| MoD, here�s the fic you requested. I know it�s kinda late but it�s the thought and effort that counts, ne? Hope it makes you feel better. I hereby place both blame and credit on Enigma�s wonderful �Silencing the Secrets� wedding scenes for inspiring me to write this piece of fluff. So very sweet, I had to skip my daily sugar intake for fear of going into diabetic shock. ::sniffles:: I�m a sucker for sap, I just can�t write it well. I do so much better at angst and bishouenen torture�� I hope you like. Ja ne! Title: My Dearest Duo Author: Lady DarkAngel [email protected] Archive: Lady DarkAngel's Gundam Wing Fanfiction Library http://ladydarkangel_1.homestead.com/Main.html, Darkflame's (if she'll take it.) and anywhere else is fine, just ask me first Category: Yaoi, Sap, minor angst Pairing(s): 1+2 or 1x2 (not really sure here) Disclaimers: Gundam Wing or Shinkidousenki Gundam Wing is copyrighted and trademarked by Sunrise, Bandai, Sotsu Agency and associated parties with all rights and privileges. The characters were used without permission for the purposes of entertainment only. This is not meant for sale of profit. Any characters not created by those listed above are mine and hereby considered the sole property and copyright of the author. Anyway, I'm just a poor college student. So can I play with them? I promise I won't break them..much. Rating: PG Warnings: So full of sap you�ll be blowing your nose with a pancake! Pure, unadulterated saccharine overdose! Minor angst as well. Feedback: Kami-sama, YES!!! [email protected]; any and all comments are welcome like the sweet ego-sustainers they are. My Dearest Duo, I�m sorry I had to miss our anniversary. You must be so pissed. I can see you know, koi, ranting and raving and destroying either the cheap furniture of our apartment or some dive somewhere. Kitto not drinking, but just venting some well-deserved rage. I knew you�re not mad at me; you said so before I left. So that means someone else must suffer in my stead and I have a pretty good idea who it will be. You most defiantly are planning some sort of vengeance on Une and the Preventers for sending me off on this mission at such short notice and for forbidding you to come as well. Whatever it is, I pity them with all my heart. You are a force to be reckoned with, especially when furious. My beloved Shinigami, I sincerely hope they�ve updated their insurance recently. I foresee the need for a new HQ very soon��. There are no words to express my sorrow and anger at having to leave you alone today. Today of all days you should be safe in my arms. This is the day that everything important in my life occurred. Five years ago, I first met you on that ship in the harbor. You shot me, twice. I was so shocked that someone could possible get near me defenses like that I never noticed you�d already broken in. You impressed me. No one had ever bested me like that. I was intrigued and chose to follow and stay with you rather then eliminate the potential mission obstacle you presented. I�ve never regretted that. I�m not really sure when I fell for you; I�d never known true feelings before, so it is hard to tell. But I knew there was something different about you, special and strange. So I remained to figure it out. And somewhere in all the fighting and blood and terror that made up our lives, I made the connection. I loved you. But I didn�t say anything because I was unsure. I loved you, yes, but did you love me? You were my friend but could there be more? I just chalked it up to adolescent hormones and convinced myself it wasn�t true love. It was three years ago today that I realized just how wrong I was and told you. Three years ago you nearly died in my arms and took my soul with you. A pointless mission nearly cost me everything. I have a revelation then your blood soaked into my shirt and I could hear your breath fading away. The pain I felt when I thought you were leaving me forever��.. It wasn't just temporary. My feelings weren�t childish or false. I really did love you with all my heart and soul. The words just fell from my lips. Words I had spent years trying to keep inside. Ai shiteru, Duo-koi, itsumo zutto. I wasn�t sure you could even hear me but you smiled back up at me and mouthed them back before falling unconscious. I was so frightened, koi. There was so much blood, there seemed to be no hope. But you came back to me; you said you couldn�t leave without knowing for sure if you�d dreamed what I said or if it was real. I swore with all my soul that you owned my heart. I cried then because I didn�t care if I pushed you away at that point. I just had to tell you. I couldn�t live if I never said it��.. Imagine my surprise when you smiled the sweetest smile I�d ever seen and gave me my first kiss. You were my very first everything, Duo. The first to care, the first to make in past my defenses, the first to touch my heart, the first to touch my body. You were and are so beautiful, I still can�t believe you chose me. But you did. Two years ago, in exactly 47 minutes from the time I write this, you made me the happiest man in the colonies or on Earth. You said yes. You said *YES*!! I still can�t believe it. You willing gave me everything. Your eyes sparkled brighter then the pale violet diamond I managed to find. So lovely, koi. Much more beautiful then the stars I proposed to you under. So perfect. I was nervous but I knew it was the right decision when I saw that smile, heard that overjoyed �HAI!!!� You seemed so shocked, though. Like you never expected me to ask you. How could I not? It wasn�t fair to you that I hadn�t after all the time we spent together. I know of your background; I did research into your past. Everyone always left you, even if they didn�t want or mean to. You were alone for so very long, and it shows in the way you never let me out of your sight if you can help it. I had to promise you forever. I didn�t want you to fear I would leave. An irrational fear, but one you couldn�t help, given your history. Never, Duo. I�ll always be here. A part of you, forever present. The rings are proof. As I stare at mine now, I feel a sense of relief that some part of me could be with you tonight. And last but most certainly not least, one year ago today the greatest miracle of my short life occurred. At 11:37 AM on a beautiful spring day, you married me. You were so radiant in your tux with the crown of roses braided into that chestnut rope of yours. I was so scared before hand. Trowa sat with me the whole day making sure I didn�t bolt and Wufei stationed himself outside the church as backup. I still could have made it, though. The Perfect Solider doesn�t let little things like multiple guards stop him, even if they�re were good friends attempting to stop me from royally screwing my life over. It wasn�t until Trowa let slip that Quatre was staying with you that I began to clam down. You were afraid too. My perfect Duo was frightened as well. And you had a greater chance of escape then I did. No offense, but Quatre couldn�t have done anything if you chose to take to the hills. A Space Heart is no match for Shinigami in full panic mode. And yet you were still there. You had more at stake then I did; your heart had already been damage previously while I had simply banished mine. You were still there. That reassured me in a way I couldn�t explain. You were willing to face your greatest fear to be with me forever. How could I not do the same? And, oh koi, are you ever worth it!! To see you walk down that isle, like an angel come to earth. When you whispered your vows to me, your eyes pierced my soul with their honesty. Their total trust and love. When you said �I do�, my heart nearly stopped with joy. We were one. Bonded by choice and destiny. You saw, you came and you stayed. My beautiful Duo. I think that was the most perfect moment of my life. And you were the reason why. Always the reason why. I have to go to work now. The faster I finish, the faster I can get home. I feel silly in asking you to wait for me. I know you�ll wait forever, just like I would. My heart feels like breaking when I think that I can�t hold you tonight. Our day, our night. The special time Kami-sama made just for us. I will see you soon, koi. Dream of me tonight. I know I will dream of you. Just a few days more and then I�ll be home��.. Ai shiteru, Forever love, Heero Yuy-Maxwell ~ ~ Owari ~ ~ I may do a sequel letter from Duo�s POV. Anyone interested in it? Anyone need an insulin shot now? 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