This one came at me out of no where, it truely speaks of inspiration. I loves my evil little friend! He SO rocks! Two thumbs up Kayos! *Raow*
My laughter abounds whenever your near
telling me stories I dont want to hear
dont get me wrong, although I'm not "right"
You really will teach me to crow and to fight
Most times when I leave you I stumble with glee
and think to myself "Is he smarter than me?"
You tempt me to best you, always you do
The thrill of the plot is so easy for you
I choose my friends wisely, picking with care
Each time that you visit, I'm glad that your there
Inspiring through laughter, that's what you do
And you manage to raise me most times that I'm blue
I'm truely sorry, about your monkey, dear
how aweful it must have been that year
And still I laugh right through my pain
I would buy you a new one...if I were sane
I hope I make you grin right back
what? No those arent MY thumbtacks....
As you have cursed my world with Trevor
and now the song will leave me never!
Even now I laugh and write
you've given me too much insight
Though of all the things I'd like to say
I'll settle with "You make my day."
Oh wait! There's just a little more
silently, I shut the door
my eyes dance with pure delight
in thinking your not ALWAYS right
We both know I'd win that pairing
even now, I hear you swearing
for real, you really know I could
some people truely ARE that good.
I laugh again, how could I not?
your characters are truely hot.
You know me all too well, it seems
that you would dance upon my dreams
STILL I'm laughing, more so now
As I watch the vanished cow
Now I can blame it all on you!
the final straw that came unglued.
Wow. I'm truely amazed and in awe of you people! I wanted to write another poem, but I've been flooding every page I have lately with poetry and umm...well, whatever you want to call it. The things I write! Yes...and well...I just loves you guys so much!!
A special thank you to the few that drag me out and make me play, especially when I'm in doubt of myself...Kayos, Ashura (you'll still always be "Ri", sorry..), Anowien, Setsuna, and Nuria...for you guys- Know that I would give the shirt...no...you guys would like that too much. OK! I would...replace the stars in the skies with your names, endearing them in the hearts of all others, for all time...if only I could. (And thats not ALL! For the low, low price of 29.99...oh, sorry. Side trip again...)
And if you are not one of those guys...Don't even for a second, think you have been forgotten! I wouldn't do that...but then...you should already know that if you know me at all.
For every moment I spend talking, either IC or OOC with each of you, I learn a little more about you, and a tremendous amount about myself, and who, someday, I would like to be. I've never heard so many good things, and the fact that they are directed at me boggles my mind... I stand in awe of you guys. You're amazing! For every compliment you've given to me, please take three back, because as I've said...I'm only as good as the person or people that I play with, and many times I pale in comparison. Don't ever doubt yourself. Because you have left no room in me to doubt you. Within each of your strengths, I dance.
Thank you. For everything.
when hes famous, when he's free
he said that he was keeping me
that I could stalk him all I need
Gee golly gosh, a friend indeed
he always finds the words to say
that brighten even darkest days
he wont let me take, this I know
so this girl of his has got to go
Thats not right. It isnt true...
The loss of her would make him blue
and that would never work, you see
it would mess with his creativity
When we meet at last, we're getting drunk
but I'M not riding in the trunk!
he said that he would hold my hair
so I don't get no puke in there
right now I'm worried, cuz he's been sad
it leaves me feeling really bad
just once I'd like to make his day
with something that i write or say
I loves ya Deej, I really do
I wish I could do more for you
I wish I knew the words to say
to lighten up YOUR darkest days
to give you back what you give me
would make me rather proud, you see
I know I'm frustrating, and often test
somehow you cope much better, I guess..
You cope so well, I barely saw
the part of me so often flawed
your always drawing out my mind
you find the words that I can't find
so often do your words ring true
I find I am in awe of you.
you take the time to truely care
I love it when I see you there.
when you fly, I hope you soar
still wishing I could give you more
I want so bad that you could see
the joy you spark inside of me
Alas, I know, this poem should end...
But I'm so proud that you're my friend
so, perhaps, just "one" verse more
For my friend, that I adore.
This poem's been hard, it took so long
I didn't want to write it wrong
I waited for a SOBER day
to find the "bestest" words to say
When your down, I'm always there...
Just so that you know. I care.
When you bounce back, you'll surely see
your smiling friends, and NOT just ME
Your words touch all, when you chose to speak
you break the hardest hearts, and make the mute speak
you inspire the muse and dance with the gods
and here you befriend me...what are the odds...?
Thanks for your patience, honesty, and play
so often do you make my day
thanks for the joy your friendship brings
Thanks for fukkin EVERYTHING.
*winks*
Fine. My mom said if I didn't at least put something in here about her she would come over to my house and beat me...well ...that would be one way of getting her over here...Nah. She didn't really say that, and she may have thrown things at me once, but I REALLY pissed her off, she would never beat me!! She's the first and most important inspiration for everything I am today. She called me her hero. Wow, that one was the best compliments I've EVER had. Sorry, guys, she's got you topped there.
Thank you, Mom
(Below) Again, another outpouring of the things that I would tell most of you anyway. But it just sounds catchier in verse sometimes. I dunno. Maybe that's just me. I AM quite strange...in case you havent noticed....I have a new "plan" I'm working on today. Yeah...the one about the VW Microbus and selling grilled PB&J's..and elephant ears. Yep. So I better get back to work, so that someday this plan could become a reality. My reality is truely boring, and this plan could make me rich. I'll post the details on the randomness page. Seems like a good place for it, but I have to work out more of the details first. But anyway.......Loves you guys!! Uhn-unh...I loves YOU more!!
Mostly contagious, and always a tease
more often kind, she'll try to appease
she loves the guys that love her too
her favorite phrase, "I'm keeping you"
Dont play well with the girls and dont like to share
but huggles and gropes on the one's that are there
The girls that she does chose must really be grand
but so few they could fit in the palm of one's hand
She smiles and dances with all the kind words
they all make her feel like she's free as a bird
a tomboy at heart, never a dress
she challenges them to be at their best
Soft touch and kind words, laughter and plot
some of these guys make her give all she's got
they really put her skills to test
some type so fast her brain can't rest
And then, of course, that special few
making her doubt what, once, she knew
that this was her game, that she knew the rules
but thats what one gets, for playing a fool
they draw her out and make her dance
leaving plots that twist with chance
there's more doors than she ever dreamed
and more to do, than once, it seems
to play with the boys, it isnt so bad
they draw out the talent she dreampt she had
or, at least, thats what they say
to pull her out and make her play
a blink or smile, a wiggle or two
her silly nature grows on you
she really is insane, you see
but don't you tell-you heard from me
a big thank you, and lots of smiles
you've taken me through countless miles
each one of you has traits I see
buried deep inside of me
fun and playful, thoughtful, proud
most not afraid to speak out loud
curious, friendly, kind and nice
you've really put this girl on ice
She loves you guys, its really true
for giving her the best of you
nothing to give, she writes instead
all these verses from her head
She's sometimes hurt, and sometimes down
when "certain" people arent around
just make her smile, make her grin
you'll see that she'll come back again
Here's to the boys that make her day
not all the words she WISHED to say
you guys are really great, you see
Just dont tell her-you heard it from me.
(01-01-05)
She smiles at a brand new light
taken in with pure delight
Perhaps he knows his own bright glow
if not, I'll have to let him know
He makes me laugh, and dulls my pains
He gives me faith to try again
He weaves his joy, so I might see
reflections of his honesty
His talents-they are well worth noting
I've yet to see him rash or gloating
He really puts my skills to test
Of course, I only "keep" the best
Someday I'll teach, but most I learn
Though happy to see each new turn
Each new thing that I can see
inspiring what is good in me
Is he a muse? I think and grin
To know I'll have to play again
He IS a light that helps me grow
To think of him, the words just flow...
He makes my heart feel light and free
Im thinking he inspires me...
How could that be? Could this be true?
He picks me up when I feel blue...
Well, Frank you've truely made my day
In each and every single way
I hope each day brings me your grin
I give you all my thanks...again.
(01-04-05)
Sammy girl, here is your song
so patient, you have waited long
Let me show you -you-, but through my eyes
remembering I never lie.
See this smile? Because of you.
Lifting me when I'm so blue
I've watched you post, you learn so fast
I dance within the light you cast
A little sad, much on your mind
amazing you can stay so kind
I'd hold you close, so you could see
The way the world's "supposed" to be
The part that's dark. You little tease!
You drop them all right to their knees
The best is that you don't even see
the way that you appear to -me-
You take the time to think and read
My dear, I think you've really taken lead
So beautiful, you are, within my eyes
You've taken flight, your spirit flys
Your silliness...I can't compete
it makes my every day complete
so great to laugh, you must know
our laughter makes our friendship grow
So this is just a note to share
How much I love to have you there
I smile and laugh, I think of you
And all these words I've spoken true
So with this last verse, I do convey...
my warmth that you have strayed my way
My joy in naming you as friend
A hug that lasts, that has no end.
(01-07-05)
Listen, you said. I finally hear
and heed the call that brought me near
Take me--to the places in your mind
show me things I've yet to find
Just take care--remember too
the emotions I could bring to you
within the dance I weave a dream
but things aren't always what they seem
amaze my mind, I know you can
thrill me until I cannot stand
pick me back up, off of the ground
and let me know that I've been found
Bring to my eyes, sights unseen
tease me with my fondest dreams
paint for me, the imagry
and draw all that you can from me
Show your magic, make it true
give me all you can of you
Let me dance within your glow
tell me things I didn't know
Please, I beg, please say yes
And bring me back to former best
My mind could sing out, silent glee
as you sparkle with creativity
Add your depth and you will find
reflections in my restless mind
Dont wait long, this will not last
All these shadows have been cast...
Save me soon, please bring your light
to make all these vicious wrongs go right
Look for me...lost within my thoughts
begging now...to please be caught.
Make me dance, and make me sing
take my shattered faith to wing
The words you use to grace my day
appease me in the greatest ways
You've made me want this, cant you hear
the brilliant call that brought me here
Of course you can...you set it free
when you stumbled...finding...me
Pick me up and make me soar
show me things that -you- adore
Just save me from another fall
And I'll repay by giving all
And so at last this poem does end
I think, perhaps, you've found a friend
Just take her home, and keep her well
And show her all that you could tell...