it thrilled me
The way I made you sound
The thing you did for me
I gave you pleasure
Simply by touching myself
You gave me the same
I still find you delicious
But it has ended
The silence has come
I let you take advantage of me
And you say nothing
Was that all you wanted?
End the silence
All this because I let you take advantage of me
By: Jen B.
"The Hour"
in this heart my love hath faded
in this soul my spirit hath died
in this body my self doth hide
in this mind plots doth be planned
in these eyes hide death
in these hands hold a knife
in my mind i have killed you
in my body screams a girl
in my head words are formed
in my mind i plan
i plot
in this hour i begin
the longest of sorrow
the slowest of lies
the end of it all
in this hour i allowed it
you to see
the way i screamed
the way i felt
the way i killed me
the way i ended it all
the way i brought darkness to your life
the day i let my mind allow me to kill me
By: Jen
"Angel"
You are an angel to me
With your graceful movements
Your sweet smile
Gentle touch
Warm and inviting kisses
You are my angel of love
Of life
Of desire
You've given me love
Opened my eyes
I can love again
My angel
You have given me a great gift
You are my angel
My one and only angel
By:Jen
"The End?"
tonight i cried
when talking to you
my soul is wounded
my heart broken
the tears have fallen
and the truth has been told
and it is you who do not trust
not me,but you
and i couldnt think of the words to say
i dont think i can
do i mean nothing to you?
am i nothing?
i've cried for you
and loved you
dont end it now
By:Jen
"The Loners"
We are Loners
The two of us
We find no satisfaction
In what we do
Seeking to improve what we've done
In silence we walk
In darkness we hide
We hurt
And we hate
We lie
And we love
It's just us
The Loners
Feelings of anguish and pain
Scars from the words and abuse of others
Continue to throb
We find no comfort from others
Only within each other
Both talented
It's just us
The Loners
We two,babe,can overcome this
The wall that is in our paths
We two can break it
Rebells without a cause
For it is just us
For we are The Loners
By:Jen
"Crush"
I watch from afar
In silence I walk
In darkness I hide
In you I find love
Though you don't know
I watch you
Breathe in your scent
Drown in your eyes
You are beautiful my dear
I've never felt like this before
So hung up over a guy
But you,my dear,are different
I adore the site of you
And long for just a glimpse
You make me happy
Just by your appearance
But I lack the courage
To tell you my feelings
To let you know
Why can't I tell you?
One day maybe I will
Till then,do not deny me your grace
My crush
My skater angel
Till then
My Crush
By:Jen
"Fallen Angel"
Is this pain
All I have to live with?
Do my feelings mean anything?
These are my tears
Tears from a Fallen angel
My wings are bound and bleeding
Cut and chained
I'd fly if I could
My life means nothing
I'm tired of it all
Of you
Of him
Of you all
I sit in silence
Hide in darkness
Crying the tears
Only a Fallen Angel can
These blood tears,stain my face
Your sins cut my hands
Your lies break my heart
And you don't see
And you never will
I've found happiness
But I won't touch it
Talk to it
Approach it
This skater angel
Could he even love me?
A Fallen Angel?
Let me go
Let me fly
Let this Fallen Angel free
By:Jen
"It Was I"
In my saddest hour
I released to you my anger
Brought it down on you
The sweetest thing I have
It was I who did this
Crushed your love
Banished the sweetness
Killed anything and everything we had
Too often than necessary
Hurting you more than I know
For this is what I get
When I told you anything
For it was I who did the deed
It was I who lit the fire
And it was I ended
I have no regrets,just wishes
For it was I who found a way
And it was YOU that I found my way to
For you and I are one..We always will be
By:Jen
"Game"
I love
And I cry
For you
I'd die
I wish
And I pray
That things
Will change
I stayed
And I came
For you
I blame
My feelings
And depreviation
Sorrow and pain
All in the game
I wish you would say
Why it is that you play
This stupid little game
Dont toy with me
Not today
Let me out
Of your little game
I'd rather be free
If you dont want me
Let me be
I cant be tame
So let me out of the game
By:Jen
"The Shards"
The shards of a Broken Crown
From a king long gone
His dynasty dead
Forever a memory
A stain in history
A demon king
Laughing with every jest of his own game
Taunting the minds of man
Another page in your book
The illusions of your heart
Forever torturing your sanity
Tugging and ripping
Wasting away the last of common sense
The darkness your sancutary
Hide yourself
The Demon King
The shards of your broken crown
Buried in the dirt
Just like your god awful bones
Goodnight sweet prince
May the wings of your many devils
Flight you to your rest
By:Jen
"I Watched"
I watched you talk
Listened to your song
So sad and full of love
A song of your feelings
Of your heart
I watched the tears
Stream down your face
Hitting the keys on wich your fingers play
So enthralled in your song
So sweet and soft
I watched your eyes
When they looked at me
Such a gorgeous green
I saw the way they searched mine
For an answer to your questions
I watched your hands
Caress my cheek
Touching the warmness they possessed
So soft your touch is
Full of lust and love
I watched your lips touch mine
In a way so loving
Such a sweet taste
The silkiness of your lips
I watched you move away
To continue your song
Your sonata of sadness and love
I felt myself cry
Feeling it all
Knowing this sadness and love
I continue to play the other half
Of your song
By:Jen B.(I wrote this about,and for,my dearest friend Dominic.luv you,always.)
"Storm"
Silence
How sweet it can be
I've fallen into silence
Washing over me
In waves of black sorrow
Pounding against my heart
Against my will to love
Tidal waves of anger and fury
Testing my patience
Pressing the wall I've established
To protect myself
With every pound,I cry
For this to end
For this sea to calm
With every crack of lightening
My heart aches
Clenching my teeth
Holding back the tears
Fighting this storm
Your words opening my eyes
My heart and will
Your love for me calming the storm
Settling this furious sea
All that remains is the silence
Sweet blissful silence
The afterstorm
By:Jen B
"Thief"
You deal and you play
This game we call love
You chance and you lie
This game of desire
You take and you give
That which I do not see
You are a love thief
Stealing my heart
My love
Be ashamed
You thieve on this innocent girl
To feed your need
Never telling what you really want
A thief in the night
Is what you've become
You dont' take advantage
You never would
I allow this
Your thieving ways
Unable to stop it
For my falling for you
So take what you need
Til the day you can face me
My love and my desire
You are a love thief
By:Jen B.
"Today"
I learned today
Love wasnt a necessity
That belonging to someone
Didn't always mean like lovers
It was today
I saw what you meant
From every conversation
That love lies within oneself
And friendships
It was today
When everything made sense
That I was blinded by needs
That weren't even there
That you would always be there
It was today
That I truely let go
Of the dream I made up
Of what we could be
Of what we should be
It was today
I found my faith
I found you
For waht you were
My friend always
It was today
That I could truely breathe
That the tears stopped
My eyes and heart opened
This happened all in one day
Today
By:Jen B.(written for Dominic,again.luv ya!)
"Maze"
Cold silence
Shivering my skin
Freezing my breath
So cold it is
Wrapping a cloak around myself
Running through this black maze
Thorns of hate
Scratching my skin
Turning and turning
The coldness like daggers
Breaking my will
Tears falling from my eyes
Unable to scream
This nightmare unstopable
I ache for someone
To stop this nightmare
For God to end this
I hit something
Looking up to it
My savior
My love
Wrapping your arms around me
Removing me from this maze
Only to have you say
"You needn't look for me,I'm always here."
Kissing me softly
The end to my nightmare
Never again shall this happen
As long as I have you
By:Jen B.
"Louis"
I stare into your eyes
A creature of such perfection
With your slim and sleek body
The speed at whcih you move
Continues to leave me in awe
Everytime I call your name
You always turn your head to me
Answering me with words so powerful
I love the way you look
The way you always come to me
Even your silliness
So loving you are
The man every girl would want
Too bad you are just Louis
My sweet ginger male cat
My Louis
By:Jen B.
"Devil"
This winged creature
So unknown by one
Unable to be free
Of the pain and guilt
That stain her gilded wings
Tears of blue crystal fall
Sorrow wrapping its wings around me
As black as the night
As cold as the ice
Which holds my heart and soul
Confessing its sins to me
Asking me for my own
Love my only sin
As deep as the wounds
Cut into my pure skin
Thrash my spirit to shreds
Reaching out to you
Seeking that which you cannot give
Driving one so insane
From the torture of never having true love
Desiring the things you hate
The things you love
This winged creature is me
So hated by one
But loved by the same one
I'm a winged creature
My own Devil
Never forget
This devil may cry
By:Jen B.
"Night"
In the night
The sky is dark
Blessed with brilliant glowing orbs
The water taks on this gorgeous black
Singing a song of enticement
Lost in the echo of the soft sound
Luring you towards it
Concealed within
Is the love of many
The night sharing this song
The water dancing with ripples
Kissing the sky
The sweet silent night
Like so many
Yet one its own
I live in this night
The sweet silent night
Forget me
In the night
By:Jen B.
"Inside"
Inside I feel so alone
Locked inside myself
This depression crushing me
Hides the real me
Inside can't control myself
The anger I feel
I take out on those I know
Hatred compressing me
Inside I cry
Feeling so alone and cold
Beside myself,yet locked within myself
Peel my skin back
See who I am
Inside lives the true me
Wrapped up in the lies
The decietfulness
Inside I shiver
Uncontrollably from the coldness
Of your words
Inside I'm dying
From the loneliness I feel
From the hate I have
Inside I feel just like this
All inside
By:Jen
"In Hell I Fall"
Darkness shatters
At my touch
It never really matters
Dancing in the darkness
As Death caresses my cheek
Admiring the liveliness
From one so condemned
Nothing could forseek
The hatred I find in you
In hell we take
The discontently and untrue
A silhouette of a liar
Just a girl dancing with Death
For she is the only vampire
The only one left
By:Jen
"Super Spunky"
There once was a yellow and gold monkey
Who liked to be called Super Spunky
He was very unique
And possessed little sharp teeth
And did lots of things that are funky
By:Jen (i wrote this for my friend Tez ;))
