Today I die.
Broken Heart.
Silly, trivialities
puppy love.
I should have known
I should have known
This was never meant to be
Why was it so easy to let me go?
Why did you have to say you told me so?
Why did you pretend to care?
You know I love you..
It isn't fair..
I hate you
I hate what I've become
Lost in a world I never belonged in
The silence is unbearable
I've entered a voluntary autism
I see only the memory of what we once were
maybe it was fake then, too
but not in my mind
It was wonderful then
We were so happy
But it's been unravelling for a long time
So why the fuck now??
WHY THE FUCK NOW?
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME NOW??
Why when I'm most vulnerable
Embraced by the silhouette of pointed fingers
When I am already the odd man out
Why do you have to play Follow the Leader?
Why do you have to SHOW THEM that you don't care?
Can't it just be our little secret?
I am going to fly away from here....
I don't know where
I don't know when
I'll reunite with who I could have been
