| I�m ba~ck! Had a nice vacation and came up with quite a few ideas too. Here�s the first of them. Over thirty polite requests, twenty-three impolite ones and seven death threats later, the sequel to �My Dearest Duo� is done!! I blame the title on too many ice cream sundaes; can you guess what one of my favorite flavors is? Longer then before, but it�s Duo�s turn so what did you expect? Not as sappy but still from the heart. Especially the vengeance bit, drawn from personal experience. No one dares to cross me and take what�s mine unless they looking to see the next world�... Forgive the shortness of my intro but I have fics to type and turkey to munch. Enjoy. Title: My Heavenly Heero (sequel to My Dearest Duo) Author: Lady DarkAngel [email protected] Archive: Lady DarkAngel's Gundam Wing Fanfiction Library http://ladydarkangel_1.homestead.com/Main.html, Darkflame�s (if she�ll take it�.) and anywhere else is fine, just ask me first Category: Sap, minor angst, Humor Pairing(s): 1x2 Disclaimers: Gundam Wing or Shinkidousenki Gundam Wing is copyrighted and trademarked by Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency and associated parties with all rights and privileges. The characters were used without permission for the purposes of entertainment only. This is not meant for sale of profit. Any characters not created by those listed above are mine and hereby considered the sole property and copyright of the author. Anyway, I�m just a poor college student. So can I play with them? I promise I won�t break them�..much. Rating: PG Warnings: Nothing really serious, just the usual random sap and stupidity you�d expect Feedback: Kami-sama, YES!!! [email protected]; any and all comments are welcome like the sweet ego-sustainers they are. My Heavenly Heero, AI SHITERU, KOI!!!!!!!!! Oh, if you were here right now, I�d glomp you till there wasn�t any breathe left in that dead-sexy body of yours!! Not to mention nibble on you ears, kiss your delectable lips, run my hands all over you and�� Down, boy. Here I am, working myself up into a state and you�re not here to fix it! Hidoi ne, Heero! Kami-sama, I miss you so. I know you�re coming back soon but still��. The silence is getting to me. I never like the quiet as you can tell. Too much silence is time to think and thinking leads to the past. It�s only recently that looking back has been something I would willing do. Something that wouldn�t hurt me. Now I have you to think about�� As for my revenge, well��. Whoa, stop right there!! I know what you�re thinking! Absolute zero body count incurred and no casualties reported! I did *NOT* blow up HQ! What kind of maniac do you think I am anyway?! I only took out Une�s car! And TP�d everyone�s apartment/houses. And short-circuited the Preventers� intranet. And wiped out a bar or two�.. And�.. Ok, so I tried to torch the place! Sue me, I was pissed! Still am!! Wu-man found most of the explosives in time. Hehe, but not all. Gave the firemen some work to do but nothing serious. I think the only reason I still have a job and my butt�s not in lock-up is that everyone understands and I did wait until the place was clear. I don�t want to hurt anyone; it was just some stress relief. Une just kinda glared at me and said I was to wait at home until you returned. Just docked me a week�s pay and made me promise no more destruction. I have the distinct feeling this kind of problem will NOT be happening again. I guess we get to be the exception to the Spouse�s Rule. Always thought it was a dumb idea�� She wasn�t too pissed or anything, and neither were the guys. Then again, they hadn�t seen their cars and houses yet. Or what was left of them�� I make no apologies. I�m not sorry in the slightest. They took you from me, damnit! And they expected me to just sit there little like a meek little kid and take this injustice! Somebody�s gonna pay! NOBODY takes what is Shinigami�s without facing his mighty wrath! And *NO ONE* **DARES** to take my koi away from me unless they are completely and totally suicidal and/or stupid!!!!! Ok, that little bit of insanity�s passed��. Gomen nasai, koi, for all the trouble I�ve caused. I hope you�re not too mad. I just missed you, that�s all. A whole hell of a lot. Oh love, I can�t wait until I can cuddle up into your arms again. It�s where I belong. Where I�ve always been destined to be. I think I always knew that. That�s why I didn�t shoot to kill that day on the docks. Even if you provoked me more then enough, something told me and I knew. My very own Perfect Soldier. Didn�t know it at the time; hell, didn�t know it for how many years? All that time we spent together, sharing dorms and missions and both of us were hiding from each other�� We really are bakas, aren�t we? Oh my Heero. The hero. I�ve always thought it was the strangest thing. Your name so accurately reflects your soul. When I first heard Sally Po yell it out, I thought maybe this was another one of the universe�s private jokes on me. A hero named Heero. A sick one, since I�d been dreaming about a hero to come and save me from the hell that my life had become. Fractured fairytales come to life. Oh yeah, someone up there was definitely playing with my mind. Not to mention my heart. Then I found out your whole name and the joke just got deeper. I did speak Japanese before I met you, I�ll have you know. �The first and only�, ne? I�ll say. You were my first and only the second I saw you. I fell so hard so damn fast. Those cobalt eyes fascinated me like you wouldn�t believe. You were so different then anything I�d ever known. You were so strong�� I think that�s why I first started to follow you. Deep down, I knew you were tough enough to take my love. Everyone dies from my touch. I don�t think I�m cursed, not any more. But for the longest time, I did. You had the potential to fight off Shinigami and stay with me. Even if it were only as a friend, you wouldn�t leave me. And as I stumbled along and we went on our way, the truth came to me. More then the need for friendship, this was love. The kind stories and poems are written about; the kind that doesn�t seek attention but is rarer then gundamium. I would gladly be silent about my feelings forever if it meant you would be with me��. I remember the day you confessed you loved me. We were surrounded; outnumbered and outgunned. It looked so hopeless and yet��. I wasn�t afraid. You were with me. I know it sounds weird but I thought that if we died together, we�d stay together wherever we were destined to be sent. Heero and Duo, in life and death. It sounded right. I didn�t want you to die too but it looked like there was no other choice. What Shinigami wants, he takes. Selfish, ne? A stupid idea but it gave me some comfort. Did you know��. Did you know the bullet was meant for you? I never told you, koi, but you were what the sniper was aiming at. I saw the glint off the barrel in the corner of my eye and realized who the target was and��.. You caught me as I fell and held me as I bled. I thought maybe it was my small reward from God for the little things I�d managed to do right in my life. One small token before I went off to burn in Hell for my crimes. And then I felt your warmth and heard your words��. A miracle, Hee-chan! A miracle! But the darkness took me before I could confirm it. Believe it��.. I never fought so hard in my life. Shinigami called and for the first time, I refused him. I had to know. My Heero had said��.. After struggling for what seemed like forever, I woke to a soft touch and a hand on my own. I opened my eyes to see tears in yours. You cried for me! ME!! The shock nearly sent me back to the darkness. And then your voice shook as you called me baka and ranted and railed at me for my stupidity and carelessness and then you told me you loved me. You looked so sad, so broken. Like it hurt to say the words but it hurt worse to hold them in. My darling Heero, I thought you were going to shatter to pieces in front of my very eyes. And in a way, you did. I think the Perfect Soldier died that day. At the very least, the mask you wore was gone forever. I saw to that. Your tears cracked it; my kiss sent it to Hell. And us to Heaven. You were my first kiss, too. My very first and only love. How long did we kiss? Long enough to panic the others when we didn�t answer the door. I think we scared the living daylights out of the guys when they busted in on us. Poor Wu-man had a fit to end all fits. Trowa�s eyes nearly popped out of his head and I swear Quatre would have burst a blood vessel grinning like that. You didn�t seem to notice we had company. That was the first clue that the soldier was gone. He would have snapped himself and his gun to attention immediately. You just stared at me. And I lost myself in those eyes��. No offense, but to hell with them at that point. I had you. Finally��.. Life was so much nicer after that. I had love, someone who really cared. It was so hard to believe at first. My love. Mine. And you gave it willingly. Even as the damn war went on, I knew now I had a reason to survive. You were waiting for me. So that night two years ago, when I came home from my mission tired and worn and saw your note, I felt so�� I guess �appreciated� is the word I want. Not good enough it will have to do. �Meet me on the hill near our tree. Don�t bother with dinner. It�s taken care of. I have a surprise for you.� Still have the note, Hee-chan. Stuck it in the front of our wedding album along with that picture of Relena going postal when she found out. Must remember to thank Trowa for the negatives. It was one of the best presents we got. But anyways�� Our tree. You called it our tree. I was curious, I�ll admit, to see why it was �our tree�. As I walked down to the hill, I saw why. Ever took you for the type to do it but there it was. �Heero and Duo. Now and forever. Here Death and Destruction exchanged souls.� In English and in Japanese. So poetic, so kawaii��. and so out of character. Or so I thought then. Know better now. You�ve always had this tender side. That son of a bitch J and company tried to rip it out of you but they only managed to drive it underground. You�re a hopeless romantic, Heero Yuy-Maxwell, and I love you to death for it. You asked me to marry you. So many thoughts raced through my head. Why me? Of all the people in the universe, why pick plain old me? The street rat from L2? Shinigami�s chosen? The braided baka whose job it was to entertain the troops? I�ll admit it, you totally floored me. My mind just did a little happy dance in endless circles and chanted, �He loves me. He wants me. He *LOVES* me!!!� And when I yelled yes��.. Oh, your beautiful face just lit up. Like I�d made your millennium. You grabbed me and kissed me and made love to me right then and there. The stars glittered and worked their magic as we laid on the blanket, dinner utterly forgotten. The moonlight made you look so heavenly. That�s when it hit me. You were going to be mine. I mean, I know I had you already but somehow it seemed more�� real now. As I watched the twinkles above us safe in your arms, I could feel them smiling at me. Solo, Sister Helen, Father Maxwell, all the kids from the church, even the parents I barely remember. They approved. I know they did. They like you and the idea of us and had no objections to our promise of forever. That night, for the first time in my life, total peace was mine. I had forgiveness, hope, life, love, eternity�.... All because of you. My hero Heero. Well, the next morning was interesting, remember? Quatre went absolutely postal when he saw Deathscythe and my empty room. He freaked out and went on a rampage at my irresponsibility and the ulcer I was giving him. For such a small sweetheart, he can be quite a foaming-at-the-mouth ranting hellspawn. Wufei was taking notes, I swear. That was one hell of a rant. When we strolled back to the safehouse (I believe it was noon-ish or so), he was gonna rip my head off. The look on your face was priceless. Torn between laughter and protective anger, you very clearly stated where I had been and what I had been doing. Or rather, what we had been doing. Never seen Trowa turn that shade of red before. And when we showed off the rings, all hell broke loose. I remember you prying Wufei off me; he had me in a death grip yelling something about justice at last. Quatre then nailed you down with a glomp and then Trowa got me and we ended up in a tangled pile of laughing, crying, hysterically happy teenage boys. All in all, not too bad. Relena, on the other hand��. I forget where you were when this happened. It was just after the war ended and peace was starting to grow on us. You had taken off for a few days, for unfinished business I think, when she appeared. Ms. High-and-Mighty, Priss-and-Prim, Blind-to-Reality Queen Pacifist herself. Just blew right in and demanded an audience with you. Yeah, you heard me. �Audience.� Being a royal musta rotted her brain even more and made her a total royal pain. Utterly ignoring Trowa and me, she started searching the house for you. I was pissed off at first and was wondering how I could pull off taking her out without killing peace as well when Trowa suggested we tell her. And he asked for me to wait until he could find a camera and camcorder. Glad I did. Oh koi, I know you�ve seen the tape about a billion times and have a picture of it in your wallet next to all the ones of me, but you simply *HAD* to be there!!!! You never heard such obscenities! Not even from me! For a lady, she sure can let fly when she wants! �A woman scorned� is right; she damn near killed me! Guess pacifism only applies when it�s not personal. Or maybe she always was a psycho with Lee Press-on nails desperate to gouge my eyes out. Who knows? And further more, who really cares? After Trowa managed to pin her down, the reinforcements arrived and Quatre got me some ice for my face. We tried to reasonably explain things to her, honestly we did. I was polite and everything, much more then the little spaz deserved. But reason had taken a flying leap of a Gundam in flight and I could go right with it as far as she was concerned. She couldn�t believe it. Any of it. We ended up shoving her duct-tapped back into that monstrosity she calls a limo and telling her driver to take a permanent hike. I think he got the message and took off like a bat outta hell. Wu-man was more pleased then I was. The justice bit went on for hours after that. Trowa and Quatre stared at each other and me for a while. Me, I was just happy to get rid of her. Even if it was good for a laugh�� But I digress. We ended the war and got everything ready for the wedding. As the day got closer and closer, I got more and more panicky. My mind started giving me horrible mental pictures of all the things that could happen to you. I know, I was being stupid. War�s over, right? We�re safe. No more fighting, no more death. But that only frightened me more. we weren�t supposed to survive the war. You once said that when it was all over, there would be nothing left to live for. Oh, you retracted it when we became a couple, but I couldn�t get that thought out of my head. Were we really worthless in this new world of peace? Did even have a place here? Shinigami took everyone I ever loved, Heero. For so long, the curse hung over my thoughts and deeds. My touch was death, my affection damnation. I was so sacred he�d take you too. I�ve never been happy in my life and all of a sudden, I had you and everything was perfect. I would wake up screaming from nightmares of losing you, only to find your warm arms around me and your whispers in my ear. You protected me with your love and strength. Was it enough, though? Could you do the impossible and banish the evil from my life? The room in the church was WAY too small. I felt like I was suffocating as I paced. Quatre said it was all in my head. But isn�t that where reality matters? Worst case of pre-martial jitters he�d ever seen and he had 29 sisters, most of them married! I seriously considered taking off for the colonies. Maybe L1, since you�d know to look on L2. Change my name, get a new job, live my life out�� and be completely and totally miserable. Who am I kidding? I couldn�t live without you then and I sure as hell can�t now. You are my life. Quatre took pity on me and tried to calm me down. It wasn�t until he kinda blurted out you were having a freak-out too that I chilled a bit. Heero Yuy, terrified? Nah! Of who, of what?! Nothing scares the Perfect Soldier and in the unlikely event it ever happened, face the wrath of Duo Maxwell!! So I snuck over to your room and peeked in. I know it�s bad luck to see the groom or whatever before the wedding but seriously, how much worse could our luck get? And what I saw and learned melted my heart. You were scared too. Of life, love, and the great unknown future we were jumping into. Forever�s a long time, koi, and even the bravest of us falter every once and a while. But you weren�t going to give up. You were going to do it. For me. When I walked down that isle and saw you waiting��.. it was like I was going home. But home was Heaven and I had my very own angel to guide me. The ceremony was like a wonderful dream, vague but pleasing. I saw your eyes glow with pride when you announced your desire to stay with me forever. Of how you would love and cherish, honor and protect, give your all for me. When you said, �I do���.. Damn, can�t think of how to say it. You looked, sounded, felt like�� mine. Yes, that�s it. Mine. And I was yours. The last year has been that greatest time of my life. It keeps getting better and better. You, Heero my love, are indeed perfect. That Perfect Soldier, the Perfect Lover, the Perfect Husband, the Perfect Soulmate. I couldn�t ask for anything more. I don�t deserve a tenth or what you�ve given me. But I will try to be worthy and give you my all. I always dream of you. Always have, always will and have absolutely no desire to change. Maybe I�ll see you in the dream plain and we can have a grand ole time��. I miss you so, koi. Come home soon. Kick some�.. uh, who are you taking out again? Never mind. They don�t stand a chance. Give �em hell, kick �em a good one for me and stay safe. You better come home unscathed or I am gonna be *REALLY* pissed off. Put some fear of Shinigami into them, and maybe the Preventers too if you have extra too go around. Love you more then I can say but you already know that. Get your sorry but home soon Soldier, I�ma waiting��. Ai shiteru, Forever Love, Soul to Soul, Mind to Mind, Heart to Heart and�� use that imagination of yours, Duo Maxwell-Yuy ~ ~ Owari ~ ~ Happy? Wanna see a reunion fic or should I leave it here? 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