Well today is Aug. 3, 2002.. and at 4:30am I redecated my life to God.. and I know that He is going to kept me and protect me.. I also know that I can't do anythig w/o His help and guidence and I was stupid for trying too.. Ya Know.. But I THANK God that He is a gracious, forgiving, mericful, caring, Loving God.. He is just Awesome.. I have such an Awesome "high" today and I know that there isn't any drugs on this earth that can compare to this.. !!!!! I thank God for the people that always kept me in there prayers and never gave up on me.. They are an awesome blessing to me.. I Thank God that, there was one at the lock in that care enough about me to check on me, even tho she didn't know me.. She told me herself that I don't even know you but I was worried about you.. That is difiently Gods love. and God sent her my way.. When I thought no one really cared.. God always did.. I just get SOOOOO happy and cheerful when I think about this morning/ last night at the lock in.. Just to think the devil kept tellin me to go home.. and stuff... and I just PRAISE God that I didn't listen to the devil and I was obedient to God last night.. Im not sayin the devil didn't fight me the whole time.. with thoughts of you can't do it you know you can't why even try.. etc.. BUT... I can do ALL things (not some not a select few ALL things through Christ who gives me strength!!! Isn't that Awesome!! No Matter what you face in this life.. No matter what you go through.. no matter nothing.. You can do everything in Christ.. He loves you that much to see you through it all... God is just SOOO Awesome! There is just so much I wanna say right now.. It is just I don't know the words.. Guess what I am trying to say if you don't know God and if you aren't where you should be go back to Him, He is there waiting w/ open arms for you.. He knows what going on in your life and he knows what you have done.. but the greatest thing is He just wants to forgive you of it and and wipe everything clean in your life.. It is like a dry erase board.. you write on it w/ the dry erase markers and you can wipe it clean.. that is how it is w/ God.. he writed everyone on a dry erase board and once you ask for forgiveness it is wiped clean!!! Praise God on the highest that I am saved and on my way to Heaven once again.. Please keep me in your prayers that I will contuine on the right path... Praise God!!!! |