~Frozen~
I'm so aware
of everything you do
laughing
smiling
hoping
wishing
I spend my time
just watching you
your eyes
your hair
your lips
broad shoulders
I want to touch you..
A scene of my fingers across your back plays in my mind over and over,until i know each detail of you by heart.
And then.....
Like a river, frozen over
I feel ice eating at my very being
I feel your hate
It consumes me..
hurt
angered
alone
afraid
A locked door
mysterious
unforgiving
and I wait..
Until you open yourself up again..
so I can love you some more
And not feel the chill
that has become your defense
Waiting
Wishing
Loving
Forever.